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Isabella's countenance was once more all smiles and good humour,
and James too looked happy again.
"A most heavenly thought indeed! Now, my sweet
Catherine, all our distresses are over; you are honourably
acquitted, and we shall have a most delightful party."
"This will not do," said Catherine; "I cannot submit to this.
I must run after Miss Tilney directly and set her
right."
Isabella, however, caught hold of one hand, Thorpe of the other, and remonstrances poured in from all three. Even James was
quite angry. When everything was settled, when Miss Tilney
herself said that Tuesday would suit her as well, it was quite ridiculous,
quite absurd, to make any further objection.
"I do not care. Mr. Thorpe had no business to invent any such message.
If I had thought it right to put it off, I could have spoken to Miss Tilney myself. This is only doing it in a ruder way; and
how do I know that Mr. Thorpe has-- He may be mistaken again perhaps; he led me
into one act of rudeness by his mistake on Friday. Let me go, Mr. Thorpe;
Isabella, do not hold me.
Thorpe told her it would be in vain to go after the Tilneys;
they were turning the corner into Brock Street,
when he had overtaken them, and were at home by this time.
"Then I will go after them," said Catherine; "wherever they
are I will go after them. It does not signify talking. If I could not be
persuaded into doing what I thought wrong, I never will be tricked into
it." And with these words she broke away and hurried off. Thorpe would
have darted after her, but Morland withheld him.
"Let her go, let her go, if she will go. She is as obstinate as--"
Thorpe never finished the simile, for it could hardly have been a proper
one.
Away walked Catherine in great agitation, as fast as the crowd would permit
her, fearful of being pursued, yet determined to persevere. As she walked, she
reflected on what had passed. It was painful to her to disappoint and displease
them, particularly to displease her brother; but she could not repent her
resistance. Setting her own inclination apart, to have failed a second time in
her engagement to Miss Tilney, to have retracted a
promise voluntarily made only five minutes before, and on a false pretence too,
must have been wrong. She had not been withstanding them on selfish principles
alone, she had not consulted merely her own gratification; that might have been
ensured in some degree by the excursion itself, by seeing Blaize
Castle; no, she had attended to what was due to others, and to her own
character in their opinion. Her conviction of being right, however, was not
enough to restore her composure; till she had spoken to Miss Tilney she could not be at ease; and quickening her pace
when she got clear of the Crescent, she almost ran over the remaining ground
till she gained the top of Milsom Street. So rapid
had been her movements that in spite of the Tilneys'
advantage in the outset, they were but just fuming into their lodgings as she
came within view of them; and the servant still remaining at the open door, she
used only the ceremony of saying that she must speak with Miss Tilney that moment, and hurrying by him proceeded upstairs.
Then, opening the first door before her, which happened to be the right, she
immediately found herself in the drawing-room with General Tilney,
his son, and daughter. Her explanation, defective only in being--from her
irritation of nerves and shortness of breath--no explanation at all, was
instantly given. "I am come in a great hurry--It was all a mistake--I
never promised to go--I told them from the first I could not go.--I ran away in
a great hurry to explain it.--I did not care what you thought of me.--I would
not stay for the servant."
The business, however, though not perfectly elucidated by this speech, soon
ceased to be a puzzle. Catherine found that John Thorpe had given the message;
and Miss Tilney had no scruple in owning herself
greatly surprised by it. But whether her brother had still
exceeded her in resentment, Catherine, though she instinctively addressed
herself as much to one as to the other in her vindication, had no means of
knowing. Whatever might have been felt before her arrival, her eager
declarations immediately made every look and sentence as friendly as she could
desire.
The affair thus happily settled, she was introduced by Miss Tilney to her father, and received by him with such ready,
such solicitous politeness as recalled Thorpe's information to her mind, and
made her think with pleasure that he might be sometimes depended on. To such
anxious attention was the general's civility carried, that not aware of her
extraordinary swiftness in entering the house, he was quite angry with the
servant whose neglect had reduced her to open the door of the apartment
herself. "What did William mean by it? He should make a point of inquiring
into the matter." And if Catherine had not most warmly asserted his
innocence, it seemed likely that William would lose the favour
of his master forever, if not his place, by her rapidity.
After sitting with them a quarter of an hour, she rose to take leave, and
was then most agreeably surprised by General Tilney's
asking her if she would do his daughter the honour of
dining and spending the rest of the day with her. Miss Tilney
added her own wishes. Catherine was greatly obliged; but it was quite out of
her power. Mr. and Mrs. Allen would expect her back every moment. The general
declared he could say no more; the claims of Mr. and Mrs. Allen were not to be
superseded; but on some other day he trusted, when longer notice could be
given, they would not refuse to spare her to her friend. "Oh, no;
Catherine was sure they would not have the least objection, and she should have
great pleasure in coming." The general attended her himself to the
street-door, saying everything gallant as they went downstairs, admiring the
elasticity of her walk, which corresponded exactly with the spirit of her
dancing, and making her one of the most graceful bows she had ever beheld, when
they parted.
Catherine, delighted by all that had passed, proceeded gaily to Pulteney Street, walking, as
she concluded, with great elasticity, though she had never thought of it
before. She reached home without seeing anything more of the offended party;
and now that she had been triumphant throughout, had carried her point, and was
secure of her walk, she began (as the flutter of her spirits subsided) to doubt
whether she had been perfectly right. A sacrifice was always noble; and if she
had given way to their entreaties, she should have been spared the distressing
idea of a friend displeased, a brother angry, and a scheme of great happiness
to both destroyed, perhaps through her means. To ease her mind, and ascertain
by the opinion of an unprejudiced person what her own conduct had really been,
she took occasion to mention before Mr. Allen the half-settled scheme of her
brother and the Thorpes for the following day. Mr.
Allen caught at it directly. "Well," said he, "and do you think
of going too?"
"No; I had just engaged myself to walk with Miss Tilney
before they told me of it; and therefore you know I could not go with them,
could I?"
"No, certainly not; and I am glad you do not think of it. These schemes
are not at all the thing. Young men and women driving about the country in open
carriages! Now and then it is very well; but going to inns and public places
together! It is not right; and I wonder Mrs. Thorpe should allow it. I am glad
you do not think of going; I am sure Mrs. Morland
would not be pleased. Mrs. Allen, are not you of my way of thinking? Do not you
think these kind of projects objectionable?"
"Yes, very much so indeed. Open carriages are
nasty things. A clean gown is not five minutes' wear in them. You are splashed
getting in and getting out; and the wind takes your hair and your bonnet in
every direction. I hate an open carriage myself."
"I know you do; but that is not the question. Do not you think it has
an odd appearance, if young ladies are frequently driven about in them by young
men, to whom they are not even related?"
"Yes, my dear, a very odd appearance indeed. I cannot bear to see
it."
"Dear madam," cried Catherine, "then
why did not you tell me so before? I am sure if I had known it to be improper,
I would not have gone with Mr. Thorpe at all; but I always hoped you would tell
me, if you thought I was doing wrong."
"And so I should, my dear, you may depend on it; for as I told Mrs. Morland at parting, I would always do the best for you in
my power. But one must not be over particular. Young people will be young
people, as your good mother says herself. You know I wanted you, when we first
came, not to buy that sprigged muslin, but you would. Young people do not like
to be always thwarted."
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