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And
as Eugene fell asleep that night, thinking thus bitterly of Georgie, Georgie in
the hospital was thinking of Eugene. He had come "out of ether" with
no great nausea, and had fallen into a reverie, though now and then a white
sailboat staggered foolishly into the small ward where he lay. After a time he
discovered that this happened only when he tried to open his eyes and look
about him; so he kept his eyes shut, and his thoughts were clearer. He thought
of Eugene Morgan and of the Major; they seemed to he the same person for
awhile, but he managed to disentangle them and even to understand why he had
confused them. Long ago his grandfather had been the most striking figure of
success in the town: "As rich as Major Amberson!" they used to say.
Now it was Eugene. "If I had Eugene Morgan's money," he would hear
the workmen day-dreaming at the chemical works; or, "If Eugene Morgan had
hold of this place you'd see things hum!" And the boarders at the table
d'hôte spoke of "the Morgan Place" as an eighteenth-century Frenchman
spoke of Versailles. Like his uncle, George had perceived that the "Morgan
Place" was the new Amberson Mansion. His reverie went back to the palatial
days of the Mansion, in his boyhood, when he would gallop his pony up the
driveway and order the darkey stable-men about, while they whooped and obeyed,
and his grandfather, observing from a window, would laugh and call out to him,
"That's right, Georgie. Make those lazy rascals jump!" He remembered
his gay young uncles, and how the town was eager concerning everything about
them, and about himself. What a clean, pretty town it had been! And in his
reverie he saw like a pageant before him the magnificence of the Ambersons--its
passing, and the passing of the Ambersons themselves. They had been slowly
engulfed without knowing how to prevent it, and almost without knowing what was
happening to them. The family lot, in the shabby older quarter, out at the
cemetery, held most of them now; and the name was swept altogether from the new
city. But the new great people who had taken their places--the Morgans and
Akerses and Sheridans--they would go, too. George saw that. They would pass, as
the Ambersons had passed, and though some of them might do better than the
Major and leave the letters that spelled a name on a hospital or a street, it would
be only a word and it would not stay forever. Nothing stays or holds or keeps
where there is growth, he somehow perceived vaguely but truly. Great Caesar
dead and turned to clay stopped no hole to keep the wind away; dead Caesar was
nothing but a tiresome bit of print in a book that schoolboys study for awhile
and then forget. The Ambersons had passed, and the new people would pass, and
the new people that came after them, and then the next new ones, and the
next--and the next--
He
had begun to murmur, and the man on duty as night nurse for the ward came and
bent over him.
"Did
you want something?"
"There's
nothing in this family business," George told him confidentially.
"Even George Washington is only something in a book."
.
. . Eugene read a report of the accident in the next morning's paper. He was on
the train, having just left for New York, on business, and with less leisure
would probably have overlooked the obscure item;
LEGS
BROKEN
G.
A. Minafer, an employe of the Akers Chemical Co., was run down by an automobile
yesterday at the corner of Tennessee and Main and had both legs broken. Minafer
was to blame for the accident according to patrolman F. A. Kax, who witnessed
the affair. The automobile was a small one driven by Herbert Cottleman of 2173
Noble Avenue who stated that he was making less than 4 miles an hour. Minafer
is said to belong to a family formerly of considerable prominence in the city.
He was taken to the City Hospital where physicians stated later that he was
suffering from internal injuries besides the fracture of his legs but might
recover.
Eugene
read the item twice, then tossed the paper upon the opposite seat of his
compartment, and sat looking out of the window. His feeling toward Georgie was
changed not a jot by his human pity for Georgie's human pain and injury. He
thought of Georgie's tall and graceful figure, and he shivered, but his
bitterness was untouched. He had never blamed Isabel for the weakness which had
cost them the few years of happiness they might have had together; he had put
the blame all on the son, and it stayed there.
He
began to think poignantly of Isabel: he had seldom been able to "see"
her more clearly than as he sat looking out of his compartment window, after
reading the account of this accident. She might have been just on the other
side of the glass, looking in at him--and then he thought of her as the pale
figure of a woman, seen yet unseen, flying through the air, beside the train,
over the fields of springtime green and through the woods that were just
sprouting out their little leaves. He closed his eyes and saw her as she had
been long ago. He saw the brown-eyed, brown-haired, proud, gentle, laughing
girl he had known when first he came to town, a boy just out of the State
College. He remembered--as he had remembered ten thousand times before--the
look she gave him when her brother George introduced him to her at a picnic; it
was "like hazel starlight" he had written her, in a poem, afterward.
