"I
wish I was as thin as you, Sara," Ermengarde
said suddenly. "I believe you are thinner than you used to be. Your eyes
look so big, and look at the sharp little bones sticking out of your
elbow!"
Sara
pulled down her sleeve, which had pushed itself up.
"I
always was a thin child," she said bravely, "and I always had big
green eyes."
"I
love your queer eyes," said Ermengarde, looking
into them with affectionate admiration. "They always look as if they saw
such a long way. I love them--and I love them to be green--though they look
black generally."
"They
are cat's eyes," laughed Sara; "but I can't see in the dark with
them--because I have tried, and I couldn't--I wish I could."
It
was just at this minute that something happened at the skylight which neither
of them saw. If either of them had chanced to turn and look, she would have
been startled by the sight of a dark face which peered cautiously into the room
and disappeared as quickly and almost as silently as it had appeared. Not quite
as silently, however. Sara, who had keen ears, suddenly turned a little and
looked up at the roof.
"That
didn't sound like Melchisedec," she said.
"It wasn't scratchy enough."
"What?"
said Ermengarde, a little startled.
"Didn't
you think you heard something?" asked Sara.
"N-no,"
Ermengarde faltered. "Did you?"
"Perhaps
I didn't," said Sara; "but I thought I did.
It sounded as if something was on the slates--something that dragged
softly." "What could it be?" said Ermengarde.
"Could it be--robbers?"
"No,"
Sara began cheerfully. "There is nothing to steal--"
She
broke off in the middle of her words. They both heard the sound that checked
her. It was not on the slates, but on the stairs below, and it was Miss
Minchin's angry voice. Sara sprang off the bed, and put out the candle.
"She
is scolding Becky," she whispered, as she stood in the darkness. "She
is making her cry."
"Will
she come in here?" Ermengarde whispered back,
panic-stricken.
"No.
She will think I am in bed. Don't stir."
It
was very seldom that Miss Minchin mounted the last flight of stairs. Sara could
only remember that she had done it once before. But now she was angry enough to
be coming at least part of the way up, and it sounded as if she was driving
Becky before her.
"You
impudent, dishonest child!" they heard her say. "Cook tells me she
has missed things repeatedly."
"'T
warn't me, mum," said Becky sobbing. "I was
'ungry enough, but 't warn't me--never!"
"You
deserve to be sent to prison," said Miss Minchin's voice. "Picking and stealing! Half a meat pie, indeed!"
"'T
warn't me," wept Becky. "I could 'ave eat a
whole un--but I never laid a finger on it."
Miss
Minchin was out of breath between temper and mounting the stairs. The meat pie
had been intended for her special late supper. It became apparent that she
boxed Becky's ears.
"Don't
tell falsehoods," she said. "Go to your room this instant."
Both
Sara and Ermengarde heard the slap, and then heard
Becky run in her slipshod shoes up the stairs and into her attic. They heard
her door shut, and knew that she threw herself upon her bed.
"I
could 'ave e't two of 'em," they heard her cry into her pillow. "An' I
never took a bite. 'T was cook give it to her
policeman."
Sara
stood in the middle of the room in the darkness. She was clenching her little
teeth and opening and shutting fiercely her outstretched hands. She could
scarcely stand still, but she dared not move until Miss Minchin had gone down
the stairs and all was still.
"The
wicked, cruel thing!" she burst forth. "The cook takes things herself
and then says Becky steals them. She doesn't! She doesn't! She's so hungry
sometimes that she eats crusts out of the ash barrel!" She pressed her
hands hard against her face and burst into passionate little sobs, and Ermengarde, hearing this unusual thing, was overawed by it.
Sara was crying! The unconquerable Sara! It seemed to denote something
new--some mood she had never known. Suppose--suppose--a new dread possibility
presented itself to her kind, slow, little mind all at once. She crept off the
bed in the dark and found her way to the table where the candle stood. She
struck a match and lit the candle. When she had lighted it, she bent forward
and looked at Sara, with her new thought growing to definite fear in her eyes.
"Sara,"
she said in a timid, almost awe-stricken voice, are--are--you
never told me--I don't want to be rude, but--are you ever hungry?"
It
was too much just at that moment. The barrier broke down. Sara lifted her face
from her hands.
"Yes,"
she said in a new passionate way. "Yes, I am. I'm so hungry now that I
could almost eat you. And it makes it worse to hear poor Becky. She's hungrier
than I am." Ermengarde gasped.
"Oh,
oh!" she cried woefully. "And I never knew!"
