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"But they are such very different things!"
"--That you think they cannot be compared together."
"To be sure not. People that marry can never
part, but must go and keep house together. People that dance only stand
opposite each other in a long room for half an hour."
"And such is your definition of matrimony and dancing. Taken in that
light certainly, their resemblance is not striking; but I think I could place them
in such a view. You will allow, that in both, man has the advantage of choice,
woman only the power of refusal; that in both, it is an engagement between man
and woman, formed for the advantage of each; and that when once entered into,
they belong exclusively to each other till the moment of its dissolution; that
it is their duty, each to endeavour to give the other
no cause for wishing that he or she had bestowed themselves elsewhere, and
their best interest to keep their own imaginations from wandering towards the
perfections of their neighbours, or fancying that
they should have been better off with anyone else. You will allow all
this?"
"Yes, to be sure, as you state it, all this sounds very well; but still
they are so very different. I cannot look upon them at all in the same light,
nor think the same duties belong to them."
"In one respect, there certainly is a difference. In marriage, the man
is supposed to provide for the support of the woman, the woman to make the home
agreeable to the man; he is to purvey, and she is to smile. But in dancing,
their duties are exactly changed; the agreeableness, the compliance are
expected from him, while she furnishes the fan and the lavender water. That, I
suppose, was the difference of duties which struck you, as rendering the
conditions incapable of comparison."
"No, indeed, I never thought of that."
"Then I am quite at a loss. One thing, however, I must observe. This
disposition on your side is rather alarming. You totally disallow any
similarity in the obligations; and may I not thence infer that your notions of
the duties of the dancing state are not so strict as
your partner might wish? Have I not reason to fear that if the gentleman who
spoke to you just now were to return, or if any other gentleman were to address
you, there would be nothing to restrain you from conversing with him as long as
you chose?"
"Mr. Thorpe is such a very particular friend of my brother's, that if
he talks to me, I must talk to him again; but there are hardly three young men
in the room besides him that I have any acquaintance with."
"And is that to be my only security? Alas,
alas!"
"Nay, I am sure you cannot have a better; for if I do not know anybody,
it is impossible for me to talk to them; and, besides, I do not want to talk to
anybody."
"Now you have given me a security worth having; and I shall proceed
with courage. Do you find Bath as agreeable as when I had the honour of making the inquiry before?"
"Yes, quite--more so, indeed."
"More so! Take care, or you will forget to be
tired of it at the proper time. You ought to be tired at the end of six
weeks."
"I do not think I should be tired, if I were to stay here six
months."
"Bath, compared with London, has little variety, and so everybody finds
out every year. 'For six weeks, I allow Bath is
pleasant enough; but beyond that, it is the most tiresome place in the world.'
You would be told so by people of all descriptions, who come regularly every
winter, lengthen their six weeks into ten or twelve, and go away at last
because they can afford to stay no longer."
"Well, other people must judge for themselves, and those who go to
London may think nothing of Bath. But I, who live in a small retired village in
the country, can never find greater sameness in such a place as this than in my
own home; for here are a variety of amusements, a variety of things to be seen
and done all day long, which I can know nothing of there."
"You are not fond of the country."
"Yes, I am. I have always lived there, and always been very happy. But certainly there is much more sameness in a country life than in
a Bath life. One day in the country is exactly like another."
"But then you spend your time so much more rationally in the
country."
"Do I?"
"Do you not?"
"I do not believe there is much difference."
"Here you are in pursuit only of amusement all day long."
"And so I am at home--only I do not find so much of it. I walk about
here, and so I do there; but here I see a variety of people in every street,
and there I can only go and call on Mrs. Allen."
Mr. Tilney was very much amused.
"Only go and call on Mrs. Allen!" he repeated. "What a
picture of intellectual poverty! However, when you sink into this abyss again,
you will have more to say. You will be able to talk of Bath, and of all that
you did here."
"Oh! Yes. I shall never be in want of something to talk of again to
Mrs. Allen, or anybody else. I really believe I shall always be talking of
Bath, when I am at home again--I do like it so very much. If I could but have
Papa and Mamma, and the rest of them here, I suppose I should be too happy!
James's coming (my eldest brother) is quite delightful--and especially as it
turns out that the very family we are just got so
intimate with are his intimate friends already. Oh! Who can ever be tired of
Bath?"
"Not those who bring such fresh feelings of every sort to it as you do.
But papas and mammas, and brothers, and intimate friends are a good deal gone
by, to most of the frequenters of Bath--and the honest relish of balls and
plays, and everyday sights, is past with them." Here their conversation
closed, the demands of the dance becoming now too importunate for a divided
attention.
Soon after their reaching the bottom of the set, Catherine perceived herself
to be earnestly regarded by a gentleman who stood among the lookers-on,
immediately behind her partner. He was a very handsome man, of a commanding
aspect, past the bloom, but not past the vigour of
life; and with his eye still directed towards her, she saw him presently
address Mr. Tilney in a familiar whisper. Confused by
his notice, and blushing from the fear of its being excited by something wrong
in her appearance, she turned away her head. But while she did so, the
gentleman retreated, and her partner, coming nearer, said, "I see that you
guess what I have just been asked. That gentleman knows your name, and you have
a right to know his. It is General Tilney, my
father."
Catherine's answer was only "Oh!"--but it was an "Oh!"
expressing everything needful: attention to his words, and perfect reliance on
their truth. With real interest and strong admiration did her eye now follow
the general, as he moved through the crowd, and "How handsome a family
they are!" was her secret remark.
In chatting with Miss Tilney before the evening
concluded, a new source of felicity arose to her. She had never taken a country
walk since her arrival in Bath.
Miss Tilney, to whom all the commonly frequented
environs were familiar, spoke of them in terms which made her all eagerness to
know them too; and on her openly fearing that she might find nobody to go with
her, it was proposed by the brother and sister that they should join in a walk,
some morning or other. "I shall like it," she cried, "beyond
anything in the world; and do not let us put it off--let us go tomorrow."
This was readily agreed to, with only a proviso of Miss Tilney's,
that it did not rain, which Catherine was sure it would not. At twelve o'clock, they were to call for her in Pulteney Street; and
"Remember--twelve o'clock,"
was her parting speech to her new friend. Of her other, her older, her more
established friend, Isabella, of whose fidelity and worth she had enjoyed a
fortnight's experience, she scarcely saw anything during the evening. Yet,
though longing to make her acquainted with her happiness, she cheerfully
submitted to the wish of Mr. Allen, which took them rather early away, and her
spirits danced within her, as she danced in her chair all the way home.
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