He remembered his first call at the Amberson Mansion, and what a great
personage she seemed, at home in that magnificence; and yet so gay and
friendly. He remembered the first time he had danced with her--and the old
waltz song began to beat in his ears and in his heart. They laughed and sang it
together as they danced to it:
"Oh, love for a year, a week, a day, But alas for the love that lasts alway--"
Most
plainly of all he could see her dancing; and he became articulate in the
mourning whisper: "So graceful--oh, so graceful
All
the way to New York it seemed to him that Isabel was near him, and he wrote of
her to Lucy from his hotel the next night:
I
saw an account of the accident to George Minafer. I'm sorry, though the paper
states that it was plainly his own fault. I suppose it may have been as a
result of my attention falling upon the item that I thought of his mother a
great deal on the way here. It seemed to me that I had never seen her more
distinctly or so constantly, but, as you know, thinking of his mother is not
very apt to make me admire him! Of course, however, he has my best wishes for
his recovery.
He
posted the letter, and by the morning's mail received one from Lucy written a
few hours after his departure from home. She enclosed the item he had read on
the train.
I
thought you might not see it.
I
have seen Miss Fanny and she has got him put into a room by himself. Oh, poor
Rides-Down-Everything! I have been thinking so constantly of his mother and it
seemed to me that I have never seen her more distinctly. How lovely she
was--and how she loved him!
If
Lucy had not written this letter Eugene might not have done the odd thing he
did that day. Nothing could have been more natural than that both he and Lucy
should have thought intently of Isabel after reading the account of George's accident,
but the fact that Lucy's letter had crossed his own made Eugene begin to wonder
if a phenomenon of telepathy might not be in question, rather than a chance
coincidence. The reference to Isabel in the two letters was almost identical:
he and Lucy, it appeared, had been thinking of Isabel at the same time--both
said "constantly" thinking of her--and neither had ever "seen
her more distinctly." He remembered these phrases in his own letter
accurately.
Reflection
upon the circumstance stirred a queer spot in Eugene's brain--he had one. He
was an adventurer; if he had lived in the sixteenth century he would have
sailed the unknown new seas, but having been born in the latter part of the
nineteenth, when geography was a fairly well-settled matter, he had become an
explorer in mechanics. But the fact that he was a "hard-headed business
man" as well as an adventurer did not keep him from having a queer spot in
his brain, because hard-headed business men are as susceptible to such spots as
adventurers are. Some of them are secretly troubled when they do not see the
new moon over the lucky shoulder; some of them have strange, secret
incredulities--they do not believe in geology, for instance; and some of them
think they have had supernatural experiences. "Of course there was nothing
in it--still it was queer!" they say.
Two
weeks after Isabel's death, Eugene had come to New York on urgent business and
found that the delayed arrival of a steamer gave him a day with nothing to do.
His room at the hotel had become intolerable; outdoors was intolerable;
everything was intolerable. It seemed to him that he must see Isabel once more,
hear her voice once more; that he must find some way to her, or lose his mind.
Under this pressure he had gone, with complete scepticism, to a
"trance-medium" of whom he had heard wild accounts from the wife of a
business acquaintance. He thought despairingly that at least such an excursion
would be "trying to do something!" He remembered the woman's name;
found it in the telephone book, and made an appointment.
The
experience had been grotesque, and he came away with an encouraging message
from his father, who had failed to identify himself satisfactorily, but
declared that everything was "on a higher plane" in his present state
of being, and that all life was "continuous and progressive." Mrs.
Horner spoke of herself as a "psychic"; but otherwise she seemed
oddly unpretentious and matter-of-fact; and Eugene had no doubt at all of her
sincerity. He was sure that she was not an intentional fraud, and though he
departed in a state of annoyance with himself, he came to the conclusion that
if any credulity were played upon by Mrs. Horner's exhibitions, it was her own.

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