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As
Sara looked toward him he looked toward her. The first thing she thought was
that his dark face looked sorrowful and homesick. She felt absolutely sure he
had come up to look at the sun, because he had seen it so seldom in England
that he longed for a sight of it. She looked at him interestedly for a second,
and then smiled across the slates. She had learned to know how comforting a
smile, even from a stranger, may be.
Hers
was evidently a pleasure to him. His whole expression altered, and he showed
such gleaming white teeth as he smiled back that it was as if a light had been
illuminated in his dusky face. The friendly look in Sara's eyes was always very
effective when people felt tired or dull.
It
was perhaps in making his salute to her that he loosened his hold on the
monkey. He was an impish monkey and always ready for adventure, and it is
probable that the sight of a little girl excited him. He suddenly broke loose,
jumped on to the slates, ran across them chattering, and actually leaped on to
Sara's shoulder, and from there down into her attic
room. It made her laugh and delighted her; but she knew he must be restored to
his master--if the Lascar was his master--and she wondered how this was to be
done. Would he let her catch him, or would he be naughty and refuse to be
caught, and perhaps get away and run off over the roofs and be lost? That would
not do at all. Perhaps he belonged to the Indian gentleman, and the poor man
was fond of him.
She
turned to the Lascar, feeling glad that she remembered still some of the
Hindustani she had learned when she lived with her father. She could make the
man understand. She spoke to him in the language he knew.
"Will
he let me catch him?" she asked.
She
thought she had never seen more surprise and delight than the dark face
expressed when she spoke in the familiar tongue. The truth was that the poor
fellow felt as if his gods had intervened, and the kind little voice came from
heaven itself. At once Sara saw that he had been accustomed to European
children. He poured forth a flood of respectful thanks. He was the servant of Missee Sahib. The monkey was a good monkey and would not
bite; but, unfortunately, he was difficult to catch. He would flee from one
spot to another, like the lightning. He was disobedient, though not evil. Ram Dass knew him as if he were his child, and Ram Dass he would sometimes obey, but not always. If Missee Sahib would permit Ram Dass,
he himself could cross the roof to her room, enter the windows, and regain the
unworthy little animal. But he was evidently afraid Sara might think he was
taking a great liberty and perhaps would not let him come.
But
Sara gave him leave at once.
"Can
you get across?" she inquired.
"In
a moment," he answered her.
"Then
come," she said; "he is flying from side to side of the room as if he
was frightened."
Ram
Dass slipped through his attic window and crossed to
hers as steadily and lightly as if he had walked on roofs all his life. He
slipped through the skylight and dropped upon his feet without a sound. Then he
turned to Sara and salaamed again. The monkey saw him and uttered a little
scream. Ram Dass hastily took the precaution of
shutting the skylight, and then went in chase of him. It was not a very long
chase. The monkey prolonged it a few minutes evidently for the mere fun of it,
but presently he sprang chattering on to Ram Dass's
shoulder and sat there chattering and clinging to his neck with a weird little
skinny arm.
Ram
Dass thanked Sara profoundly. She had seen that his
quick native eyes had taken in at a glance all the bare shabbiness of the room,
but he spoke to her as if he were speaking to the little daughter of a rajah,
and pretended that he observed nothing. He did not presume to remain more than
a few moments after he had caught the monkey, and those moments were given to
further deep and grateful obeisance to her in return for her indulgence. This
little evil one, he said, stroking the monkey, was, in truth, not so evil as he seemed, and his master, who was ill, was
sometimes amused by him. He would have been made sad if his favorite had run
away and been lost. Then he salaamed once more and got through the skylight and
across the slates again with as much agility as the monkey himself had
displayed.
When
he had gone Sara stood in the middle of her attic and thought of many things
his face and his manner had brought back to her. The sight of his native
costume and the profound reverence of his manner stirred all her past memories.
It seemed a strange thing to remember that she--the drudge whom the cook had said
insulting things to an hour ago--had only a few years ago been surrounded by
people who all treated her as Ram Dass had treated
her; who salaamed when she went by, whose foreheads almost touched the ground
when she spoke to them, who were her servants and her slaves. It was like a
sort of dream. It was all over, and it could never come back. It certainly
seemed that there was no way in which any change could take place. She knew
what Miss Minchin intended that her future should be. So
long as she was too young to be used as a regular teacher, she would be used as
an errand girl and servant and yet expected to remember what she had learned
and in some mysterious way to learn more. The greater number of her evenings
she was supposed to spend at study, and at various
indefinite intervals she was examined and knew she would have been severely
admonished if she had not advanced as was expected of her. The truth, indeed,
was that Miss Minchin knew that she was too anxious to learn to require
teachers. Give her books, and she would devour them and end by knowing them by
heart. She might be trusted to be equal to teaching a good deal in the course
of a few years. This was what would happen: when she was older she would be
expected to drudge in the schoolroom as she drudged now in various parts of the
house; they would be obliged to give her more respectable clothes, but they
would be sure to be plain and ugly and to make her look somehow like a servant.
That was all there seemed to be to look forward to, and Sara stood quite still
for several minutes and thought it over.
Then
a thought came back to her which made the color rise in her cheek and a spark
light itself in her eyes. She straightened her thin little body and lifted her
head.
"Whatever
comes," she said, "cannot alter one thing. If I am a princess in rags
and tatters, I can be a princess inside. It would be easy to be a princess if I
were dressed in cloth of gold, but it is a great deal more of a triumph to be
one all the time when no one knows it. There was Marie Antoinette when she was
in prison and her throne was gone and she had only a black gown on, and her
hair was white, and they insulted her and called her Widow Capet.
She was a great deal more like a queen then than when she was so gay and
everything was so grand. I like her best then. Those howling mobs of people did
not frighten her. She was stronger than they were, even when they cut her head
off."
This
was not a new thought, but quite an old one, by this time. It had consoled her
through many a bitter day, and she had gone about the
house with an expression in her face which Miss Minchin could not understand
and which was a source of great annoyance to her, as it seemed as if the child
were mentally living a life which held her above he rest of the world. It was
as if she scarcely heard the rude and acid things said to her; or, if she heard
them, did not care for them at all. Sometimes, when she was in the midst of
some harsh, domineering speech, Miss Minchin would find the still, unchildish eyes fixed upon her with something like a proud
smile in them. At such times she did not know that Sara was saying to herself:
"You
don't know that you are saying these things to a princess,
and that if I chose I could wave my hand and order you to execution. I only
spare you because I am a princess, and you are a poor, stupid, unkind, vulgar
old thing, and don't know any better."
This used to interest and amuse her more than anything else;
and queer and fanciful as it was, she found comfort in it and it was a good
thing for her. While the thought held possession of her, she could not be made
rude and malicious by the rudeness and malice of those about her.
"A
princess must be polite," she said to herself.
And
so when the servants, taking their tone from their mistress, were insolent and
ordered her about, she would hold her head erect and reply to them with a
quaint civility which often made them stare at her.
"She's
got more airs and graces than if she come from Buckingham
Palace, that young one," said
the cook, chuckling a little sometimes. "I lose my temper with her often
enough, but I will say she never forgets her manners. 'If
you please, cook'; 'Will you be so kind, cook?' 'I beg
your pardon, cook'; 'May I trouble you, cook?' She drops 'em
about the kitchen as if they was nothing."
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