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Something had been said the evening before of her being shown over the
house, and he now offered himself as her conductor; and though Catherine had
hoped to explore it accompanied only by his daughter, it was a proposal of too
much happiness in itself, under any circumstances, not to be gladly accepted;
for she had been already eighteen hours in the abbey, and had seen only a few
of its rooms. The netting-box, just leisurely drawn forth, was closed with
joyful haste, and she was ready to attend him in a moment. "And when they
had gone over the house, he promised himself moreover the pleasure of accompanying
her into the shrubberies and garden." She curtsied
her acquiescence. "But perhaps it might be more agreeable to her to make
those her first object. The weather was at present favourable,
and at this time of year the uncertainty was very great of its continuing so.
Which would she prefer? He was equally at her service. Which did his daughter
think would most accord with her fair friend's wishes? But he thought he could
discern. Yes, he certainly read in Miss Morland's
eyes a judicious desire of making use of the present smiling weather. But when
did she judge amiss? The abbey would be always safe and dry. He yielded
implicitly, and would fetch his hat and attend them in a moment." He left
the room, and Catherine, with a disappointed, anxious face, began to speak of
her unwillingness that he should be taking them out of doors against his own
inclination, under a mistaken idea of pleasing her; but she was stopped by Miss
Tilney's saying, with a little confusion, "I
believe it will be wisest to take the morning while it is so fine; and do not
be uneasy on my father's account; he always walks out at this time of
day."
Catherine did not exactly know how this was to be understood. Why was Miss Tilney embarrassed? Could there be any unwillingness on the
general's side to show her over the abbey? The proposal was his
own. And was not it odd that he should always take his walk so early?
Neither her father nor Mr. Allen did so. It was certainly very provoking. She
was all impatience to see the house, and had scarcely any curiosity about the
grounds. If Henry had been with them indeed! But now she should not know what
was picturesque when she saw it. Such were her thoughts, but she kept them to
herself, and put on her bonnet in patient discontent.
She was struck, however, beyond her expectation, by the grandeur of the
abbey, as she saw it for the first time from the lawn. The whole building
enclosed a large court; and two sides of the quadrangle, rich in Gothic
ornaments, stood forward for admiration. The remainder was shut off by knolls
of old trees, or luxuriant plantations, and the steep woody hills rising
behind, to give it shelter, were beautiful even in the leafless month of March.
Catherine had seen nothing to compare with it; and her feelings of delight were
so strong, that without waiting for any better authority, she boldly burst
forth in wonder and praise. The general listened with assenting gratitude; and
it seemed as if his own estimation of Northanger had waited unfixed till that
hour.
The kitchen-garden was to be next admired, and he led the way to it across a
small portion of the park.
The number of acres contained in this garden was such as Catherine could not
listen to without dismay, being more than double the extent of all Mr. Allen's,
as well her father's, including church-yard and orchard. The walls seemed
countless in number, endless in length; a village of hot-houses seemed to arise
among them, and a whole parish to be at work within the enclosure. The general
was flattered by her looks of surprise, which told him almost as plainly, as he
soon forced her to tell him in words, that she had never seen any gardens at
all equal to them before; and he then modestly owned that, "without any
ambition of that sort himself--without any solicitude about it--he did believe
them to be unrivalled in the kingdom. If he had a hobby-horse, it was that. He
loved a garden. Though careless enough in most matters of eating, he loved good
fruit--or if he did not, his friends and children did. There were great
vexations, however, attending such a garden as his. The utmost care could not
always secure the most valuable fruits. The pinery
had yielded only one hundred in the last year. Mr. Allen, he supposed, must
feel these inconveniences as well as himself."
"No, not at all. Mr. Allen did not care about
the garden, and never went into it."
With a triumphant smile of self-satisfaction, the general wished he could do
the same, for he never entered his, without being vexed in some way or other,
by its falling short of his plan.
"How were Mr. Allen's succession-houses worked?" describing the
nature of his own as they entered them.
"Mr. Allen had only one small hot-house, which Mrs. Allen had the use
of for her plants in winter, and there was a fire in it now and then."
"He is a happy man!" said the general, with a look of very happy
contempt.
