Nevertheless,
his queer spot having been stimulated to action by the coincidence of the
letters, he went to Mrs. Horner's after his directors' meeting to-day. He used
the telephone booth in the directors' room to make the appointment; and he
laughed feebly at himself, and wondered what the group of men in that mahogany
apartment would think if they knew what he was doing. Mrs. Horner had changed
her address, but he found the new one, and somebody purporting to be a niece of
hers talked to him and made an appointment for a "sitting" at five
o'clock.
He
was prompt, and the niece, a dull-faced fat girl with a magazine under her arm,
admitted him to Mrs. Horner's apartment, which smelt of camphor; and showed him
into a room with gray painted walls, no rug on the floor and no furniture
except a table (with nothing on it) and two chairs: one a leather easy-chair
and the other a stiff little brute with a wooden seat. There was one window
with the shade pulled down to the sill, but the sun was bright outside, and the
room had light enough.
Mrs.
Horner appeared in the doorway, a wan and unenterprising looking woman in
brown, with thin hair artificially waved--but not recently--and parted in the
middle over a bluish forehead. Her eyes were small and seemed weak, but she
recognized the visitor.
"Oh,
you been here before," she said, in a thin voice, not unmusical. "I
recollect you. Quite a time ago, wa'n't it?"
"Yes,
quite a long time."
"I
recollect because I recollect you was disappointed. Anyway, you was kind of
cross." She laughed faintly.
"I'm
sorry if I seemed so," Eugene said. "Do you happen to have found out
my name?"
She
looked surprised and a little reproachful. "Why, no. I never try to find
out people's names. Why should I? I don't claim anything for the power; I only
know I have it--and some ways it ain't always such a blessing, neither, I can
tell you!"
Eugene
did not press an investigation of her meaning, but said vaguely, "I
suppose not. Shall we--"
"All
right," she assented, dropping into the leather chair, with her back to
the shaded window. "You better set down, too, I reckon. I hope you'll get
something this time so you won't feel cross, but I dunno. I can't never tell
what they'll do. Well--"
She
sighed, closed her eyes, and was silent, while Eugene, seated in the stiff
chair across the table from her, watched her profile, thought himself an idiot,
and called himself that and other names. And as the silence continued, and the
impassive woman in the easy-chair remained impassive, he began to wonder what
had led him to be such a fool. It became clear to him that the similarity of
his letter and Lucy's needed no explanation involving telepathy, and was not
even an extraordinary coincidence. What, then, had brought him back to this
absurd place and caused him to be watching this absurd woman taking a nap in a
chair? In brief: What the devil did he mean by it? He had not the slightest
interest in Mrs. Horner's naps--or in her teeth, which were being slightly
revealed by the unconscious parting of her lips, as her breathing became
heavier. If the vagaries of his own mind had brought him into such a
grotesquerie as this, into what did the vagaries of other men's minds take
them? Confident that he was ordinarily saner than most people, he perceived
that since he was capable of doing a thing like this, other men did even more
idiotic things, in secret. And he had a fleeting vision of sober-looking
bankers and manufacturers and lawyers, well-dressed church-going men, sound
citizens--and all as queer as the deuce inside!
How
long was he going to sit here presiding over this unknown woman's slumbers? It
struck him that to make the picture complete he ought to be shooing flies away
from her with a palm-leaf fan.
Mrs.
Horner's parted lips closed again abruptly, and became compressed; her
shoulders moved a little, then jerked repeatedly; her small chest heaved; she
gasped, and the compressed lips relaxed to a slight contortion, then began to
move, whispering and bringing forth indistinguishable mutterings.
Suddenly
she spoke in a loud, husky voice:
"Lopa
is here!"
"Yes,"
Eugene said dryly. "That's what you said last time. I remember 'Lopa.'
She's your 'control' I think you said."
"I'm
Lopa," said the husky voice. "I'm Lopa herself."
"You
mean I'm to suppose you're not Mrs. Horner now?"
"Never
was Mrs. Horner!" the voice declared, speaking undeniably from Mrs.
Horner's lips--but with such conviction that Eugene, in spite of everything,
began to feel himself in the presence of a third party, who was none the less
an individual, even though she might be another edition of the apparently somnambulistic
Mrs. Horner. "Never was Mrs. Horner or anybody but just Lopa. Guide."
"You
mean you're Mrs. Horner's guide?" he asked.
"Your
guide now," said the voice with emphasis, to which was incongruously added
a low laugh. "You came here once before. Lopa remembers."
"Yes--so
did Mrs. Horner."
Lopa
overlooked his implication, and continued quickly: "You build. Build
things that go. You came here once and old gentleman on this side, he spoke to
you. Same old gentleman here now. He tell Lopa he's your grandfather--no, he
says 'father.' He's your father."
"What's
his appearance?"
"How?"
"What
does he look like?"
