Sometimes
Becky did not dare to spend more than a few minutes in the bright, warm room,
and when this was the case perhaps only a few words could be exchanged, and a
small purchase slipped into the old-fashioned pocket Becky carried under her
dress skirt, tied round her waist with a band of tape. The search for and
discovery of satisfying things to eat which could be packed into small compass,
added a new interest to Sara's existence. When she drove or walked out, she
used to look into shop windows eagerly. The first time it occurred to her to
bring home two or three little meat pies, she felt that she had hit upon a
discovery. When she exhibited them, Becky's eyes quite sparkled.
"Oh,
miss!" she murmured. "Them will be nice an' fillin.' It's fillin'ness that's
best. Sponge cake's a 'evenly thing, but it melts away
like--if you understand, miss. These'll just stay in yer stummick."
"Well,"
hesitated Sara, "I don't think it would be good if they stayed always, but
I do believe they will be satisfying."
They
were satisfying--and so were beef sandwiches, bought at a cook-shop--and so
were rolls and Bologna sausage. In
time, Becky began to lose her hungry, tired feeling, and the coal box did not
seem so unbearably heavy.
However
heavy it was, and whatsoever the temper of the cook, and the hardness of the
work heaped upon her shoulders, she had always the chance of the afternoon to
look forward to--the chance that Miss Sara would be able to be in her sitting
room. In fact, the mere seeing of Miss Sara would have been enough without meat
pies. If there was time only for a few words, they were always friendly, merry
words that put heart into one; and if there was time for more, then there was
an installment of a story to be told, or some other thing one remembered
afterward and sometimes lay awake in one's bed in the attic to think over.
Sara--who was only doing what she unconsciously liked better than anything
else, Nature having made her for a giver--had not the least idea what she meant
to poor Becky, and how wonderful a benefactor she seemed. If Nature has made
you for a giver, your hands are born open, and so is your heart; and though
there may be times when your hands are empty, your heart is always full, and
you can give things out of that--warm things, kind things, sweet things--help
and comfort and laughter--and sometimes gay, kind laughter is the best help of
all.
Becky
had scarcely known what laughter was through all her poor, little hard-driven
life. Sara made her laugh, and laughed with her; and, though neither of them
quite knew it, the laughter was as "fillin'"
as the meat pies.
A few weeks before Sara's eleventh birthday a letter came to her
from her father, which did not seem to be written in such boyish high spirits
as usual. He was not very well, and was evidently overweighted
by the business connected with the diamond mines.
"You
see, little Sara," he wrote, "your daddy is not a businessman at all,
and figures and documents bother him. He does not really understand them, and
all this seems so enormous. Perhaps, if I was not feverish I should not be
awake, tossing about, one half of the night and spend the other half in
troublesome dreams. If my little missus were here, I dare say she would give me
some solemn, good advice. You would, wouldn't you, Little Missus?"
One
of his many jokes had been to call her his "little missus" because
she had such an old-fashioned air.
He
had made wonderful preparations for her birthday. Among other things, a new
doll had been ordered in Paris, and
her wardrobe was to be, indeed, a marvel of splendid perfection. When she had
replied to the letter asking her if the doll would be an acceptable present,
Sara had been very quaint.
"I
am getting very old," she wrote; "you see, I shall never live to have
another doll given me. This will be my last doll. There is something solemn
about it. If I could write poetry, I am sure a poem about 'A Last Doll' would
be very nice. But I cannot write poetry. I have tried, and it made me laugh. It
did not sound like Watts or Coleridge or Shakespeare at
all. No one could ever take Emily's place, but I should respect the Last Doll
very much; and I am sure the school would love it. They all like dolls, though
some of the big ones--the almost fifteen ones--pretend they are too grown
up."
Captain
Crewe had a splitting headache when he read this letter in his bungalow in India.
The table before him was heaped with papers and letters which were alarming him
and filling him with anxious dread, but he laughed as he had not laughed for
weeks.
"Oh,"
he said, "she's better fun every year she lives. God grant this business
may right itself and leave me free to run home and see her. What wouldn't I
give to have her little arms round my neck this minute! What wouldn't I give!"
The
birthday was to be celebrated by great festivities. The schoolroom was to be
decorated, and there was to be a party. The boxes containing the presents were
to be opened with great ceremony, and there was to be a glittering feast spread
in Miss Minchin's sacred room. When the day arrived the whole house was in a
whirl of excitement. How the morning passed nobody quite knew, because there
seemed such preparations to be made. The schoolroom was being decked with
garlands of holly; the desks had been moved away, and red covers had been put
on the forms which were arrayed round the room against the wall.
