If
it was possible for weather to be worse than it had been the day before, it was
worse this day--wetter, muddier, colder. There were more errands to be done,
the cook was more irritable, and, knowing that Sara was in disgrace, she was
more savage. But what does anything matter when one's Magic has just proved
itself one's friend. Sara's supper of the night before had given her strength,
she knew that she should sleep well and warmly, and, even though she had
naturally begun to be hungry again before evening, she felt that she could bear
it until breakfast-time on the following day, when her meals would surely be
given to her again. It was quite late when she was at last allowed to go
upstairs. She had been told to go into the schoolroom and study until ten o'clock, and she had become interested in
her work, and remained over her books later.
When
she reached the top flight of stairs and stood before the attic door, it must
be confessed that her heart beat rather fast.
"Of
course it might all have been taken away," she whispered, trying to be
brave. "It might only have been lent to me for just that one awful night.
But it was lent to me--I had it. It was real."
She
pushed the door open and went in. Once inside, she gasped slightly, shut the
door, and stood with her back against it looking from side to side.
The
Magic had been there again. It actually had, and it had done even more than
before. The fire was blazing, in lovely leaping flames, more merrily than ever.
A number of new things had been brought into the attic which so altered the
look of it that if she had not been past doubting she would have rubbed her
eyes. Upon the low table another supper stood--this time with cups and plates
for Becky as well as herself; a piece of bright, heavy, strange embroidery
covered the battered mantel, and on it some ornaments had been placed. All the
bare, ugly things which could be covered with draperies had been concealed and
made to look quite pretty. Some odd materials of rich colors had been fastened
against the wall with fine, sharp tacks--so sharp that they could be pressed
into the wood and plaster without hammering. Some brilliant fans were pinned
up, and there were several large cushions, big and substantial enough to use as
seats. A wooden box was covered with a rug, and some cushions lay on it, so
that it wore quite the air of a sofa.
Sara
slowly moved away from the door and simply sat down and looked and looked
again.
"It
is exactly like something fairy come true," she said. "There isn't
the least difference. I feel as if I might wish for anything--diamonds or bags
of gold--and they would appear! That wouldn't be any stranger than this. Is
this my garret? Am I the same cold, ragged, damp Sara? And to think I used to
pretend and pretend and wish there were fairies! The one thing I always wanted
was to see a fairy story come true. I am living in a fairy story. I feel as if
I might be a fairy myself, and able to turn things into anything else."
She
rose and knocked upon the wall for the prisoner in the next cell, and the
prisoner came.
When
she entered she almost dropped in a heap upon the floor. For a few seconds she
quite lost her breath.
"Oh,
laws!" she gasped. "Oh, laws, miss!"
"You
see," said Sara. On this night Becky sat on a cushion upon the hearth rug
and had a cup and saucer of her own.
When
Sara went to bed she found that she had a new thick mattress and big downy
pillows. Her old mattress and pillow had been removed to Becky's bedstead, and,
consequently, with these additions Becky had been supplied with unheard-of
comfort.
"Where
does it all come from?" Becky broke forth once. "Laws, who does it, miss?"
"Don't
let us even ask," said Sara. "If it were not that I want to say, 'Oh,
thank you,' I would rather not know. It makes it more beautiful."
From
that time life became more wonderful day by day. The fairy story continued.
Almost every day something new was done. Some new comfort or ornament appeared
each time Sara opened the door at night, until in a short time the attic was a
beautiful little room full of all sorts of odd and luxurious things. The ugly
walls were gradually entirely covered with pictures and draperies, ingenious
pieces of folding furniture appeared, a bookshelf was hung up and filled with
books, new comforts and conveniences appeared one by one, until there seemed
nothing left to be desired. When Sara went downstairs in the morning, the
remains of the supper were on the table; and when she returned to the attic in
the evening, the magician had removed them and left another nice little meal.
Miss Minchin was as harsh and insulting as ever, Miss Amelia as peevish, and
the servants were as vulgar and rude. Sara was sent on errands in all weathers,
and scolded and driven hither and thither; she was scarcely allowed to speak to
Ermengarde and Lottie; Lavinia sneered at the increasing shabbiness of her
clothes; and the other girls stared curiously at her when she appeared in the
schoolroom. But what did it all matter while she was living in this wonderful
mysterious story? It was more romantic and delightful than anything she had
ever invented to comfort her starved young soul and save herself
from despair. Sometimes, when she was scolded, she could scarcely keep from
smiling.
"If
you only knew!" she was saying to herself. "If you
only knew!"
