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CHAPTER
2
In addition to what has been already said of Catherine Morlands
personal and mental endowments, when about to be launched into all the
difficulties and dangers of a six weeks' residence in Bath, it may be stated,
for the reader's more certain information, lest the following pages should
otherwise fail of giving any idea of what her character is meant to be, that
her heart was affectionate; her disposition cheerful and open, without conceit
or affectation of any kind--her manners just removed from the awkwardness and
shyness of a girl; her person pleasing, and, when in good looks, pretty--and
her mind about as ignorant and uninformed as the female mind at seventeen
usually is.
When the hour of departure drew near, the maternal anxiety of Mrs. Morland will be naturally supposed to be most severe. A
thousand alarming presentiments of evil to her beloved Catherine from this
terrific separation must oppress her heart with sadness, and drown her in tears
for the last day or two of their being together; and advice of the most
important and applicable nature must of course flow from her wise lips in their
parting conference in her closet. Cautions against the violence of such
noblemen and baronets as delight in forcing young ladies away to some remote
farm-house, must, at such a moment, relieve the fulness
of her heart. Who would not think so? But Mrs. Morland
knew so little of lords and baronets, that she entertained no notion of their
general mischievousness, and was wholly unsuspicious of danger to her daughter
from their machinations. Her cautions were confined to the following points.
"I beg, Catherine, you will always wrap yourself up very warm about the
throat, when you come from the rooms at night; and I wish you would try to keep
some account of the money you spend; I will give you this little book on
purpose.
Sally, or rather Sarah (for what young lady of common gentility will reach
the age of sixteen without altering her name as far as she can?), must from
situation be at this time the intimate friend and confidante of her sister. It
is remarkable, however, that she neither insisted on
Catherine's writing by every post, nor exacted her promise of transmitting the
character of every new acquaintance, nor a detail of every interesting
conversation that Bath might produce. Everything indeed relative to this
important journey was done, on the part of the Morlands,
with a degree of moderation and composure, which seemed rather consistent with
the common feelings of common life, than with the refined susceptibilities, the
tender emotions which the first separation of a heroine from her family ought
always to excite. Her father, instead of giving her an unlimited order on his
banker, or even putting an hundred pounds bank-bill into her hands, gave her
only ten guineas, and promosed her more when she
wanted it.
Under these unpromising auspices, the parting took place, and the journey
began. It was performed with suitable quietness and uneventful safety. Neither
robbers nor tempests befriended them, nor one lucky
overturn to introduce them to the hero. Nothing more alarming occurred than a
fear, on Mrs. Allen's side, of having once left her clogs behind her at an inn, and that fortunately proved to be groundless.
They arrived at Bath. Catherine was all eager delight--her eyes were here,
there, everywhere, as they approached its fine and striking environs, and
afterwards drove through those streets which conducted them to the hotel. She
was come to be happy, and she felt happy already.
They were soon settled in comfortable lodgings in Pulteney
Street.
It is now expedient to give some description of Mrs. Allen, that the reader
may be able to judge in what manner her actions will hereafter tend to promote
the general distress of the work, and how she will, probably, contribute to
reduce poor Catherine to all the desperate wretchedness of which a last volume
is capable--whether by her imprudence, vulgarity, or jealousy--whether by
intercepting her letters, ruining her character, or turning her out of doors.
Mrs. Allen was one of that numerous class of
females, whose society can raise no other emotion than surprise at there being
any men in the world who could like them well enough to marry them. She had neither beauty, genius, accomplishment, nor manner. The air
of a gentlewoman, a great deal of quiet, inactive good temper, and a trifling
turn of mind were all that could account for her being the choice of a
sensible, intelligent man like Mr. Allen. In one respect she was admirably
fitted to introduce a young lady into public, being as fond of going everywhere
and seeing everything herself as any young lady could be. Dress was her
passion. She had a most harmless delight in being fine; and our heroine's
entree into life could not take place till after three or four days had been
spent in learning what was mostly worn, and her chaperone was provided with a
dress of the newest fashion. Catherine too made some purchases herself, and
when all these matters were arranged, the important evening came which was to
usher her into the Upper Rooms. Her hair was cut and dressed by the best hand,
her clothes put on with care, and both Mrs. Allen and her maid declared she
looked quite as she should do. With such encouragement, Catherine hoped at
least to pass uncensured through the crowd. As for
admiration, it was always very welcome when it came, but she did not depend on
it.
Mrs. Allen was so long in dressing that they did not enter the ballroom till
late. The season was full, the room crowded, and the two ladies squeezed in as
well as they could. As for Mr. Allen, he repaired directly to the card-room,
and left them to enjoy a mob by themselves. With more care for the safety of
her new gown than for the comfort of her protegee,
Mrs. Allen made her way through the throng of men by the door, as swiftly as
the necessary caution would allow; Catherine, however, kept close at her side,
and linked her arm too firmly within her friend's to be torn asunder by any
common effort of a struggling assembly. But to her utter amazement she found
that to proceed along the room was by no means the way to disengage themselves
from the crowd; it seemed rather to increase as they went on, whereas she had
imagined that when once fairly within the door, they should easily find seats
and be able to watch the dances with perfect convenience. But this was far from
being the case, and though by unwearied diligence they gained even the top of
the room, their situation was just the same; they saw nothing of the dancers
but the high feathers of some of the ladies. Still they moved on--something
better was yet in view; and by a continued exertion of strength and ingenuity
they found themselves at last in the passage behind the highest bench. Here
there was something less of crowd than below; and hence Miss Morland had a comprehensive view of all the company beneath
her, and of all the dangers of her late passage through them. It was a splendid
sight, and she began, for the first time that evening, to feel herself at a
ball: she longed to dance, but she had not an acquaintance in the room. Mrs.
Allen did all that she could do in such a case by saying very placidly, every
now and then, "I wish you could dance, my dear--I wish you could get a
partner." For some time her young friend felt obliged to her for these
wishes; but they were repeated so often, and proved so totally ineffectual,
that Catherine grew tired at last, and would thank her no more.
They were not long able, however, to enjoy the
repose of the eminence they had so laboriously gained. Everybody was shortly in
motion for tea, and they must squeeze out like the rest. Catherine began to
feel something of disappointment--she was tired of being continually pressed
against by people, the generality of whose faces possessed nothing to interest,
and with all of whom she was so wholly unacquainted that she could not relieve
the irksomeness of imprisonment by the exchange of a syllable with any of her
fellow captives; and when at last arrived in the tea-room, she felt yet more
the awkwardness of having no party to join, no acquaintance to claim, no
gentleman to assist them. They saw nothing of Mr. Allen; and after looking
about them in vain for a more eligible situation, were obliged to sit down at
the end of a table, at which a large party were
already placed, without having anything to do there, or anybody to speak to,
except each other.
Mrs. Allen congratulated herself, as soon as they
were seated, on having preserved her gown from injury. "It would have been
very shocking to have it torn," said she, "would not it? It is such a delicate muslin. For my part I have not seen anything I
like so well in the whole room, I assure you."
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