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"But perhaps," observed Catherine, "though she has behaved so
ill by our family, she may behave better by yours. Now she has really got the
man she likes, she may be constant."
"Indeed I am afraid she will," replied Henry; "I am afraid
she will be very constant, unless a baronet should come in her way; that is Frederick's
only chance. I will get the Bath
paper, and look over the arrivals."
"You think it is all for ambition, then? And, upon my word, there are
some things that seem very like it. I cannot forget that, when she first knew
what my father would do for them, she seemed quite disappointed that it was not
more. I never was so deceived in anyone's character in my life before."
"Among all the great variety that you have known and
studied."
"My own disappointment and loss in her is very great; but, as for poor
James, I suppose he will hardly ever recover it."
"Your brother is certainly very much to be pitied at present; but we
must not, in our concern for his sufferings, undervalue yours. You feel, I
suppose, that in losing Isabella, you lose half yourself: you feel a void in
your heart which nothing else can occupy. Society is becoming irksome; and as
for the amusements in which you were wont to share at Bath,
the very idea of them without her is abhorrent. You would not, for instance,
now go to a ball for the world. You feel that you have no longer any friend to
whom you can speak with unreserve, on whose regard
you can place dependence, or whose counsel, in any difficulty, you could rely
on. You feel all this?"
"No," said Catherine, after a few moments' reflection, "I do
not--ought I? To say the truth, though I am hurt and grieved, that I cannot
still love her, that I am never to hear from her, perhaps never to see her
again, I do not feel so very, very much afflicted as one would have
thought."
"You feel, as you always do, what is most to the credit of human
nature. Such feelings ought to be investigated, that they may know themselves."
Catherine, by some chance or other, found her spirits so very much relieved
by this conversation that she could not regret her being led on, though so
unaccountably, to mention the circumstance which had produced it.
CHAPTER
26
From this time, the subject was frequently canvassed by the three young
people; and Catherine found, with some surprise, that her two young friends
were perfectly agreed in considering Isabella's want of consequence and fortune
as likely to throw great difficulties in the way of her marrying their brother.
Their persuasion that the general would, upon this ground alone, independent of
the objection that might be raised against her character, oppose the
connection, turned her feelings moreover with some alarm towards herself. She
was as insignificant, and perhaps as portionless, as
Isabella; and if the heir of the Tilney property had
not grandeur and wealth enough in himself, at what
point of interest were the demands of his younger brother to rest? The very painful
reflections to which this thought led could only be dispersed by a dependence
on the effect of that particular partiality, which, as she was given to
understand by his words as well as his actions, she had from the first been so
fortunate as to excite in the general; and by a recollection of some most
generous and disinterested sentiments on the subject of money, which she had
more than once heard him utter, and which tempted her to think his disposition
in such matters misunderstood by his children.
They were so fully convinced, however, that their brother would not have the
courage to apply in person for his father's consent, and so repeatedly assured
her that he had never in his life been less likely to come to Northanger than
at the present time, that she suffered her mind to be at ease as to the
necessity of any sudden removal of her own. But as it was not to be supposed
that Captain Tilney, whenever he made his
application, would give his father any just idea of Isabella's conduct, it
occurred to her as highly expedient that Henry should lay the whole business
before him as it really was, enabling the general by that means to form a cool
and impartial opinion, and prepare his objections on a fairer ground than
inequality of situations. She proposed it to him accordingly; but he did not
catch at the measure so eagerly as she had expected.
"No," said he, "my father's hands need not be strengthened, and Frederick's
confession of folly need not be forestalled. He must tell his own story."
"But he will tell only half of it."
"A quarter would be enough."
A day or two passed away and brought no tidings of Captain Tilney. His brother and sister knew not what to think.
Sometimes it appeared to them as if his silence would be the natural result of
the suspected engagement, and at others that it was wholly incompatible with
it. The general, meanwhile, though offended every morning by Frederick's
remissness in writing, was free from any real anxiety about him, and had no
more pressing solicitude than that of making Miss Morland's
time at Northanger pass pleasantly. He often expressed his uneasiness on this
head, feared the sameness of every day's society and employments would disgust
her with the place, wished the Lady Frasers had been
in the country, talked every now and then of having a large party to dinner,
and once or twice began even to calculate the number of young dancing people in
the neighbourhood. But then it was such a dead time
of year, no wild-fowl, no game, and the Lady Frasers
were not in the country. And it all ended, at last, in his telling Henry one
morning that when he next went to Woodston, they
would take him by surprise there some day or other, and eat their mutton with
him. Henry was greatly honoured and very happy, and
Catherine was quite delighted with the scheme. "And when do you think,
sir, I may look forward to this pleasure? I must be at Woodston
on Monday to attend the parish meeting, and shall probably be obliged to stay
two or three days."
"Well, well, we will take our chance some one of those days. There is
no need to fix. You are not to put yourself at all out of your way. Whatever
you may happen to have in the house will be enough. I think I can answer for
the young ladies making allowance for a bachelor's table. Let me see; Monday
will be a busy day with you, we will not come on Monday; and Tuesday will be a
busy one with me. I expect my surveyor from Brockham
with his report in the morning; and afterwards I cannot in decency fail
attending the club. I really could not face my acquaintance if I stayed away
now; for, as I am known to be in the country, it would be taken exceedingly
amiss; and it is a rule with me, Miss Morland, never
to give offence to any of my neighbours, if a small
sacrifice of time and attention can prevent it. They are a set of very worthy
men. They have half a buck from Northanger twice a year; and I dine with them
whenever I can. Tuesday, therefore, we may say is out of the question. But on
Wednesday, I think, Henry, you may expect us; and we shall be with you early,
that we may have time to look about us. Two hours and three quarters will carry
us to Woodston, I suppose; we shall be in the
carriage by ten; so, about a quarter before one on Wednesday, you may look for
us."
A ball itself could not have been more welcome to Catherine than this little
excursion, so strong was her desire to be acquainted with Woodston;
and her heart was still bounding with joy when Henry, about an hour afterwards,
came booted and greatcoated into the room where she
and Eleanor were sitting, and said, "I am come, young ladies, in a very
moralizing strain, to observe that our pleasures in this world are always to be
paid for, and that we often purchase them at a great disadvantage, giving
ready-monied actual happiness for a draft on the
future, that may not be honoured. Witness myself, at
this present hour. Because I am to hope for the satisfaction of seeing you at Woodston on Wednesday, which bad weather, or twenty other
causes, may prevent, I must go away directly, two days before I intended
it."
"Go away!" said Catherine, with a very long face. "And
why?"
"Why! How can you ask the question? Because no time is to be lost in
frightening my old housekeeper out of her wits, because I must go and prepare a
dinner for you, to be sure."
"Oh! Not seriously!"
"Aye, and sadly too--for I had much rather stay."
"But how can you think of such a thing, after what the general said? When he so particularly desired you not to give yourself any
trouble, because anything would do."
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