When
Sara went into her sitting room in the morning, she found on the table a small,
dumpy package, tied up in a piece of brown paper. She knew it was a present,
and she thought she could guess whom it came from. She opened it quite
tenderly. It was a square pincushion, made of not quite clean red flannel, and
black pins had been stuck carefully into it to form the words, "Menny hapy returns."
"Oh!"
cried Sara, with a warm feeling in her heart. "What pains she has taken! I
like it so, it--it makes me feel sorrowful."
But
the next moment she was mystified. On the under side of the pincushion was
secured a card, bearing in neat letters the name "Miss Amelia
Minchin."
Sara
turned it over and over.
"Miss
Amelia!" she said to herself "How can it be!"
And
just at that very moment she heard the door being cautiously pushed open and
saw Becky peeping round it.
There
was an affectionate, happy grin on her face, and she shuffled forward and stood
nervously pulling at her fingers.
"Do
yer like it, Miss Sara?" she said. "Do yer?"
"Like
it?" cried Sara. "You darling Becky, you
made it all yourself."
Becky
gave a hysteric but joyful sniff, and her eyes looked quite moist with delight.
"It ain't nothin'
but flannin, an' the flannin
ain't new; but I wanted to give yer
somethin' an' I made it of nights. I knew yer could pretend it was satin with diamond pins in. I
tried to when I was makin' it. The card, miss,"
rather doubtfully; "'t warn't wrong of me to
pick it up out o' the dust-bin, was it? Miss 'Meliar
had throwed it away. I hadn't no card o' my own, an'
I knowed it wouldn't be a proper presink
if I didn't pin a card on--so I pinned Miss 'Meliar's."
Sara
flew at her and hugged her. She could not have told herself or anyone else why
there was a lump in her throat.
"Oh,
Becky!" she cried out, with a queer little laugh, "I love you,
Becky--I do, I do!"
"Oh,
miss!" breathed Becky. "Thank yer, miss,
kindly; it ain't good enough for that. The--the flannin wasn't new."
The Diamond Mines Again
When
Sara entered the holly-hung schoolroom in the afternoon, she did so as the head
of a sort of procession. Miss Minchin, in her grandest silk dress, led her by
the hand. A manservant followed, carrying the box containing the Last Doll, a
housemaid carried a second box, and Becky brought up the rear, carrying a third
and wearing a clean apron and a new cap. Sara would have much preferred to
enter in the usual way, but Miss Minchin had sent for her, and, after an
interview in her private sitting room, had expressed her wishes.
"This
is not an ordinary occasion," she said. "I do not desire that it
should be treated as one."
So
Sara was led grandly in and felt shy when, on her entry, the big girls stared
at her and touched each other's elbows, and the little ones began to squirm
joyously in their seats.
"Silence,
young ladies!" said Miss Minchin, at the murmur which arose. "James,
place the box on the table and remove the lid. Emma, put yours upon a chair. Becky!" suddenly and severely.
Becky
had quite forgotten herself in her excitement, and was grinning at Lottie, who was wriggling with rapturous expectation. She almost
dropped her box, the disapproving voice so startled her, and her frightened,
bobbing curtsy of apology was so funny that Lavinia
and Jessie tittered.
"It
is not your place to look at the young ladies," said Miss Minchin.
"You forget yourself. Put your box down."
Becky
obeyed with alarmed haste and hastily backed toward the door.
"You
may leave us," Miss Minchin announced to the servants with a wave of her
hand.
Becky
stepped aside respectfully to allow the superior servants to pass out first.
She could not help casting a longing glance at the box on the table. Something
made of blue satin was peeping from between the folds of tissue paper.
"If
you please, Miss Minchin," said Sara, suddenly, "mayn't Becky
stay?"
It
was a bold thing to do. Miss Minchin was betrayed into something like a slight
jump. Then she put her eyeglass up, and gazed at her show pupil disturbedly.
"Becky!"
she exclaimed. "My dearest Sara!"
Sara
advanced a step toward her.
"I
want her because I know she will like to see the presents," she explained.
"She is a little girl, too, you know."
Miss
Minchin was scandalized. She glanced from one figure to the other. "My
dear Sara," she said, "Becky is the scullery maid. Scullery maids--er--are not little girls."
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