Having taken her into every division, and led her under every wall, till she
was heartily weary of seeing and wondering, he suffered the girls at last to
seize the advantage of an outer door, and then expressing his wish to examine
the effect of some recent alterations about the tea-house, proposed it as no
unpleasant extension of their walk, if Miss Morland
were not tired. "But where are you going, Eleanor? Why do you choose that
cold, damp path to it? Miss Morland will get wet. Our
best way is across the park."
"This is so favourite a walk of mine,"
said Miss Tilney, "that I always think it the
best and nearest way. But perhaps it may be damp."
It was a narrow winding path through a thick grove of old Scotch firs; and
Catherine, struck by its gloomy aspect, and eager to enter it, could not, even
by the general's disapprobation, be kept from stepping forward. He perceived
her inclination, and having again urged the plea of health in vain, was too
polite to make further opposition. He excused himself, however, from attending
them: "The rays of the sun were not too cheerful for him, and he would
meet them by another course." He turned away; and Catherine was shocked to
find how much her spirits were relieved by the separation. The shock, however,
being less real than the relief, offered it no injury; and she began to talk
with easy gaiety of the delightful melancholy which such a grove inspired.
"I am particularly fond of this spot," said her companion, with a
sigh. "It was my mother's favourite walk."
Catherine had never heard Mrs. Tilney mentioned in
the family before, and the interest excited by this tender remembrance showed
itself directly in her altered countenance, and in the attentive pause with
which she waited for something more.
"I used to walk here so often with her!" added Eleanor;
"though I never loved it then, as I have loved it since. At that time
indeed I used to wonder at her choice. But her memory endears it now."
"And ought it not," reflected Catherine, "to endear it to her
husband? Yet the general would not enter it." Miss Tilney
continuing silent, she ventured to say, "Her death must have been a great
affliction!"
"A great and increasing one," replied the other, in a low voice.
"I was only thirteen when it happened; and though I felt my loss perhaps
as strongly as one so young could feel it, I did not, I could not, then know what a loss it was." She stopped for a
moment, and then added, with great firmness, "I have no sister, you
know--and though Henry--though my brothers are very affectionate, and Henry is
a great deal here, which I am most thankful for, it is impossible for me not to
be often solitary."
"To be sure you must miss him very much."
"A mother would have been always present. A mother would have been a
constant friend; her influence would have been beyond all other."
"Was she a very charming woman? Was she handsome? Was there any picture
of her in the abbey? And why had she been so partial to that grove? Was it from
dejection of spirits?"--were questions now eagerly poured forth; the first
three received a ready affirmative, the two others were passed by; and
Catherine's interest in the deceased Mrs. Tilney
augmented with every question, whether answered or not. Of her unhappiness in
marriage, she felt persuaded. The general certainly had been an unkind husband.
He did not love her walk: could he therefore have loved her? And besides,
handsome as he was, there was a something in the turn of his features which
spoke his not having behaved well to her.
"Her picture, I suppose," blushing at the consummate art of her
own question, "hangs in your father's room?"
"No; it was intended for the drawing-room; but my father was
dissatisfied with the painting, and for some time it had no place. Soon after
her death I obtained it for my own, and hung it in my bed-chamber--where I
shall be happy to show it you; it is very like." Here was another proof. A
portrait--very like--of a departed wife, not valued by the husband! He must
have been dreadfully cruel to her!
Catherine attempted no longer to hide from herself the nature of the
feelings which, in spite of all his attentions, he had previously excited; and
what had been terror and dislike before, was now absolute aversion. Yes,
aversion! His cruelty to such a charming woman made him odious to her. She had
often read of such characters, characters which Mr. Allen had been used to call
unnatural and overdrawn; but here was proof positive of the contrary.
She had just settled this point when the end of the path brought them
directly upon the general; and in spite of all her virtuous indignation, she
found herself again obliged to walk with him, listen to him, and even to smile
when he smiled. Being no longer able, however, to receive pleasure from the
surrounding objects, she soon began to walk with lassitude; the general
perceived it, and with a concern for her health, which seemed to reproach her
for her opinion of him, was most urgent for returning with his daughter to the
house. He would follow them in a quarter of an hour. Again they parted--but
Eleanor was called back in half a minute to receive a strict charge against
taking her friend round the abbey till his return. This
second instance of his anxiety to delay what she so much wished for struck
Catherine as very remarkable.
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