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"I cannot take surprise to myself on that head. You bid me be surprised
on your friend's account, and therefore I am; but as for my brother, his
conduct in the business, I must own, has been no more than I believed him
perfectly equal to. The fairness of your friend was an open attraction; her
firmness, you know, could only be understood by yourself."
"You are laughing; but, I assure you, Isabella is very firm in
general."
"It is as much as should be said of anyone. To be always firm must be
to be often obstinate. When properly to relax is the trial of judgment; and,
without reference to my brother, I really think Miss Thorpe has by no means
chosen ill in fixing on the present hour."
The friends were not able to get together for any confidential discourse
till all the dancing was over; but then, as they walked about the room arm in
arm, Isabella thus explained herself: "I do not wonder at your surprise;
and I am really fatigued to death. He is such a rattle! Amusing enough, if my
mind had been disengaged; but I would have given the world to sit still."
"Then why did not you?"
"Oh! My dear! It would have looked so particular; and you know how I
abhor doing that. I refused him as long as I possibly could, but he would take
no denial. You have no idea how he pressed me. I begged him to excuse me, and
get some other partner--but no, not he; after aspiring to my hand, there was
nobody else in the room he could bear to think of; and it was not that he
wanted merely to dance, he wanted to be with me. Oh!
Such nonsense! I told him he had taken a very unlikely way to prevail upon me;
for, of all things in the world, I hated fine speeches and compliments; and
so--and so then I found there would be no peace if I did not stand up. Besides,
I thought Mrs. Hughes, who introduced him, might take it ill if I did not: and
your dear brother, I am sure he would have been miserable if I had sat down the
whole evening. I am so glad it is over! My spirits are quite jaded with
listening to his nonsense: and then, being such a smart young fellow, I saw
every eye was upon us."
"He is very handsome indeed."
"Handsome! Yes, I suppose he may. I dare say people would admire him in
general; but he is not at all in my style of beauty. I hate a florid complexion
and dark eyes in a man. However, he is very well. Amazingly conceited, I am
sure. I took him down several times, you know, in my way."
When the young ladies next met, they had a far more interesting subject to
discuss. James Morland's second letter was then
received, and the kind intentions of his father fully explained. A living, of
which Mr. Morland was himself patron and incumbent,
of about four hundred pounds yearly value, was to be resigned to his son as
soon as he should be old enough to take it; no trifling deduction from the
family income, no niggardly assignment to one of ten children. An estate of at
least equal value, moreover, was assured as his future inheritance.
James expressed himself on the occasion with becoming gratitude; and the
necessity of waiting between two and three years before they could marry,
being, however unwelcome, no more than he had expected, was borne by him
without discontent. Catherine, whose expectations had been as unfixed as her
ideas of her father's income, and whose judgment was now entirely led by her
brother, felt equally well satisfied, and heartily congratulated Isabella on
having everything so pleasantly settled.
"It is very charming indeed," said Isabella, with a grave face.
"Mr. Morland has behaved vastly handsome
indeed," said the gentle Mrs. Thorpe, looking anxiously at her daughter.
"I only wish I could do as much. One could not expect more from him, you
know. If he finds he can do more by and by, I dare say he will, for I am sure
he must be an excellent good-hearted man. Four hundred is but a small income to
begin on indeed, but your wishes, my dear Isabella, are so moderate, you do not
consider how little you ever want, my dear."
"It is not on my own account I wish for more; but I cannot bear to be
the means of injuring my dear Morland, making him sit
down upon an income hardly enough to find one in the common necessaries of
life. For myself, it is nothing; I never think of myself."
"I know you never do, my dear; and you will always find your reward in
the affection it makes everybody feel for you. There never was a young woman so beloved as you are by everybody that knows you; and I
dare say when Mr. Morland sees you, my dear
child--but do not let us distress our dear Catherine by talking of such things.
Mr. Morland has behaved so very handsome, you know. I
always heard he was a most excellent man; and you know, my dear, we are not to
suppose but what, if you had had a suitable fortune, he would have come down
with something more, for I am sure he must be a most liberal-minded man."
"Nobody can think better of Mr. Morland than
I do, I am sure. But everybody has their failing, you know, and everybody has a
right to do what they like with their own money." Catherine was hurt by
these insinuations. "I am very sure," said she, "that my father
has promised to do as much as he can afford."
Isabella recollected herself. "As to that, my sweet Catherine, there
cannot be a doubt, and you know me well enough to be sure that a much smaller
income would satisfy me. It is not the want of more money that makes me just at
present a little out of spirits; I hate money; and if our union could take
place now upon only fifty pounds a year, I should not have a wish unsatisfied.
Ah! my Catherine, you have found me out. There's the
sting. The long, long, endless two years and half that are to pass before your
brother can hold the living."
"Yes, yes, my darling Isabella," said Mrs. Thorpe, "we
perfectly see into your heart. You have no disguise. We perfectly understand
the present vexation; and everybody must love you the better for such a noble
honest affection."
Catherine's uncomfortable feelings began to lessen. She endeavoured
to believe that the delay of the marriage was the only source of Isabella's
regret; and when she saw her at their next interview as cheerful and amiable as
ever, endeavoured to forget that she had for a minute
thought otherwise. James soon followed his letter, and was received with the
most gratifying kindness.
CHAPTER
17
The Allens had now entered on the sixth week of
their stay in Bath; and whether it
should be the last was for some time a question, to which Catherine listened
with a beating heart. To have her acquaintance with the Tilneys
end so soon was an evil which nothing could counterbalance. Her whole happiness
seemed at stake, while the affair was in suspense, and everything secured when
it was determined that the lodgings should be taken for another fortnight. What
this additional fortnight was to produce to her beyond the pleasure of
sometimes seeing Henry Tilney made but a small part
of Catherine's speculation. Once or twice indeed, since James's engagement had
taught her what could be done, she had got so far as to indulge in a secret
"perhaps," but in general the felicity of being with him for the present
bounded her views: the present was now comprised in another three weeks, and
her happiness being certain for that period, the rest of her life was at such a
distance as to excite but little interest. In the course of the morning which
saw this business arranged, she visited Miss Tilney,
and poured forth her joyful feelings. It was doomed to be a day of trial. No
sooner had she expressed her delight in Mr. Allen's lengthened stay than Miss Tilney told her of her father's having just determined upon
quitting Bath by the end of another week. Here was a blow! The past suspense of
the morning had been ease and quiet to the present disappointment. Catherine's
countenance fell, and in a voice of most sincere concern she echoed Miss Tilney's concluding words, "By the end of another
week!"
"Yes, my father can seldom be prevailed on to give the waters what I
think a fair trial. He has been disappointed of some friends' arrival whom he expected to meet here, and as he is now pretty well,
is in a hurry to get home."
"I am very sorry for it," said Catherine dejectedly; "if I
had known this before--"
"Perhaps," said Miss Tilney in an embarrassed manner, "you would be so good--it would
make me very happy if--"
The entrance of her father put a stop to the civility, which Catherine was
beginning to hope might introduce a desire of their corresponding. After
addressing her with his usual politeness, he turned to his daughter and said,
"Well, Eleanor, may I congratulate you on being successful in your
application to your fair friend?"
"I was just beginning to make the request, sir, as you came in."
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