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For nine successive mornings, Catherine wondered over the repetition of a
disappointment, which each morning became more severe: but, on the tenth, when
she entered the breakfast-room, her first object was a letter, held out by
Henry's willing hand. She thanked him as heartily as if he had written it
himself. "'Tis only from
James, however," as she looked at the direction. She opened it; it
was from Oxford; and to this
purpose:
"Dear Catherine, "Though, God knows, with little inclination for
writing, I think it my duty to tell you that everything is at an end between
Miss Thorpe and me. I left her and Bath yesterday, never to see either again. I
shall not enter into particulars--they would only pain you more. You will soon
hear enough from another quarter to know where lies the blame; and I hope will
acquit your brother of everything but the folly of too easily thinking his
affection returned. Thank God! I am undeceived in time! But it is a heavy blow!
After my father's consent had been so kindly given--but no
more of this. She has made me miserable forever! Let me soon hear from
you, dear Catherine; you are my only friend; your love I do build upon. I wish
your visit at Northanger may be over before Captain Tilney
makes his engagement known, or you will be uncomfortably circumstanced. Poor
Thorpe is in town: I dread the sight of him; his honest heart would feel so
much. I have written to him and my father. Her duplicity hurts me more than
all; till the very last, if I reasoned with her, she declared herself as much
attached to me as ever, and laughed at my fears. I am ashamed to think how long
I bore with it; but if ever man had reason to believe himself loved, I was that
man. I cannot understand even now what she would be at, for there could be no
need of my being played off to make her secure of Tilney.
We parted at last by mutual consent--happy for me had we never met! I can never
expect to know such another woman! Dearest Catherine, beware how you give your
heart. "Believe me," &c.
Catherine had not read three lines before her sudden change of countenance,
and short exclamations of sorrowing wonder, declared her to be receiving
unpleasant news; and Henry, earnestly watching her through the whole letter,
saw plainly that it ended no better than it began. He was prevented, however,
from even looking his surprise by his father's entrance. They went to breakfast
directly; but Catherine could hardly eat anything. Tears filled her eyes, and
even ran down her cheeks as she sat. The letter was one moment in her hand,
then in her lap, and then in her pocket; and she looked as if she knew not what
she did. The general, between his cocoa and his newspaper, had luckily no
leisure for noticing her; but to the other two her distress was equally
visible. As soon as she dared leave the table she hurried away to her own room;
but the housemaids were busy in it, and she was obliged to come down again. She
turned into the drawing-room for privacy, but Henry and Eleanor had likewise
retreated thither, and were at that moment deep in consultation about her. She
drew back, trying to beg their pardon, but was, with gentle violence, forced to
return; and the others withdrew, after Eleanor had affectionately expressed a
wish of being of use or comfort to her.
After half an hour's free indulgence of grief and reflection, Catherine felt
equal to encountering her friends; but whether she should make her distress
known to them was another consideration. Perhaps, if particularly questioned,
she might just give an idea--just distantly hint at it--but not more. To expose
a friend, such a friend as Isabella had been to her--and then their own brother
so closely concerned in it! She believed she must waive the subject altogether.
Henry and Eleanor were by themselves in the breakfast-room; and each, as she
entered it, looked at her anxiously. Catherine took her place at the table,
and, after a short silence, Eleanor said, "No bad news from Fullerton,
I hope? Mr. and Mrs. Morland--your brothers and
sisters--I hope they are none of them ill?"
"No, I thank you" (sighing as she spoke); "they are all very
well. My letter was from my brother at Oxford."
Nothing further was said for a few minutes; and then speaking through her
tears, she added, "I do not think I shall ever wish for a letter
again!"
"I am sorry," said Henry, closing the book he had just opened;
"if I had suspected the letter of containing anything unwelcome, I should
have given it with very different feelings."
"It contained something worse than anybody could suppose! Poor James is
so unhappy! You will soon know why."
"To have so kind-hearted, so affectionate a sister," replied Henry
warmly, "must be a comfort to him under any distress."
"I have one favour to beg," said
Catherine, shortly afterwards, in an agitated manner, "that, if your
brother should be coming here, you will give me notice of it, that I may go
away."
"Our brother! Frederick!"
"Yes; I am sure I should be very sorry to leave you so soon, but
something has happened that would make it very dreadful for me to be in the
same house with Captain Tilney."
Eleanor's work was suspended while she gazed with increasing astonishment;
but Henry began to suspect the truth, and something, in which Miss Thorpe's
name was included, passed his lips.
"How quick you are!" cried Catherine: "you have guessed it, I
declare! And yet, when we talked about it in Bath,
you little thought of its ending so. Isabella--no wonder now I have not heard
from her--Isabella has deserted my brother, and is to marry yours! Could you
have believed there had been such inconstancy and fickleness, and everything
that is bad in the world?"
"I hope, so far as concerns my brother, you are misinformed. I hope he
has not had any material share in bringing on Mr. Morland's
disappointment. His marrying Miss Thorpe is not probable. I think you must be
deceived so far. I am very sorry for Mr. Morland--sorry
that anyone you love should be unhappy; but my surprise would be greater at Frederick's
marrying her than at any other part of the story."
"It is very true, however; you shall read James's letter yourself.
Stay-- There is one part--" recollecting with a blush the last line.
"Will you take the trouble of reading to us the passages which concern
my brother?"
"No, read it yourself," cried Catherine, whose second thoughts
were clearer. "I do not know what I was thinking of" (blushing again
that she had blushed before); "James only means to give me good advice."
He gladly received the letter, and, having read it through, with close
attention, returned it saying, "Well, if it is to be so, I can only say
that I am sorry for it. Frederick
will not be the first man who has chosen a wife with less sense than his family
expected. I do not envy his situation, either as a lover or a son."
Miss Tilney, at Catherine's invitation, now read
the letter likewise, and, having expressed also her concern and surprise, began
to inquire into Miss Thorpe's connections and fortune.
"Her mother is a very good sort of woman," was Catherine's answer.
"What was her father?"
"A lawyer, I believe. They live at Putney."
"Are they a wealthy family?"
"No, not very. I do not believe Isabella has
any fortune at all: but that will not signify in your family. Your father is so
very liberal! He told me the other day that he only valued money as it allowed
him to promote the happiness of his children." The brother and sister
looked at each other. "But," said Eleanor, after a
short pause, "would it be to promote his happiness, to enable him to marry
such a girl? She must be an unprincipled one, or she could not have used
your brother so. And how strange an infatuation on Frederick's
side! A girl who, before his eyes, is violating an engagement voluntarily
entered into with another man! Is not it inconceivable, Henry? Frederick
too, who always wore his heart so proudly! Who found no woman good enough to be
loved!"
"That is the most unpromising circumstance, the strongest presumption
against him. When I think of his past declarations, I give him up. Moreover, I
have too good an opinion of Miss Thorpe's prudence to suppose that she would
part with one gentleman before the other was secured. It is all over with Frederick
indeed! He is a deceased man--defunct in understanding. Prepare for your
sister-in-law, Eleanor, and such a sister-in-law as you must delight in! Open,
candid, artless, guileless, with affections strong but simple, forming no
pretensions, and knowing no disguise."
"Such a sister-in-law, Henry, I should delight in," said Eleanor
with a smile.
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