"I
didn't want you to know," Sara said. "It would have made me feel like
a street beggar. I know I look like a street beggar."
"No,
you don't--you don't!" Ermengarde broke in.
"Your clothes are a little queer--but you couldn't look like a street
beggar. You haven't a street-beggar face."
"A
little boy once gave me a sixpence for charity," said Sara, with a short
little laugh in spite of herself. "Here it is." And she pulled out
the thin ribbon from her neck. "He wouldn't have given me his Christmas
sixpence if I hadn't looked as if I needed it."
Somehow
the sight of the dear little sixpence was good for both of them. It made them
laugh a little, though they both had tears in their eyes.
"Who
was he?" asked Ermengarde, looking at it quite
as if it had not been a mere ordinary silver sixpence.
"He
was a darling little thing going to a party," said Sara. " He was one of the Large Family, the little one with
the round legs--the one I call Guy Clarence. I suppose his nursery was crammed
with Christmas presents and hampers full of cakes and things, and he could see
I had nothing."
Ermengarde gave a little jump backward. The last sentences
had recalled something to her troubled mind and given her a sudden inspiration.
"Oh,
Sara!" she cried. "What a silly thing I am not to have thought of
it!"
"Of what?"
"Something
splendid!" said Ermengarde, in an excited hurry.
"This very afternoon my nicest aunt sent me a box. It is full of good things.
I never touched it, I had so much pudding at dinner, and I was so bothered
about papa's books." Her words began to tumble over each other. "It's
got cake in it, and little meat pies, and jam tarts
and buns, and oranges and red-currant wine, and figs and chocolate. I'll creep
back to my room and get it this minute, and we'll eat it now."
Sara
almost reeled. When one is faint with hunger the mention of food has sometimes
a curious effect. She clutched Ermengarde's arm.
"Do
you think--you could?" she ejaculated.
"I
know I could," answered Ermengarde, and she ran
to the door--opened it softly--put her head out into the darkness, and
listened. Then she went back to Sara. "The lights are out. Everybody's in
bed. I can creep--and creep--and no one will hear."
It
was so delightful that they caught each other's hands and a sudden light sprang
into Sara's eyes.
"Ermie!" she said. "Let us pretend! Let us pretend
it's a party! And oh, won't you invite the prisoner in the next cell?"
"Yes!
Yes! Let us knock on the wall now. The jailer won't hear."
Sara
went to the wall. Through it she could hear poor Becky crying more softly. She
knocked four times.
"That
means, 'Come to me through the secret passage under the wall,' she explained. 'I have something to communicate.'"
Five
quick knocks answered her.
"She
is coming," she said.
Almost
immediately the door of the attic opened and Becky appeared. Her eyes were red
and her cap was sliding off, and when she caught sight of Ermengarde
she began to rub her face nervously with her apron.
"Don't
mind me a bit, Becky!" cried Ermengarde.
"Miss Ermengarde has asked you to come in,"
said Sara, "because she is going to bring a box of good things up here to
us."
Becky's
cap almost fell off entirely, she broke in with such
excitement.
"To
eat, miss?" she said. "Things that's good to eat?"
"Yes,"
answered Sara, "and we are going to pretend a party."
"And
you shall have as much as you want to eat," put in Ermengarde.
"I'll go this minute!"
She
was in such haste that as she tiptoed out of the attic she dropped her red
shawl and did not know it had fallen. No one saw it for a minute or so. Becky
was too much overpowered by the good luck which had befallen her.
"Oh,
miss! oh, miss!" she gasped; "I know it was
you that asked her to let me come. It--it makes me cry to think of it."
And she went to Sara's side and stood and looked at her worshipingly.
But
in Sara's hungry eyes the old light had begun to glow and transform her world
for her. Here in the attic--with the cold night outside--with the afternoon in
the sloppy streets barely passed--with the memory of the awful unfed look in
the beggar child's eyes not yet faded--this simple, cheerful thing had happened
like a thing of magic.
She
caught her breath.
"Somehow,
something always happens," she cried, "just before things get to the
very worst. It is as if the Magic did it. If I could only
just remember that always. The worst thing never quite comes."
She
gave Becky a little cheerful shake.
"No,
no! You mustn't cry!" she said. "We must make haste and set the
table." "Set the table, miss?" said Becky, gazing round the
room. "What'll we set it with?"
Sara
looked round the attic, too.
"There
doesn't seem to be much," she answered, half laughing.
That
moment she saw something and pounced upon it. It was Ermengarde's
red shawl which lay upon the floor.
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