"Other
people have lived in worse places. Think of the Count of Monte Cristo in the dungeons of the Chateau d'If.
And think of the people in the Bastille!"
"The Bastille," half whispered Ermengarde,
watching her and beginning to be fascinated. She remembered stories of
the French Revolution which Sara had been able to fix in her mind by her
dramatic relation of them. No one but Sara could have done it.
A
well-known glow came into Sara's eyes.
"Yes,"
she said, hugging her knees, "that will be a good place to pretend about.
I am a prisoner in the Bastille. I have been here for years and years--and
years; and everybody has forgotten about me. Miss Minchin is the jailer--and
Becky"--a sudden light adding itself to the glow in her eyes--"Becky
is the prisoner in the next cell."
She
turned to Ermengarde, looking quite like the old
Sara.
"I
shall pretend that," she said; "and it will be a great comfort."
Ermengarde was at once enraptured and awed.
"And
will you tell me all about it?" she said. "May I creep up here at
night, whenever it is safe, and hear the things you have made up in the day? It
will seem as if we were more 'best friends' than ever."
"Yes,"
answered Sara, nodding. "Adversity tries people, and mine has tried you and
proved how nice you are."
Melchisedec
The
third person in the trio was Lottie. She was a small
thing and did not know what adversity meant, and was much bewildered by the
alteration she saw in her young adopted mother. She had heard it rumored that
strange things had happened to Sara, but she could not understand why she
looked different--why she wore an old black frock and came into the schoolroom
only to teach instead of to sit in her place of honor and learn lessons
herself. There had been much whispering among the little ones when it had been
discovered that Sara no longer lived in the rooms in which Emily had so long
sat in state. Lottie's chief difficulty was that Sara
said so little when one asked her questions. At seven mysteries must be made
very clear if one is to understand them.
"Are
you very poor now, Sara?" she had asked confidentially the first morning
her friend took charge of the small French class. "Are you as poor as a
beggar?" She thrust a fat hand into the slim one and opened round, tearful
eyes. "I don't want you to be as poor as a beggar." She looked as if
she was going to cry. And Sara hurriedly consoled her.
"Beggars
have nowhere to live," she said courageously. "I have a place to live
in."
"Where
do you live?" persisted Lottle.
"The new girl sleeps in your room, and it isn't pretty any more."
"I
live in another room," said Sara.
"Is
it a nice one?" inquired Lottie. "I want to
go and see it."
"You
must not talk," said Sara. "Miss Minchin is looking at us. She will
be angry with me for letting you whisper."
She
had found out already that she was to be held accountable for everything which
was objected to. If the children were not attentive, if they talked, if they
were restless, it was she who would be reproved.
But
Lottie was a determined little person. If Sara would
not tell her where she lived, she would find out in some other way. She talked
to her small companions and hung about the elder girls and listened when they
were gossiping; and acting upon certain information they had unconsciously let
drop, she started late one afternoon on a voyage of discovery, climbing stairs
she had never known the existence of, until she reached the attic floor. There
she found two doors near each other, and opening one, she saw her beloved Sara
standing upon an old table and looking out of a window.
"Sara!"
she cried, aghast. "Mamma Sara!" She was
aghast because the attic was so bare and ugly and seemed so far away from all the world. Her short legs had seemed to have been
mounting hundreds of stairs.
Sara
turned round at the sound of her voice. It was her turn to be aghast. What
would happen now? If Lottie began to cry and any one
chanced to hear, they were both lost. She jumped down from her table and ran to
the child. "Don't cry and make a noise," she implored. "I shall
be scolded if you do, and I have been scolded all day. It's--it's not such a
bad room, Lottie."
"Isn't
it?" gasped Lottie, and as she looked round it
she bit her lip. She was a spoiled child yet, but she was fond enough of her
adopted parent to make an effort to control herself for her sake. Then,
somehow, it was quite possible that any place in which Sara lived might turn
out to be nice. "Why isn't it, Sara?" she almost whispered.
Sara
hugged her close and tried to laugh. There was a sort of comfort in the warmth
of the plump, childish body. She had had a hard day and had been staring out of
the windows with hot eyes.
"You
can see all sorts of things you can't see downstairs," she said.
