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Her agitation as they entered the great gallery was too much for any endeavour at discourse; she could only look at her
companion. Eleanor's countenance was dejected, yet sedate; and its composure
spoke her inured to all the gloomy objects to which they were advancing. Again
she passed through the folding doors, again her hand was upon the important
lock, and Catherine, hardly able to breathe, was turning to close the former
with fearful caution, when the figure, the dreaded figure of the general
himself at the further end of the gallery, stood before her! The name of
"Eleanor" at the same moment, in his loudest tone, resounded through
the building, giving to his daughter the first intimation of his presence, and
to Catherine terror upon terror. An attempt at concealment had been her first
instinctive movement on perceiving him, yet she could scarcely hope to have
escaped his eye; and when her friend, who with an apologizing look darted
hastily by her, had joined and disappeared with him, she ran for safety to her
own room, and, locking herself in, believed that she should never have courage
to go down again. She remained there at least an hour, in the greatest
agitation, deeply commiserating the state of her poor friend, and expecting a
summons herself from the angry general to attend him in his own apartment. No
summons, however, arrived; and at last, on seeing a carriage drive up to the
abbey, she was emboldened to descend and meet him under the protection of
visitors. The breakfast-room was gay with company; and she was named to them by
the general as the friend of his daughter, in a complimentary style, which so
well concealed his resentful ire, as to make her feel secure at least of life
for the present. And Eleanor, with a command of countenance which did honour to her concern for his character, taking an early
occasion of saying to her, "My father only wanted me to answer a
note," she began to hope that she had either been unseen by the general,
or that from some consideration of policy she should be allowed to suppose
herself so. Upon this trust she dared still to remain in his presence, after
the company left them, and nothing occurred to disturb it.
In the course of this morning's reflections, she came to a resolution of
making her next attempt on the forbidden door alone. It would be much better in
every respect that Eleanor should know nothing of the matter. To involve her in
the danger of a second detection, to court her into an apartment which must
wring her heart, could not be the office of a friend. The general's utmost
anger could not be to herself what it might be to a daughter; and, besides, she
thought the examination itself would be more satisfactory if made without any
companion. It would be impossible to explain to Eleanor the suspicions, from
which the other had, in all likelihood, been hitherto happily exempt; nor could
she therefore, in her presence, search for those proofs of the general's
cruelty, which however they might yet have escaped discovery, she felt
confident of somewhere drawing forth, in the shape of some fragmented journal,
continued to the last gasp. Of the way to the apartment she was now perfectly
mistress; and as she wished to get it over before Henry's return, who was
expected on the morrow, there was no time to be lost, The day was bright, her
courage high; at four o'clock, the sun was now two hours above the horizon, and
it would be only her retiring to dress half an hour earlier than usual.
It was done; and Catherine found herself alone in the gallery before the
clocks had ceased to strike. It was no time for thought; she hurried on,
slipped with the least possible noise through the folding doors, and without
stopping to look or breathe, rushed forward to the one in question. The lock
yielded to her hand, and, luckily, with no sullen sound that could alarm a
human being. On tiptoe she entered; the room was before her; but it was some
minutes before she could advance another step. She beheld what fixed her to the
spot and agitated every feature. She saw a large, well-proportioned apartment, an handsome dimity bed, arranged as unoccupied with an
housemaid's care, a bright Bath
stove, mahogany wardrobes, and neatly painted chairs, on which the warm beams
of a western sun gaily poured through two sash windows! Catherine had expected
to have her feelings worked, and worked they were. Astonishment and doubt first
seized them; and a shortly succeeding ray of common sense added some bitter
emotions of shame. She could not be mistaken as to the room; but how grossly
mistaken in everything else!--in Miss Tilney's
meaning, in her own calculation! This apartment, to which she had given a date
so ancient, a position so awful, proved to be one end of what the general's
father had built. There were two other doors in the chamber, leading probably
into dressing-closets; but she had no inclination to open either. Would the
veil in which Mrs. Tilney had last walked, or the
volume in which she had last read, remain to tell what nothing else was allowed
to whisper? No: whatever might have been the general's crimes,
he had certainly too much wit to let them sue for detection. She was sick of exploring, and desired but to be safe in her own room, with
her own heart only privy to its folly; and she was on the point of retreating
as softly as she had entered, when the sound of footsteps, she could hardly
tell where, made her pause and tremble. To be found there, even by a servant,
would be unpleasant; but by the general (and he seemed always at hand when
least wanted), much worse! She listened--the sound had ceased; and resolving
not to lose a moment, she passed through and closed the door. At that instant a
door underneath was hastily opened; someone seemed with swift steps to ascend
the stairs, by the head of which she had yet to pass before she could gain the
gallery. She bad no power to move. With a feeling of
terror not very definable, she fixed her eyes on the staircase, and in a few
moments it gave Henry to her view. "Mr. Tilney!"
she exclaimed in a voice of more than common astonishment. He looked astonished
too. "Good God!" she continued, not attending to his address.
"How came you here? How came you up that staircase?"
"How came I up that staircase!" he replied, greatly surprised. "Because it is my nearest way from the stable-yard to my own
chamber; and why should I not come up it?"
Catherine recollected herself, blushed deeply, and could say no more. He
seemed to be looking in her countenance for that explanation which her lips did
not afford. She moved on towards the gallery. "And may I not, in my
turn," said he, as be pushed back the folding doors, "ask how you came
here? This passage is at least as extraordinary a road from the breakfast-parlour to your apartment, as that staircase can be from
the stables to mine."
"I have been," said Catherine, looking down, "to see your
mother's room."
"My mother's room! Is there anything extraordinary
to be seen there?"
"No, nothing at all. I thought you did not
mean to come back till tomorrow."
"I did not expect to be able to return sooner, when I went away; but
three hours ago I had the pleasure of finding nothing to detain me. You look pale.
I am afraid I alarmed you by running so fast up those stairs. Perhaps you did
not know--you were not aware of their leading from the offices in common
use?"
"No, I was not. You have had a very fine day for your ride."
"Very; and does Eleanor leave you to find your way into an the rooms in the house by yourself?"
"Oh! No; she showed me over the greatest part on Saturday--and we were
coming here to these rooms--but only"--dropping
her voice--"your father was with us."
"And that prevented you," said Henry, earnestly regarding her.
"Have you looked into all the rooms in that passage?"
"No, I only wanted to see-- Is not it very late? I must go and
dress."
"It is only a quarter past four" showing his watch--"and you
are not now in Bath. No theatre, no
rooms to prepare for. Half an hour at Northanger must be enough."
She could not contradict it, and therefore suffered herself to be detained,
though her dread of further questions made her, for the first time in their
acquaintance, wish to leave him. They walked slowly up the gallery. "Have
you had any letter from Bath since
I saw you?"
"No, and I am very much surprised. Isabella promised so faithfully to
write directly."
"Promised so faithfully! A faithful promise!
That puzzles me. I have heard of a faithful performance. But a faithful
promise--the fidelity of promising! It is a power little worth knowing,
however, since it can deceive and pain you. My mother's room is very
commodious, is it not? Large and cheerful-looking, and the dressing-closets so
well disposed! It always strikes me as the most comfortable apartment in the
house, and I rather wonder that Eleanor should not take it for
her own. She sent you to look at it, I suppose?"
"No."
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