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"Why
shouldn't they?" George echoed. "Why shouldn't they?"
"Yes.
Why shouldn't they? I don't see anything precisely monstrous about two people
getting married when they're both free and care about each other. What's the
matter with their marrying?"
"It
would be monstrous!" George shouted. "Monstrous even if this horrible
thing hadn't happened, but now in the face of this--oh, that you can sit there
and even speak of it! Your own sister! O God! Oh--" He became incoherent,
swinging away from Amberson and making for the door, wildly gesturing.
"For
heaven's sake, don't be so theatrical!" said his uncle, and then, seeing
that George was leaving the room: "Come back here. You mustn't speak to
your mother of this!"
"Don't
'tend to," George said indistinctly; and he plunged out into the big dimly
lit hall. He passed his grandfather's room on the way to the stairs; and the Major
was visible within, his white head brightly illumined by a lamp, as he bent low
over a ledger upon his roll-top desk. He did not look up, and his grandson
strode by the door, not redly conscious of the old figure stooping at its
tremulous work with long additions and subtractions that refused to balance as
they used to. George went home and got a hat and overcoat without seeing either
his mother or Fanny. Then he left word that he would be out for dinner, and
hurried away from the house.
He
walked the dark streets of Amberson Addition for an hour, then went downtown
and got coffee at a restaurant. After that he walked through the lighted parts
of the town until ten o'clock, when he turned north and came back to the
purlieus of the Addition. He strode through the length and breadth of it again,
his hat pulled down over his forehead, his overcoat collar turned up behind. He
walked fiercely, though his feet ached, but by and by he turned homeward, and,
when he reached the major's, went in and sat upon the steps of the huge stone
veranda in front--an obscure figure in that lonely and repellent place. All
lights were out at the Major's, and finally, after twelve, he saw his mother's
window darken at home.
He
waited half an hour longer, then crossed the front yards of the new houses and
let himself noiselessly in the front door. The light in the hall had been left
burning, and another in his own room, as he discovered when he got there. He
locked the door quickly and without noise, but his fingers were still upon the
key when there was a quick footfall in the hall outside.
"Georgie,
dear?"
He
went to the other end of the room before replying.
"Yes?"
"I'd
been wondering where you were, dear."
"Had
you?"
There
was a pause; then she said timidly: "Wherever it was, I hope you had a
pleasant evening."
After
a silence, "Thank you," he said, without expression.
Another
silence followed before she spoke again.
"You
wouldn't care to be kissed good-night, I suppose?" And with a little
flurry of placative laughter, she added: "At your age, of course!"
"I'm
going to bed, now," he said. "Goodnight."
Another
silence seemed blanker than those which had preceded it, and finally her voice
came--it was blank, too.
"Good-night."
.
. . After he was in bed his thoughts became more tumultuous than ever; while
among all the inchoate and fragmentary sketches of this dreadful day, now
rising before him, the clearest was of his uncle collapsed in a big chair with
a white tie dangling from his hand; and one conviction, following upon that
picture, became definite in George's mind: that his Uncle George Amberson was a
hopeless dreamer from whom no help need be expected, an amiable imbecile
lacking in normal impulses, and wholly useless in a struggle which required
honour to be defended by a man of action.
Then
would return a vision of Mrs. Johnson's furious round head, set behind her
great bosom like the sun far sunk on the horizon of a mountain plateau--and her
crackling, asthmatic voice . . . "Without sharing in other people's
disposition to put an evil interpretation on what may be nothing more than
unfortunate appearances." . . . "Other people may be less considerate
in not confining their discussion of it, as I have, to charitable views."
. . . "You'll know something pretty quick! You'll know you're out in the
street." . . . And then George would get up again--and again--and pace the
floor in his bare feet.
That
was what the tormented young man was doing when daylight came gauntly in at his
window--pacing the floor, rubbing his head in his hands, and muttering:
"It
can't be true: this can't be happening to me!"
CHAPTER XXIV
BREAKFAST
was brought to him in his room, as usual; but he did not make his normal
healthy raid upon the dainty tray: the food remained untouched, and he
sustained himself upon coffee--four cups of it, which left nothing of value
inside the glistening little percolator. During this process he heard his
mother being summoned to the telephone in the hall, not far from his door, and
then her voice responding: "Yes? Oh, it's you! . . . Indeed I should! . .
