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Meanwhile Dorothea had come to herself, and had heard Luscinda's words, by
means of which she divined who she was; but seeing that Don Fernando did not
yet release her or reply to her, summoning up her resolution as well as she
could she rose and knelt at his feet, and with a flood of bright and touching
tears addressed him thus:
"If, my lord, the beams of that sun that thou holdest eclipsed in thine
arms did not dazzle and rob thine eyes of sight thou wouldst have seen by this
time that she who kneels at thy feet is, so long as thou wilt have it so, the
unhappy and unfortunate Dorothea. I am that lowly peasant girl whom thou in thy
goodness or for thy pleasure wouldst raise high enough to call herself thine; I
am she who in the seclusion of innocence led a contented life until at the
voice of thy importunity, and thy true and tender passion, as it seemed, she
opened the gates of her modesty and surrendered to thee the keys of her
liberty; a gift received by thee but thanklessly, as is clearly shown by my
forced retreat to the place where thou dost find me, and by thy appearance
under the circumstances in which I see thee. Nevertheless, I would not have
thee suppose that I have come here driven by my shame; it is only grief and
sorrow at seeing myself forgotten by thee that have led me. It was thy will to
make me thine, and thou didst so follow thy will, that now, even though thou repentest,
thou canst not help being mine. Bethink thee, my lord, the unsurpassable
affection I bear thee may compensate for the beauty and noble birth for which
thou wouldst desert me. Thou canst not be the fair Luscinda's because thou art
mine, nor can she be thine because she is Cardenio's; and it will be easier,
remember, to bend thy will to love one who adores thee, than to lead one to
love thee who abhors thee now. Thou didst address thyself to my simplicity,
thou didst lay siege to my virtue, thou wert not ignorant of my station, well
dost thou know how I yielded wholly to thy will; there is no ground or reason
for thee to plead deception, and if it be so, as it is, and if thou art a
Christian as thou art a gentleman, why dost thou by such subterfuges put off
making me as happy at last as thou didst at first? And if thou wilt not have me
for what I am, thy true and lawful wife, at least take and accept me as thy
slave, for so long as I am thine I will count myself happy and fortunate. Do
not by deserting me let my shame become the talk of the gossips in the streets;
make not the old age of my parents miserable; for the loyal services they as
faithful vassals have ever rendered thine are not deserving of such a return;
and if thou thinkest it will debase thy blood to mingle it with mine, reflect
that there is little or no nobility in the world that has not travelled the
same road, and that in illustrious lineages it is not the woman's blood that is
of account; and, moreover, that true nobility consists in virtue, and if thou
art wanting in that, refusing me what in justice thou owest me, then even I
have higher claims to nobility than thine. To make an end, senor, these are my
last words to thee: whether thou wilt, or wilt not, I am thy wife; witness thy
words, which must not and ought not to be false, if thou dost pride thyself on
that for want of which thou scornest me; witness the pledge which thou didst
give me, and witness Heaven, which thou thyself didst call to witness the
promise thou hadst made me; and if all this fail, thy own conscience will not
fail to lift up its silent voice in the midst of all thy gaiety, and vindicate
the truth of what I say and mar thy highest pleasure and enjoyment."
All this and more the injured Dorothea delivered with such earnest feeling
and such tears that all present, even those who came with Don Fernando, were
constrained to join her in them. Don Fernando listened to her without replying,
until, ceasing to speak, she gave way to such sobs and sighs that it must have
been a heart of brass that was not softened by the sight of so great sorrow.
Luscinda stood regarding her with no less compassion for her sufferings than
admiration for her intelligence and beauty, and would have gone to her to say
some words of comfort to her, but was prevented by Don Fernando's grasp which
held her fast. He, overwhelmed with confusion and astonishment, after regarding
Dorothea for some moments with a fixed gaze, opened his arms, and, releasing
Luscinda, exclaimed:
"Thou hast conquered, fair Dorothea, thou hast conquered, for it is
impossible to have the heart to deny the united force of so many truths."
