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It was no effort to Catherine to believe that Henry Tilney
could never be wrong. His manner might sometimes surprise, but his meaning must
always be just: and what she did not understand, she was almost as ready to
admire, as what she did. The whole walk was delightful, and though it ended too
soon, its conclusion was delightful too; her friends attended her into the
house, and Miss Tilney, before they parted,
addressing herself with respectful form, as much to Mrs. Allen as to Catherine,
petitioned for the pleasure of her company to dinner on the day after the next.
No difficulty was made on Mrs. Allen's side, and the only difficulty on
Catherine's was in concealing the excess of her pleasure.
The morning had passed away so charmingly as to banish all her friendship
and natural affection, for no thought of Isabella or James had crossed her
during their walk. When the Tilneys were gone, she
became amiable again, but she was amiable for some time to little effect; Mrs.
Allen had no intelligence to give that could relieve her anxiety; she had heard
nothing of any of them. Towards the end of the morning, however, Catherine,
having occasion for some indispensable yard of ribbon which must be bought
without a moment's delay, walked out into the town, and in Bond Street overtook
the second Miss Thorpe as she was loitering towards Edgar's Buildings between
two of the sweetest girls in the world, who had been her dear friends all the
morning. From her, she soon learned that the party to Clifton
had taken place. "They set off at eight this morning," said Miss
Anne, "and I am sure I do not envy them their drive. I think you and I are
very well off to be out of the scrape. it must be the
dullest thing in the world, for there is not a soul at Clifton
at this time of year. Belle went with your brother, and John drove Maria."
Catherine spoke the pleasure she really felt on hearing this part of the arrangement.
"Oh! yes," rejoined the other,
"Maria is gone. She was quite wild to go. She thought it would be
something very fine. I cannot say I admire her taste; and for my part, I was
determined from the first not to go, if they pressed me ever so much."
Catherine, a little doubtful of this, could not help answering, "I wish
you could have gone too. It is a pity you could not all go."
"Thank you; but it is quite a matter of indifference to me. Indeed, I
would not have gone on any account. I was saying so to Emily and Sophia when
you overtook us.
Catherine was still unconvinced; but glad that Anne should have the
friendship of an Emily and a Sophia to console her, she bade her adieu without
much uneasiness, and returned home, pleased that the party had not been
prevented by her refusing to join it, and very heartily wishing that it might
be too pleasant to allow either James or Isabella to resent her resistance any
longer.
CHAPTER
15
Early the next day, a note from Isabella, speaking peace and tenderness in
every line, and entreating the immediate presence of her friend on a matter of
the utmost importance, hastened Catherine, in the happiest state of confidence
and curiosity, to Edgar's Buildings. The two youngest Miss Thorpes
were by themselves in the parlour; and, on Anne's
quitting it to call her sister, Catherine took the opportunity of asking the
other for some particulars of their yesterday's party. Maria desired no greater
pleasure than to speak of it; and Catherine immediately learnt that it had been
altogether the most delightful scheme in the world, that nobody could imagine
how charming it had been, and that it had been more delightful than anybody
could conceive. Such was the information of the first five minutes; the second
unfolded thus much in detail--that they had driven directly to the York Hotel,
ate some soup, and bespoke an early dinner, walked down to the pump-room,
tasted the water, and laid out some shillings in purses and spars; thence
adjoined to eat ice at a pastry-cook's, and hurrying back to the hotel,
swallowed their dinner in haste, to prevent being in the dark; and then had a
delightful drive back, only the moon was not up, and it rained a little, and
Mr. Morland's horse was so tired he could hardly get
it along.
Catherine listened with heartfelt satisfaction. It appeared that Blaize Castle
had never been thought of; and, as for all the rest, there was nothing to
regret for half an instant. Maria's intelligence concluded with a tender
effusion of pity for her sister Anne, whom she represented as insupportably
cross, from being excluded the party.
"She will never forgive me, I am sure; but, you know, how could I help
it? John would have me go, for he vowed he would not drive her, because she had
such thick ankles. I dare say she will not be in good humour
again this month; but I am determined I will not be cross; it is not a little
matter that puts me out of temper."