"Very
fine! White beard, but not long beard. He says someone else wants to speak to
you, See here. Lady. Not his wife, though. No. Very fine lady! Fine lady, fine
lady!"
"Is
it my sister?" Eugene asked.
"Sister?
No. She is shaking her head. She has pretty brown hair. She is fond of you. She
is someone who knows you very well but she is not your sister. She is very
anxious to say something to you--very anxious. Very fond of you; very anxious
to talk to you. Very glad you came here--oh, very glad!"
"What
is her name?"
"Name,"
the voice repeated, and seemed to ruminate. "Name hard to get--always very
hard for Lope. Name. She wants to tell me her name to tell you. She wants you
to understand names are hard to make. She says you must think of something that
makes a sound." Here the voice seemed to put a question to an invisible
presence and to receive an answer. "A little sound or a big sound? She
says it might be a little sound or a big sound. She says a ring--oh, Lopa
knows! She means a bell! That's it, a bell."
Eugene
looked grave. "Does she mean her name is Belle?"
"Not
quite. Her name is longer."
"Perhaps,"
he suggested, "she means that she was a belle."
"No.
She says she thinks you know what she means. She says you must think of a
colour. What colour?" Again Lopa addressed the unknown, but this time
seemed to wait for an answer.
"Perhaps
she means the colour of her eyes," said Eugene.
"No.
She says her colour is light--it's a light colour and you can see through
it."
"Amber?"
he said, and was startled, for Mrs. Horner, with her eyes still closed, clapped
her hands, and the voice cried out in delight:
"Yes!
She says you know who she is from amber. Amber! Amber! That's it! She says you
understand what her name is from a bell and from amber. She is laughing and
waving a lace handkerchief at me because she is pleased. She says I have made you
know who it is."
This
was the strangest moment of Eugene's life, because, while it lasted, he
believed that Isabel Amberson, who was dead, had found means to speak to him.
Though within ten minutes he doubted it, he believed it then.
His
elbows pressed hard upon the table, and, his head between his hands, he leaned
forward, staring at the commonplace figure in the easy-chair. "What does
she wish to say to me?"
"She
is happy because you know her. No--she is troubled. Oh--a great trouble!
Something she wants to tell you. She wants so much to tell you. She wants Lopa
to tell you. This is a great trouble. She says--oh, yes, she wants you to
be--to be kind! That's what she says. That's it. To be kind."
"Does
she--"
"She
wants you to be kind," said the voice. "She nods when I tell you
this. Yes; it must be right. She is a very fine lady. Very pretty. She is so
anxious for you to understand. She hopes and hopes you will. Someone else wants
to speak to you. This is a man. He says--"
"I
don't want to speak to any one else," said Eugene quickly. "I
want--"
"This
man who has come says that he is a friend of yours. He says--"
Eugene
struck the table with his fist. "I don't want to speak to any one else, I
tell you!" he cried passionately. "If she is there I--" He
caught his breath sharply, checked himself, and sat in amazement. Could his
mind so easily accept so stupendous a thing as true? Evidently it could!
Mrs.
Horner spoke languidly in her own voice: "Did you get anything
satisfactory?" she asked. "I certainly hope it wasn't like that other
time when you was cross because they couldn't get anything for you."
"No,
no," he said hastily. "This was different. It was very
interesting."
He
paid her, went to his hotel, and thence to his train for home. Never did he so
seem to move through a world of dream-stuff: for he knew that he was not more
credulous than other men, and if he could believe what he had believed, though
he had believed it for no longer than a moment or two, what hold had he or any
other human being on reality?
His
credulity vanished (or so he thought) with his recollection that it was he, and
not the alleged "Lopa," who had suggested the word "amber."
Going over the mortifying, plain facts of his experience, he found that Mrs.
Horner, or the subdivision of Mrs. Horner known as "Lopa," had told
him to think of a bell and of a colour, and that being furnished with these
scientific data, he had leaped to the conclusion that he spoke with Isabel
Amberson!
For
a moment he had believed that Isabel was there, believed that she was close to
him, entreating him--entreating him "to be kind." But with this
recollection a strange agitation came upon him. After all, had she not spoken
to him? If his own unknown consciousness had told the "psychic's" unknown
consciousness how to make the picture of the pretty brown-haired, brown-eyed
lady, hadn't the picture been a true one? And hadn't the true Isabel--oh,
indeed her very soul!--called to him out of his own true memory of her?
And
as the train roared through the darkened evening he looked out beyond his
window, and saw her as he had seen her on his journey, a few days ago--an
ethereal figure flying beside the train, but now it seemed to him that she kept
her face toward his window with an infinite wistfulness.
.
. . "To be kind!" If it had been Isabel, was that what she would have
said? If she were anywhere, and could come to him through the invisible wall,
what would be the first thing she would say to him?
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