The
comfort and happiness she enjoyed were making her stronger, and she had them
always to look forward to. If she came home from her errands wet and tired and
hungry, she knew she would soon be warm and well fed after she had climbed the
stairs. During the hardest day she could occupy herself blissfully by thinking
of what she should see when she opened the attic door, and wondering what new delight
had been prepared for her. In a very short time she began to look less thin.
Color came into her cheeks, and her eyes did not seem so much too big for her
face.
"Sara
Crewe looks wonderfully well," Miss Minchin remarked disapprovingly to her
sister.
"Yes,"
answered poor, silly Miss Amelia. "She is absolutely fattening. She was
beginning to look like a little starved crow."
"Starved!"
exclaimed Miss Minchin, angrily. "There was no reason why she should look
starved. She always had plenty to eat!"
"Of--of
course," agreed Miss Amelia, humbly, alarmed to find that she had, as
usual, said the wrong thing.
"There
is something very disagreeable in seeing that sort of thing in a child of her
age," said Miss Minchin, with haughty vagueness.
"What--sort
of thing?" Miss Amelia ventured.
"It
might almost be called defiance," answered Miss Minchin, feeling annoyed
because she knew the thing she resented was nothing like defiance, and she did
not know what other unpleasant term to use. "The spirit and will of any
other child would have been entirely humbled and broken by--by the changes she
has had to submit to. But, upon my word, she seems as little subdued as if--as
if she were a princess."
"Do
you remember," put in the unwise Miss Amelia, "what she said to you
that day in the schoolroom about what you would do if you found out that she
was--"
"No,
I don't," said Miss Minchin. "Don't talk nonsense." But she
remembered very clearly indeed.
Very
naturally, even Becky was beginning to look plumper and less frightened. She
could not help it. She had her share in the secret fairy story, too. She had
two mattresses, two pillows, plenty of bed-covering, and every night a hot
supper and a seat on the cushions by the fire. The Bastille had melted away,
the prisoners no longer existed. Two comforted children sat in the midst of
delights. Sometimes Sara read aloud from her books, sometimes she learned her
own lessons, sometimes she sat and looked into the fire and tried to imagine
who her friend could be, and wished she could say to him some of the things in
her heart.
Then
it came about that another wonderful thing happened. A man came to the door and
left several parcels. All were addressed in large letters, "To the Little
Girl in the right-hand attic."
Sara
herself was sent to open the door and take them in. She laid the two largest
parcels on the hall table, and was looking at the address, when Miss Minchin
came down the stairs and saw her.
"Take
the things to the young lady to whom they belong," she said severely.
"Don't stand there staring at them.
"They
belong to me," answered Sara, quietly.
"To
you?" exclaimed Miss Minchin. "What do you mean?"
"I
don't know where they come from," said Sara, "but they are addressed
to me. I sleep in the right-hand attic. Becky has the other one."
Miss
Minchin came to her side and looked at the parcels with an excited expression.
"What
is in them?" she demanded.
"I
don't know," replied Sara.
"Open
them," she ordered.
Sara
did as she was told. When the packages were unfolded Miss Minchin's countenance
wore suddenly a singular expression. What she saw was pretty and comfortable
clothing--clothing of different kinds: shoes, stockings, and gloves, and a warm
and beautiful coat. There were even a nice hat and an umbrella. They were all
good and expensive things, and on the pocket of the coat was
pinned a paper, on which were written these words: "To be worn every day. Will be replaced by others when necessary."
Miss
Minchin was quite agitated. This was an incident which suggested strange things
to her sordid mind. Could it be that she had made a mistake, after all, and
that the neglected child had some powerful though eccentric friend in the
background--perhaps some previously unknown relation, who had suddenly traced
her whereabouts, and chose to provide for her in this mysterious and fantastic
way? Relations were sometimes very odd--particularly rich old bachelor uncles,
who did not care for having children near them. A man of that sort might prefer
to overlook his young relation's welfare at a distance. Such a person, however,
would be sure to be crotchety and hot-tempered enough to be easily offended. It
would not be very pleasant if there were such a one, and he should learn all
the truth about the thin, shabby clothes, the scant food, and the hard work.
She felt very queer indeed, and very uncertain, and she gave a side glance at
Sara. "Well," she said, in a voice such as she had never used since
the little girl lost her father, "someone is very kind to you. As the
things have been sent, and you are to have new ones when they are worn out, you
may as well go and put them on and look respectable. After you are dressed you
may come downstairs and learn your lessons in the schoolroom. You need not go
out on any more errands today."
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