George
felt more and more compassion for this ancient antagonist of his, and he wrote
to his mother about her:
I'm
afraid poor Aunt Fanny might think now father's gone we won't want her to live with
us any longer and because I always teased her so much she might think I'd be
for turning her out. I don't know where on earth she'd go or what she could
live on if we did do something like this, and of course we never would do such
a thing, but I'm pretty sure she had something of the kind on her mind. She
didn't say anything, but the way she looked is what makes me think so.
Honestly, to me she looked just scared sick. You tell her there isn't any
danger in the world of my treating her like that. Tell her everything is to go
on just as it always has. Tell her to cheer up!
CHAPTER XV
ISABEL
did more for Fanny than telling her to cheer up. Everything that Fanny
inherited from her father, old Aleck Minafer, had been invested in Wilbur's
business; and Wilbur's business, after a period of illness corresponding in
dates to the illness of Wilbur's body, had died just before Wilbur did. George
Amberson and Fanny were both "wiped out to a miracle of precision,"
as Amberson said. They "owned not a penny and owed not a penny," he
continued, explaining his phrase. "It's like the moment just before
drowning: you're not under water and you're not out of it. All you know is that
you're not dead yet."
He
spoke philosophically, having his "prospects" from his father to fall
back upon; but Fanny had neither "prospects" nor philosophy. However,
a legal survey of Wilbur's estate revealed the fact that his life insurance was
left clear of the wreck; and Isabel, with the cheerful consent of her son,
promptly turned this salvage over to her sister-in-law. Invested, it would
yield something better than nine hundred dollars a year, and thus she was
assured of becoming neither a pauper nor a dependent, but proved to be, as
Amberson said, adding his efforts to the cheering up of Fanny, "an
heiress, after all, in spite of rolling mills and the devil." She was
unable to smile, and he continued his humane gayeties. "See what a
wonderfully desirable income nine hundred dollars is, Fanny: a bachelor, to be
in your class, must have exactly forty-nine thousand one hundred a year. Then,
you see, all you need to do, in order to have fifty thousand a year, is to be a
little encouraging when some bachelor in your class begins to show by his
haberdashery what he wants you to think about him!"
She
looked at him wanly, murmured a desolate response--she had "sewing to
do"--and left the room; while Amberson shook his head ruefully at his
sister. "I've often thought that humour was not my forte," he sighed.
"Lord! She doesn't 'cheer up' much!"
The
collegian did not return to his home for the holidays. Instead, Isabel joined
him, and they went South for the two weeks. She was proud of her stalwart,
good-looking son at the hotel where they stayed, and it was meat and drink to
her when she saw how people stared at him in the lobby and on the big
verandas--indeed, her vanity in him was so dominant that she was unaware of
their staring at her with more interest and an admiration friendlier than
George evoked. Happy to have him to herself for this fortnight, she loved to
walk with him, leaning upon his arm, to read with him, to watch the sea with
him--perhaps most of all she liked to enter the big dining room with him.
Yet
both of them felt constantly the difference between this Christmastime and
other Christmas-times of theirs--in all, it was a sorrowful holiday. But when
Isabel came East for George's commencement, in June, she brought Lucy with
her--and things began to seem different, especially when George Amberson
arrived with Lucy's father on Class Day. Eugene had been in New York, on
business; Amberson easily persuaded him to this outing; and they made a
cheerful party of it, with the new graduate of course the hero and centre of it
all.
His
uncle was a fellow alumnus. "Yonder was where I roomed when I was
here," he said, pointing out one of the university buildings to Eugene.
"I don't know whether George would let my admirers place a tablet to mark
the spot, or not. He owns all these buildings now, you know."
"Didn't
you, when you were here? Like uncle, like nephew."
"Don't
tell George you think he's like me. Just at this time we should be careful of
the young gentleman's feelings."
"Yes,"
said Eugene. "If we weren't he mightn't let us exist at all."
"I'm
sure I didn't have it so badly at his age," Amberson said reflectively, as
they strolled on through the commencement crowd. "For one thing, I had
brothers and sisters, and my mother didn't just sit at my feet as George's
does; and I wasn't an only grandchild, either. Father's always spoiled Georgie
a lot more than he did any of his own children."
Eugene
laughed. "You need only three things to explain all that's good and bad
about Georgie."
"Three?"
"He's
Isabel's only child. He's an Amberson. He's a boy."
"Well,
Mister Bones, of these three things which are the good ones and which are the
bad ones?"