. Of course. . . . Then I'll expect you about three . . . Yes. . . . Good-bye
till then." A few minutes later he heard her speaking to someone beneath
his window and, looking out, saw her directing the removal of plants from a
small garden bed to the Major's conservatory for the winter. There was an air
of briskness about her; as she turned away to go into the house, she laughed
gaily with the Major's gardener over something he said, and this unconcerned cheerfulness
of her was terrible to her son.
He
went to his desk, and, searching the jumbled contents of a drawer, brought
forth a large, unframed photograph of his father, upon which he gazed long and piteously,
till at last hot tears stood in his eyes. It was strange how the inconsequent
face of Wilbur seemed to increase in high significance during this belated
interview between father and son; and how it seemed to take on a reproachful
nobility--and yet, under the circumstances, nothing could have been more
natural than that George, having paid but the slightest attention to his father
in life, should begin to deify him, now that he was dead. "Poor, poor
father!" the son whispered brokenly. "Poor man, I'm glad you didn't
know!"
He
wrapped the picture in a sheet of newspaper, put it under his arm, and, leaving
the house hurriedly and stealthily, went downtown to the shop of a silversmith,
where he spent sixty dollars on a resplendently festooned silver frame for the
picture. Having lunched upon more coffee, he returned to the house at two
o'clock, carrying the framed photograph with him, and placed it upon the
centre-table in the library, the room most used by Isabel and Fanny and
himself. Then he went to a front window of the long "reception room,"
and sat looking out through the lace curtains.
The
house was quiet, though once or twice he heard his mother and Fanny moving
about upstairs, and a ripple of song in the voice of Isabel--a fragment from
the romantic ballad of Lord Bateman.
"Lord Bateman was a noble lord, A noble lord of high degree; And he sailed West and he sailed East, Far countries for to see. . . . "
The
words became indistinct; the air was hummed absently; the humming shifted to a whistle,
then drifted out of hearing, and the place was still again.
George
looked often at his watch, but his vigil did not last an hour. At ten minutes
of three, peering through the curtain, he saw an automobile stop in front of
the house and Eugene Morgan jump lightly down from it. The car was of a new
pattern, low and long, with an ample seat in the tonneau, facing forward; and a
professional driver sat at the wheel, a strange figure in leather, goggled out
of all personality and seemingly part of the mechanism.
Eugene
himself, as he came up the cement path to the house, was a figure of the new
era which was in time to be so disastrous to stiff hats and skirted coats; and
his appearance afforded a debonair contrast to that of the queer-looking duck
capering at the Amberson Ball in an old dress coat, and next day chugging up
National Avenue through the snow in his nightmare of a sewing-machine. Eugene,
this afternoon, was richly in the new outdoor mode: his motoring coat was soft
gray fur; his cap and gloves were of gray suede; and though Lucy's hand may
have shown itself in the selection of these high garnitures, he wore them
easily, even with a becoming hint of jauntiness. Some change might be seen in
his face, too, for a successful man is seldom to be mistaken, especially if his
temper be genial. Eugene had begun to look like a millionaire.
But
above everything else, what was most evident about him, as he came up the path,
was his confidence in the happiness promised by his present errand; the
anticipation in his eyes could have been read by a stranger. His look at the
door of Isabel's house was the look of a man who is quite certain that the next
moment will reveal something ineffably charming, inexpressibly dear.
.
. . When the bell rang, George waited at the entrance of the "reception
room" until a housemaid came through the hall on her way to answer the
summons.
"You
needn't mind, Mary," he told her. "I'll see who it is and what they
want. Probably it's only a pedlar."
"Thank
you, sir, Mister George," said Mary; and returned to the rear of the
house.
George
went slowly to the front door, and halted, regarding the misty silhouette of
the caller upon the ornamental frosted glass. After a minute of waiting, this
silhouette changed outline so that an arm could be distinguished--an arm
outstretched toward the bell, as if the gentleman outside doubted whether or
not it had sounded, and were minded to try again. But before the gesture was
completed George abruptly threw open the door, and stepped squarely upon the
middle of the threshold.
A
slight change shadowed the face of Eugene; his look of happy anticipation gave
way to something formal and polite. "How do you do, George," he said.
"Mrs. Minafer expects to go driving with me, I believe--if you'll be so
kind as to send her word that I'm here."
George
made not the slightest movement.
"No,"
he said.
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