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CHAPTER
16
Catherine's expectations of pleasure from her visit in Milsom
Street were so very high that disappointment was inevitable; and accordingly,
though she was most politely received by General Tilney,
and kindly welcomed by his daughter, though Henry was at home, and no one else
of the party, she found, on her return, without spending many hours in the
examination of her feelings, that she had gone to her appointment preparing for
happiness which it had not afforded. Instead of finding herself improved in
acquaintance with Miss Tilney, from the intercourse
of the day, she seemed hardly so intimate with her as before; instead of seeing
Henry Tilney to greater advantage than ever, in the
ease of a family party, he had never said so little, nor been so little
agreeable; and, in spite of their father's great civilities to her--in spite of
his thanks, invitations, and compliments--it had been a release to get away
from him. It puzzled her to account for all this. It could not be General Tilney's fault. That he was perfectly
agreeable and good-natured, and altogether a very charming man, did not admit
of a doubt, for he was tall and handsome, and Henry's father. He could
not be accountable for his children's want of spirits,
or for her want of enjoyment in his company. The former she hoped at last might
have been accidental, and the latter she could only attribute to her own
stupidity. Isabella, on hearing the particulars of the visit, gave a different
explanation: "It was all pride, pride, insufferable haughtiness and pride!
She had long suspected the family to be very high, and this made it certain.
Such insolence of behaviour as Miss Tilney's she had never heard of in her life! Not to do the honours of her house with common good breeding! To behave
to her guest with such superciliousness! Hardly even to speak
to her!"
"But it was not so bad as that, Isabella;
there was no superciliousness; she was very civil."
"Oh! Don't defend her! And then the brother, he, who had appeared so
attached to you! Good heavens! Well, some people's feelings are
incomprehensible. And so he hardly looked once at you the whole day?"
"I do not say so; but he did not seem in good spirits."
"How contemptible! Of all things in the world
inconstancy is my aversion. Let me entreat you never to think of him again, my
dear Catherine; indeed he is unworthy of you."
"Unworthy! I do not suppose he ever thinks of me." "That is
exactly what I say; he never thinks of you. Such fickleness! Oh! How different
to your brother and to mine! I really believe John has the most constant
heart."
"But as for General Tilney, I assure you it
would be impossible for anybody to behave to me with greater civility and
attention; it seemed to be his only care to entertain and make me happy."
"Oh! I know no harm of him; I do not suspect him of pride. I believe he
is a very gentleman-like man. John thinks very well of him, and John's
judgment--"
"Well, I shall see how they behave to me this evening; we shall meet
them at the rooms."
"And must I go?"
"Do not you intend it? I thought it was all settled."
"Nay, since you make such a point of it, I can refuse you nothing. But
do not insist upon my being very agreeable, for my heart, you know, will be
some forty miles off. And as for dancing, do not mention it, I beg; that is
quite out of the question. Charles Hodges will plague me to death, I dare say;
but I shall cut him very short. Ten to one but he guesses the reason, and that
is exactly what I want to avoid, so I shall insist on his keeping his
conjecture to himself."
Isabella's opinion of the Tilneys did not
influence her friend; she was sure there had been no insolence in the manners
either of brother or sister; and she did not credit there being any pride in
their hearts. The evening rewarded her confidence; she was met by one with the
same kindness, and by the other with the same attention, as heretofore: Miss Tilney took pains to be near her, and Henry asked her to
dance.
Having heard the day before in Milsom Street that
their elder brother, Captain Tilney, was expected
almost every hour, she was at no loss for the name of a very
fashionable-looking, handsome young man, whom she had never seen before, and
who now evidently belonged to their party. She looked at him with great
admiration, and even supposed it possible that some people might think him
handsomer than his brother, though, in her eyes, his air was more assuming, and
his countenance less prepossessing. His taste and manners were beyond a doubt
decidedly inferior; for, within her hearing, he not only protested against
every thought of dancing himself, but even laughed openly at Henry for finding
it possible. From the latter circumstance it may be presumed that, whatever
might be our heroine's opinion of him, his admiration of her was not of a very
dangerous kind; not likely to produce animosities between the brothers, nor
persecutions to the lady. He cannot be the instigator of the three villains in
horsemen's greatcoats, by whom she will hereafter be forced into a
traveling-chaise and four, which will drive off with incredible speed.
Catherine, meanwhile, undisturbed by presentiments of such an evil, or of any
evil at all, except that of having but a short set to dance down, enjoyed her
usual happiness with Henry Tilney, listening with
sparkling eyes to everything he said; and, in finding him irresistible,
becoming so herself.
At the end of the first dance, Captain Tilney came
towards them again, and, much to Catherine's dissatisfaction,
pulled his brother away. They retired whispering together; and, though her
delicate sensibility did not take immediate alarm, and lay it down as fact,
that Captain Tilney must have heard some malevolent
misrepresentation of her, which he now hastened to communicate to his brother,
in the hope of separating them forever, she could not have her partner conveyed
from her sight without very uneasy sensations. Her suspense was of full five
minutes' duration; and she was beginning to think it a very long quarter of an
hour, when they both returned, and an explanation was given, by Henry's
requesting to know if she thought her friend, Miss Thorpe, would have any
objection to dancing, as his brother would be most happy to be introduced to
her. Catherine, without hesitation, replied that she was very sure Miss Thorpe
did not mean to dance at all. The cruel reply was passed on to the other, and
he immediately walked away.
"Your brother will not mind it, I know," said she, "because I
heard him say before that he hated dancing; but it was very good-natured in him
to think of it. I suppose he saw Isabella sitting down, and fancied she might
wish for a partner; but he is quite mistaken, for she would not dance upon any
account in the world."
Henry smiled, and said, "How very little trouble it can give you to
understand the motive of other people's actions."
"Why? What do you mean?"
"With you, it is not, How is such a one likely to be influenced, What
is the inducement most likely to act upon such a person's feelings, age,
situation, and probable habits of life considered--but, How should I be
influenced, What would be my inducement in acting so and so?"
"I do not understand you."
"Then we are on very unequal terms, for I understand you perfectly
well."
"Me? Yes; I cannot speak well enough to be unintelligible."
"Bravo! An excellent satire on modern language."
"But pray tell me what you mean."
"Shall I indeed? Do you really desire it? But you are not aware of the
consequences; it will involve you in a very cruel embarrassment, and certainly
bring on a disagreement between us.
"No, no; it shall not do either; I am not afraid."
"Well, then, I only meant that your attributing my brother's wish of
dancing with Miss Thorpe to good nature alone convinced me of your being
superior in good nature yourself to all the rest of the world."
Catherine blushed and disclaimed, and the gentleman's predictions were
verified. There was a something, however, in his words which repaid her for the
pain of confusion; and that something occupied her mind so much that she drew
back for some time, forgetting to speak or to listen, and almost forgetting
where she was; till, roused by the voice of Isabella, she looked up and saw her
with Captain Tilney preparing to give them hands
across.
Isabella shrugged her shoulders and smiled, the only explanation of this
extraordinary change which could at that time be given; but as it was not quite
enough for Catherine's comprehension, she spoke her astonishment in very plain
terms to her partner.
"I cannot think how it could happen! Isabella was so determined not to
dance."
"And did Isabella never change her mind before?"
"Oh! But, because-- And your brother! After what you told him from me,
how could he think of going to ask her?"
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