It flashed across him at that instant that the charge in the letter was
true, and that she hoped to marry the partner of her guilt. How was he to tell
her that, if she really cherished such a plan, the laws of the State were
inexorably opposed to it? The mere suspicion that the thought was in her mind
made him feel harshly and impatiently toward her. "But aren't you as free
as air as it is?" he returned. "Who can touch you? Mr. Letterblair
tells me the financial question has been settled--"
"Oh, yes," she said indifferently.
"Well, then: is it worth while to risk what may be infinitely
disagreeable and painful? Think of the newspapers--their vileness! It's all
stupid and narrow and unjust--but one can't make over society."
"No," she acquiesced; and her tone was so faint and desolate that
he felt a sudden remorse for his own hard thoughts.
"The individual, in such cases, is nearly always sacrificed to what is
supposed to be the collective interest: people cling to any convention that
keeps the family together--protects the children, if there are any," he
rambled on, pouring out all the stock phrases that rose to his lips in his
intense desire to cover over the ugly reality which her silence seemed to have
laid bare. Since she would not or could not say the one word that would have
cleared the air, his wish was not to let her feel that he was trying to probe
into her secret. Better keep on the surface, in the prudent old New York way,
than risk uncovering a wound he could not heal.
"It's my business, you know," he went on, "to help you to see
these things as the people who are fondest of you see them. The Mingotts, the
Wellands, the van der Luydens, all your friends and relations: if I didn't show
you honestly how they judge such questions, it wouldn't be fair of me, would
it?" He spoke insistently, almost pleading with her in his eagerness to
cover up that yawning silence.
She said slowly: "No; it wouldn't be fair."
The fire had crumbled down to greyness, and one of the lamps made a gurgling
appeal for attention. Madame Olenska rose, wound it up and returned to the
fire, but without resuming her seat.
Her remaining on her feet seemed to signify that there was nothing more for
either of them to say, and Archer stood up also.
"Very well; I will do what you wish," she said abruptly. The blood
rushed to his forehead; and, taken aback by the suddenness of her surrender, he
caught her two hands awkwardly in his.
"I--I do want to help you," he said.
"You do help me. Good night, my cousin."
He bent and laid his lips on her hands, which were cold and lifeless. She
drew them away, and he turned to the door, found his coat and hat under the
faint gas-light of the hall, and plunged out into the winter night bursting
with the belated eloquence of the inarticulate.
XIII.
It was a crowded night at Wallack's theatre.
The play was "The Shaughraun," with Dion Boucicault in the title
role and Harry Montague and Ada Dyas as the lovers. The popularity of the
admirable English company was at its height, and the Shaughraun always packed
the house. In the galleries the enthusiasm was unreserved; in the stalls and
boxes, people smiled a little at the hackneyed sentiments and claptrap
situations, and enjoyed the play as much as the galleries did.
There was one episode, in particular, that held the house from floor to ceiling.
It was that in which Harry Montague, after a sad, almost monosyllabic scene of
parting with Miss Dyas, bade her good-bye, and turned to go. The actress, who
was standing near the mantelpiece and looking down into the fire, wore a gray
cashmere dress without fashionable loopings or trimmings, moulded to her tall
figure and flowing in long lines about her feet. Around her neck was a narrow
black velvet ribbon with the ends falling down her back.
When her wooer turned from her she rested her arms against the mantel-shelf
and bowed her face in her hands. On the threshold he paused to look at her;
then he stole back, lifted one of the ends of velvet ribbon, kissed it, and
left the room without her hearing him or changing her attitude. And on this
silent parting the curtain fell.
It was always for the sake of that particular scene that Newland Archer went
to see "The Shaughraun." He thought the adieux of Montague and Ada
Dyas as fine as anything he had ever seen Croisette and Bressant do in Paris,
or Madge Robertson and Kendal in London; in its reticence, its dumb sorrow, it
moved him more than the most famous histrionic outpourings.
On the evening in question the little scene acquired an added poignancy by
reminding him--he could not have said why--of his leave-taking from Madame
Olenska after their confidential talk a week or ten days earlier.