"What
sort of things?" demanded Lottie, with that cunosity Sara could always awaken even in bigger girls.
"Chimneys--quite close to us--with smoke curling up in wreaths
and clouds and going up into the sky--and sparrows hopping about and talking to
each other just as if they were people--and other attic windows where heads may
pop out any minute and you can wonder who they belong to. And it all
feels as high up--as if it was another world."
"Oh,
let me see it!" cried Lottie. "Lift me
up!"
Sara
lifted her up, and they stood on the old table together and leaned on the edge
of the flat window in the roof, and looked out.
Anyone
who has not done this does not know what a different world they saw. The slates
spread out on either side of them and slanted down into the rain gutter-pipes. The sparrows, being at home there, twittered and hopped about quite
without fear. Two of them perched on the chimney top nearest and quarrelled with each other fiercely until one pecked the
other and drove him away. The garret window next to theirs was shut because the
house next door was empty.
"I
wish someone lived there," Sara said. "It is so close that if there
was a little girl in the attic, we could talk to each other through the windows
and climb over to see each other, if we were not afraid of falling."
The
sky seemed so much nearer than when one saw it from the street, that Lottie was enchanted. From the attic window, among the
chimney pots, the things which were happening in the world below seemed almost
unreal. One scarcely believed in the existence of Miss Minchin and Miss Amelia
and the schoolroom, and the roll of wheels in the square seemed a sound
belonging to another existence.
"Oh,
Sara!" cried Lottie, cuddling in her guarding
arm. "I like this attic--I like it! It is nicer than downstairs!"
"Look
at that sparrow," whispered Sara. "I wish I had some crumbs to throw
to him."
"I
have some!" came in a little shriek from Lottie.
"I have part of a bun in my pocket; I bought it with my penny yesterday,
and I saved a bit."
When
they threw out a few crumbs the sparrow jumped and flew away to an adjacent
chimney top. He was evidently not accustomed to intimates in attics, and
unexpected crumbs startled him. But when Lottie
remained quite still and Sara chirped very softly--almost as if she were a
sparrow herself--he saw that the thing which had alarmed him represented
hospitality, after all. He put his head on one side, and from his perch on the
chimney looked down at the crumbs with twinkling eyes. Lottie
could scarcely keep still.
"Will
he come? Will he come?" she whispered.
"His
eyes look as if he would," Sara whispered back. "He is thinking and
thinking whether he dare. Yes, he will! Yes, he is coming!" He flew down
and hopped toward the crumbs, but stopped a few inches away from them, putting
his head on one side again, as if reflecting on the chances that Sara and Lottie might turn out to be big cats and jump on him. At
last his heart told him they were really nicer than they looked, and he hopped
nearer and nearer, darted at the biggest crumb with a lightning peck, seized
it, and carried it away to the other side of his chimney.
"Now
he knows," said Sara. "And he will come back for the others."
He
did come back, and even brought a friend, and the friend went away and brought
a relative, and among them they made a hearty meal over which they twittered
and chattered and exclaimed, stopping every now and then to put their heads on
one side and examine Lottie and Sara. Lottie was so delighted that she quite forgot her first
shocked impression of the attic. In fact, when she was lifted down from the
table and returned to earthly things, as it were, Sara was able to point out to
her many beauties in the room which she herself would not have suspected the
existence of.
"It
is so little and so high above everything," she said, "that it is
almost like a nest in a tree. The slanting ceiling is so funny. See, you can
scarcely stand up at this end of the room; and when the morning begins to come
I can lie in bed and look right up into the sky through that flat window in the
roof. It is like a square patch of light. If the sun is going to shine, little
pink clouds float about, and I feel as if I could touch them. And if it rains,
the drops patter and patter as if they were saying something nice. Then if
there are stars, you can lie and try to count how many go into the patch. It
takes such a lot. And just look at that tiny, rusty grate in the corner. If it
was polished and there was a fire in it, just think how nice it would be. You
see, it's really a beautiful little room."
She
was walking round the small place, holding Lottie's
hand and making gestures which described all the beauties she was making
herself see. She quite made Lottie see them, too. Lottie could always believe in the things Sara made
pictures of.
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