Isabella now entered the room with so eager a step, and a look of such happy
importance, as engaged all her friend's notice. Maria was without ceremony sent
away, and Isabella, embracing Catherine, thus began: "Yes, my dear
Catherine, it is so indeed; your penetration has not deceived you. Oh! That
arch eye of yours! It sees through everything."
Catherine replied only by a look of wondering ignorance.
"Nay, my beloved, sweetest friend," continued the other,
"compose yourself. I am amazingly agitated, as
you perceive. Let us sit down and talk in comfort. Well, and so you guessed it
the moment you had my note? Sly creature! Oh! My dear Catherine, you alone, who
know my heart, can judge of my present happiness. Your brother is the most
charming of men. I only wish I were more worthy of him. But what will your
excellent father and mother say? Oh! Heavens! When I think of them I am so
agitated!"
Catherine's understanding began to awake: an idea of the truth suddenly
darted into her mind; and, with the natural blush of so new an emotion, she
cried out, "Good heaven! My dear Isabella, what do you mean? Can you--can
you really be in love with James?"
This bold surmise, however, she soon learnt comprehended but half the fact.
The anxious affection, which she was accused of having continually watched in
Isabella's every look and action, had, in the course of their yesterday's party,
received the delightful confession of an equal love. Her heart and faith were
alike engaged to James. Never had Catherine listened to anything so full of
interest, wonder, and joy. Her brother and her friend engaged! New to such
circumstances, the importance of it appeared unspeakably great, and she
contemplated it as one of those grand events, of which the ordinary course of
life can hardly afford a return. The strength of her feelings she could not
express; the nature of them, however, contented her friend. The happiness of
having such a sister was their first effusion, and the fair ladies mingled in
embraces and tears of joy.
Delighting, however, as Catherine sincerely did in the prospect of the
connection, it must be acknowledged that Isabella far surpassed her in tender
anticipations. "You will be so infinitely dearer to me, my Catherine, than
either Anne or Maria: I feel that I shall be so much more attached to my dear Morland's family than to my own."
This was a pitch of friendship beyond Catherine.
"You are so like your dear brother," continued Isabella,
"that I quite doted on you the first moment I saw you. But so it always is
with me; the first moment settles everything. The very first day that Morland came to us last Christmas--the very first moment I
beheld him--my heart was irrecoverably gone. I remember I wore my yellow gown,
with my hair done up in braids; and when I came into the drawing-room, and John
introduced him, I thought I never saw anybody so handsome before."
Here Catherine secretly acknowledged the power of love; for, though
exceedingly fond of her brother, and partial to all his endowments, she had
never in her life thought him handsome.
"I remember too, Miss Andrews drank tea with us that evening, and wore
her puce-coloured sarsenet;
and she looked so heavenly that I thought your brother must certainly fall in
love with her; I could not sleep a wink all right for thinking of it. Oh!
Catherine, the many sleepless nights I have had on your brother's account! I
would not have you suffer half what I have done! I am grown wretchedly thin, I
know; but I will not pain you by describing my anxiety; you have seen enough of
it. I feel that I have betrayed myself perpetually--so unguarded in speaking of
my partiality for the church! But my secret I was always sure would be safe
with you."
Catherine felt that nothing could have been safer; but ashamed of an
ignorance little expected, she dared no longer contest the point, nor refuse to
have been as full of arch penetration and affectionate sympathy as Isabella
chose to consider her. Her brother, she found, was preparing to set off with
all speed to Fullerton, to make
known his situation and ask consent; and here was a source of some real
agitation to the mind of Isabella. Catherine endeavoured
to persuade her, as she was herself persuaded, that her father and mother would
never oppose their son's wishes. "It is impossible," said she,
"for parents to be more kind, or more desirous of
their children's happiness; I have no doubt of their consenting
immediately."
"Morland says exactly the same," replied
Isabella; "and yet I dare not expect it; my fortune will be so small; they
never can consent to it. Your brother, who might marry
anybody!"
Here Catherine again discerned the force of love.
"Indeed, Isabella, you are too humble. The difference of fortune can be
nothing to signify."
"Oh! My sweet Catherine, in your generous heart I know it would signify
nothing; but we must not expect such disinterestedness in many. As for myself,
I am sure I only wish our situations were reversed. Had I the command of
millions, were I mistress of the whole world, your brother would be my only
choice."
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