Luscinda in her feebleness was on the point of falling to the ground when
Don Fernando released her, but Cardenio, who stood near, having retreated
behind Don Fernando to escape recognition, casting fear aside and regardless of
what might happen, ran forward to support her, and said as he clasped her in
his arms, "If Heaven in its compassion is willing to let thee rest at
last, mistress of my heart, true, constant, and fair, nowhere canst thou rest
more safely than in these arms that now receive thee, and received thee before
when fortune permitted me to call thee mine."
At these words Luscinda looked up at Cardenio, at first beginning to recognise
him by his voice and then satisfying herself by her eyes that it was he, and
hardly knowing what she did, and heedless of all considerations of decorum, she
flung her arms around his neck and pressing her face close to his, said,
"Yes, my dear lord, you are the true master of this your slave, even
though adverse fate interpose again, and fresh dangers threaten this life that
hangs on yours."
A strange sight was this for Don Fernando and those that stood around,
filled with surprise at an incident so unlooked for. Dorothea fancied that Don
Fernando changed colour and looked as though he meant to take vengeance on
Cardenio, for she observed him put his hand to his sword; and the instant the
idea struck her, with wonderful quickness she clasped him round the knees, and
kissing them and holding him so as to prevent his moving, she said, while her
tears continued to flow, "What is it thou wouldst do, my only refuge, in
this unforeseen event? Thou hast thy wife at thy feet, and she whom thou
wouldst have for thy wife is in the arms of her husband: reflect whether it
will be right for thee, whether it will be possible for thee to undo what
Heaven has done, or whether it will be becoming in thee to seek to raise her to
be thy mate who in spite of every obstacle, and strong in her truth and
constancy, is before thine eyes, bathing with the tears of love the face and
bosom of her lawful husband. For God's sake I entreat of thee, for thine own I
implore thee, let not this open manifestation rouse thy anger; but rather so
calm it as to allow these two lovers to live in peace and quiet without any
interference from thee so long as Heaven permits them; and in so doing thou
wilt prove the generosity of thy lofty noble spirit, and the world shall see
that with thee reason has more influence than passion."
All the time Dorothea was speaking, Cardenio, though he held Luscinda in his
arms, never took his eyes off Don Fernando, determined, if he saw him make any
hostile movement, to try and defend himself and resist as best he could all who
might assail him, though it should cost him his life. But now Don Fernando's
friends, as well as the curate and the barber, who had been present all the
while, not forgetting the worthy Sancho Panza, ran forward and gathered round
Don Fernando, entreating him to have regard for the tears of Dorothea, and not
suffer her reasonable hopes to be disappointed, since, as they firmly believed,
what she said was but the truth; and bidding him observe that it was not, as it
might seem, by accident, but by a special disposition of Providence that they
had all met in a place where no one could have expected a meeting. And the
curate bade him remember that only death could part Luscinda from Cardenio;
that even if some sword were to separate them they would think their death most
happy; and that in a case that admitted of no remedy his wisest course was, by
conquering and putting a constraint upon himself, to show a generous mind, and
of his own accord suffer these two to enjoy the happiness Heaven had granted
them. He bade him, too, turn his eyes upon the beauty of Dorothea and he would
see that few if any could equal much less excel her; while to that beauty
should be added her modesty and the surpassing love she bore him. But besides
all this, he reminded him that if he prided himself on being a gentleman and a
Christian, he could not do otherwise than keep his plighted word; and that in
doing so he would obey God and meet the approval of all sensible people, who
know and recognised it to be the privilege of beauty, even in one of humble
birth, provided virtue accompany it, to be able to raise itself to the level of
any rank, without any slur upon him who places it upon an equality with
himself; and furthermore that when the potent sway of passion asserts itself,
so long as there be no mixture of sin in it, he is not to be blamed who gives
way to it.
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