"All
of them," said Eugene.
It
happened that just then they came in sight of the subject of their discourse.
George was walking under the elms with Lucy, swinging a stick and pointing out
to her various objects and localities which had attained historical value
during the last four years. The two older men marked his gestures, careless and
graceful; they observed his attitude, unconsciously noble, his easy
proprietorship of the ground beneath his feet and round about, of the branches
overhead, of the old buildings beyond, and of Lucy.
"I
don't know," Eugene said, smiling whimsically. "I don't know. When I
spoke of his being a human being--I don't know. Perhaps it's more like
deity."
"I
wonder if I was like that!" Amberson groaned. "You don't suppose
every Amberson has had to go through it, do you?"
"Don't
worry! At least half of it is a combination of youth, good looks, and college;
and even the noblest Ambersons get over their nobility and come to be people in
time. It takes more than time, though."
"I
should say it did take more than time!" his friend agreed, shaking a
rueful head.
Then
they walked over to join the loveliest Amberson, whom neither time nor trouble
seemed to have touched. She stood alone, thoughtful under the great trees,
chaperoning George and Lucy at a distance; but, seeing the two friends
approaching, she came to meet them.
"It's
charming, isn't it!" she said, moving her black-gloved hand to indicate
the summery dressed crowd strolling about them, or clustering in groups, each
with its own hero. "They seem so eager and so confident, all these
boys--it's touching. But of course youth doesn't know it's touching."
Amberson
coughed. "No, it doesn't seem to take itself as pathetic, precisely!
Eugene and I were just speaking of something like that. Do you know what I
think whenever I see these smooth, triumphal young faces? I always think: 'Oh,
how you're going to catch it'!"
"George!"
"Oh,
yes," he said. "Life's most ingenious: it's got a special walloping
for every mother's son of 'em!"
"Maybe,"
said Isabel, troubled--"maybe some of the mothers can take the walloping
for them."
"Not
one!" her brother assured her, with emphasis. "Not any more than she
can take on her own face the lines that are bound to come on her son's. I
suppose you know that all these young faces have got to get lines on 'em?"
"Maybe
they won't," she said, smiling wistfully. "Maybe times will change,
and nobody will have to wear lines."
"Times
have changed like that for only one person that I know," Eugene said. And
as Isabel looked inquiring, he laughed, and she saw that she was the "only
one person." His implication was justified, moreover, and she knew it. She
blushed charmingly.
"Which
is it puts the lines on the faces?" Amberson asked. "Is it age or
troubles? Of course we can't decide that wisdom does it--we must be polite to
Isabel."
"I'll
tell you what puts the lines there," Eugene said. "Age puts some, and
trouble puts some, and work puts some, but the deepest are carved by lack of
faith. The serenest brow is the one that believes the most."
"In
what?" Isabel asked gently.
"In
everything!"
She
looked at him inquiringly, and he laughed as he had a moment before, when she
looked at him that way. "Oh, yes, you do!" he said.
She
continued to look at him inquiringly a moment or two longer, and there was an
unconscious earnestness in her glance, something trustful as well as inquiring,
as if she knew that whatever he meant it was all right. Then her eyes drooped
thoughtfully, and she seemed to address some inquiries to herself. She looked
up suddenly. "Why, I believe," she said, in a tone of surprise,
"I believe I do!"
And
at that both men laughed. "Isabel!" her brother exclaimed.
"You're a foolish person! There are times when you look exactly fourteen
years old!"
But
this reminded her of her real affair in that part of the world. "Good
gracious!" she said. "Where have the children got to? We must take
Lucy pretty soon, so that George can go and sit with the Class. We must catch
up with them."
She
took her brother's arm, and the three moved on, looking about them in the
crowd.
"Curious,"
Amberson remarked, as they did not immediately discover the young people they
sought. "Even in such a concourse one would think we couldn't fail to see
the proprietor."
"Several
hundred proprietors to-day," Eugene suggested.
"No;
they're only proprietors of the university," said George's uncle.
"we're looking for the proprietor of the universe."
"There
he is!" cried Isabel fondly, not minding this satire at all. "And
doesn't he look it!"
Her
escorts were still laughing at her when they joined the proprietor of the
universe and his pretty friend, and though both Amberson and Eugene declined to
explain the cause of their mirth, even upon Lucy's urgent request, the portents
of the day were amiable, and the five made a happy party--that is to say, four
of them made a happy audience for the fifth, and the mood of this fifth was
gracious and cheerful.
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