It would have been as difficult to discover any resemblance between the two
situations as between the appearance of the persons concerned. Newland Archer
could not pretend to anything approaching the young English actor's romantic
good looks, and Miss Dyas was a tall red-haired woman of monumental build whose
pale and pleasantly ugly face was utterly unlike Ellen Olenska's vivid
countenance. Nor were Archer and Madame Olenska two lovers parting in
heart-broken silence; they were client and lawyer separating after a talk which
had given the lawyer the worst possible impression of the client's case.
Wherein, then, lay the resemblance that made the young man's heart beat with a
kind of retrospective excitement? It seemed to be in Madame Olenska's
mysterious faculty of suggesting tragic and moving possibilities outside the
daily run of experience. She had hardly ever said a word to him to produce this
impression, but it was a part of her, either a projection of her mysterious and
outlandish background or of something inherently dramatic, passionate and
unusual in herself. Archer had always been inclined to think that chance and
circumstance played a small part in shaping people's lots compared with their
innate tendency to have things happen to them. This tendency he had felt from
the first in Madame Olenska. The quiet, almost passive young woman struck him
as exactly the kind of person to whom things were bound to happen, no matter
how much she shrank from them and went out of her way to avoid them. The
exciting fact was her having lived in an atmosphere so thick with drama that
her own tendency to provoke it had apparently passed unperceived. It was
precisely the odd absence of surprise in her that gave him the sense of her
having been plucked out of a very maelstrom: the things she took for granted
gave the measure of those she had rebelled against.
Archer had left her with the conviction that Count Olenski's accusation was
not unfounded. The mysterious person who figured in his wife's past as
"the secretary" had probably not been unrewarded for his share in her
escape. The conditions from which she had fled were intolerable, past speaking
of, past believing: she was young, she was frightened, she was desperate-- what
more natural than that she should be grateful to her rescuer? The pity was that
her gratitude put her, in the law's eyes and the world's, on a par with her
abominable husband. Archer had made her understand this, as he was bound to do;
he had also made her understand that simplehearted kindly New York, on whose
larger charity she had apparently counted, was precisely the place where she
could least hope for indulgence.
To have to make this fact plain to her--and to witness her resigned
acceptance of it--had been intolerably painful to him. He felt himself drawn to
her by obscure feelings of jealousy and pity, as if her dumblyconfessed error
had put her at his mercy, humbling yet endearing her. He was glad it was to him
she had revealed her secret, rather than to the cold scrutiny of Mr.
Letterblair, or the embarrassed gaze of her family. He immediately took it upon
himself to assure them both that she had given up her idea of seeking a
divorce, basing her decision on the fact that she had understood the
uselessness of the proceeding; and with infinite relief they had all turned
their eyes from the "unpleasantness" she had spared them.
"I was sure Newland would manage it," Mrs. Welland had said
proudly of her future son-in-law; and old Mrs. Mingott, who had summoned him
for a confidential interview, had congratulated him on his cleverness, and
added impatiently: "Silly goose! I told her myself what nonsense it was.
Wanting to pass herself off as Ellen Mingott and an old maid, when she has the
luck to be a married woman and a Countess!"
These incidents had made the memory of his last talk with Madame Olenska so
vivid to the young man that as the curtain fell on the parting of the two
actors his eyes filled with tears, and he stood up to leave the theatre.
In doing so, he turned to the side of the house behind him, and saw the lady
of whom he was thinking seated in a box with the Beauforts, Lawrence Lefferts
and one or two other men. He had not spoken with her alone since their evening
together, and had tried to avoid being with her in company; but now their eyes
met, and as Mrs. Beaufort recognised him at the same time, and made her languid
little gesture of invitation, it was impossible not to go into the box.
Beaufort and Lefferts made way for him, and after a few words with Mrs.
Beaufort, who always preferred to look beautiful and not have to talk, Archer
seated himself behind Madame Olenska. There was no one else in the box but Mr.
Sillerton Jackson, who was telling Mrs. Beaufort in a confidential undertone
about Mrs. Lemuel Struthers's last Sunday reception (where some people reported
that there had been dancing). Under cover of this circumstantial narrative, to
which Mrs. Beaufort listened with her perfect smile, and her head at just the
right angle to be seen in profile from the stalls, Madame Olenska turned and
spoke in a low voice.
"Do you think," she asked, glancing toward the stage, "he
will send her a bunch of yellow roses tomorrow morning?"
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