Presently she started up, exclaiming that they would be late for breakfast;
and they hurried back to the tumble-down house with its pointless porch and
unpruned hedge of plumbago and pink geraniums where the Wellands were installed
for the winter. Mr. Welland's sensitive domesticity shrank from the discomforts
of the slovenly southern hotel, and at immense expense, and in face of almost
insuperable difficulties, Mrs. Welland was obliged, year after year, to
improvise an establishment partly made up of discontented New York servants and
partly drawn from the local African supply.
"The doctors want my husband to feel that he is in his own home;
otherwise he would be so wretched that the climate would not do him any
good," she explained, winter after winter, to the sympathising
Philadelphians and Baltimoreans; and Mr. Welland, beaming across a breakfast
table miraculously supplied with the most varied delicacies, was presently
saying to Archer: "You see, my dear fellow, we camp--we literally camp. I
tell my wife and May that I want to teach them how to rough it."
Mr. and Mrs. Welland had been as much surprised as their daughter by the
young man's sudden arrival; but it had occurred to him to explain that he had
felt himself on the verge of a nasty cold, and this seemed to Mr. Welland an
all-sufficient reason for abandoning any duty.
"You can't be too careful, especially toward spring," he said,
heaping his plate with straw-coloured griddlecakes and drowning them in golden
syrup. "If I'd only been as prudent at your age May would have been
dancing at the Assemblies now, instead of spending her winters in a wilderness
with an old invalid."
"Oh, but I love it here, Papa; you know I do. If only Newland could
stay I should like it a thousand times better than New York."
"Newland must stay till he has quite thrown off his cold," said
Mrs. Welland indulgently; and the young man laughed, and said he supposed there
was such a thing as one's profession.
He managed, however, after an exchange of telegrams with the firm, to make
his cold last a week; and it shed an ironic light on the situation to know that
Mr. Letterblair's indulgence was partly due to the satisfactory way in which
his brilliant young junior partner had settled the troublesome matter of the
Olenski divorce. Mr. Letterblair had let Mrs. Welland know that Mr. Archer had
"rendered an invaluable service" to the whole family, and that old
Mrs. Manson Mingott had been particularly pleased; and one day when May had
gone for a drive with her father in the only vehicle the place produced Mrs.
Welland took occasion to touch on a topic which she always avoided in her
daughter's presence.
"I'm afraid Ellen's ideas are not at all like ours. She was barely
eighteen when Medora Manson took her back to Europe--you remember the
excitement when she appeared in black at her coming-out ball? Another of
Medora's fads--really this time it was almost prophetic! That must have been at
least twelve years ago; and since then Ellen has never been to America. No
wonder she is completely Europeanised."
"But European society is not given to divorce: Countess Olenska thought
she would be conforming to American ideas in asking for her freedom." It
was the first time that the young man had pronounced her name since he had left
Skuytercliff, and he felt the colour rise to his cheek.
Mrs. Welland smiled compassionately. "That is just like the
extraordinary things that foreigners invent about us. They think we dine at two
o'clock and countenance divorce! That is why it seems to me so foolish to
entertain them when they come to New York. They accept our hospitality, and
then they go home and repeat the same stupid stories."
Archer made no comment on this, and Mrs. Welland continued: "But we do
most thoroughly appreciate your persuading Ellen to give up the idea. Her
grandmother and her uncle Lovell could do nothing with her; both of them have
written that her changing her mind was entirely due to your influence--in fact
she said so to her grandmother. She has an unbounded admiration for you. Poor
Ellen--she was always a wayward child. I wonder what her fate will be?"
"What we've all contrived to make it," he felt like answering.
"if you'd all of you rather she should be Beaufort's mistress than some
decent fellow's wife you've certainly gone the right way about it."
He wondered what Mrs. Welland would have said if he had uttered the words
instead of merely thinking them. He could picture the sudden decomposure of her
firm placid features, to which a lifelong mastery over trifles had given an air
of factitious authority. Traces still lingered on them of a fresh beauty like
her daughter's; and he asked himself if May's face was doomed to thicken into
the same middle-aged image of invincible innocence.
Ah, no, he did not want May to have that kind of innocence, the innocence
that seals the mind against imagination and the heart against experience!
"I verily believe," Mrs. Welland continued, "that if the
horrible business had come out in the newspapers it would have been my
husband's death-blow. I don't know any of the details; I only ask not to, as I
told poor Ellen when she tried to talk to me about it. Having an invalid to
care for, I have to keep my mind bright and happy. But Mr. Welland was terribly
upset; he had a slight temperature every morning while we were waiting to hear what
had been decided. It was the horror of his girl's learning that such things
were possible--but of course, dear Newland, you felt that too. We all knew that
you were thinking of May."
"I'm always thinking of May," the young man rejoined, rising to
cut short the conversation.
He had meant to seize the opportunity of his private talk with Mrs. Welland
to urge her to advance the date of his marriage. But he could think of no
arguments that would move her, and with a sense of relief he saw Mr. Welland
and May driving up to the door.
His only hope was to plead again with May, and on the day before his
departure he walked with her to the ruinous garden of the Spanish Mission. The
background lent itself to allusions to European scenes; and May, who was
looking her loveliest under a wide-brimmed hat that cast a shadow of mystery
over her too-clear eyes, kindled into eagerness as he spoke of Granada and the
Alhambra.
"We might be seeing it all this spring--even the Easter ceremonies at
Seville," he urged, exaggerating his demands in the hope of a larger
concession.
"Easter in Seville? And it will be Lent next week!" she laughed.
"Why shouldn't we be married in Lent?" he rejoined; but she looked
so shocked that he saw his mistake.
"Of course I didn't mean that, dearest; but soon after Easter--so that
we could sail at the end of April. I know I could arrange it at the
office."
She smiled dreamily upon the possibility; but he perceived that to dream of
it sufficed her. It was like hearing him read aloud out of his poetry books the
beautiful things that could not possibly happen in real life.
"Oh, do go on, Newland; I do love your descriptions."
"But why should they be only descriptions? Why shouldn't we make them
real?"
"We shall, dearest, of course; next year." Her voice lingered over
it.
"Don't you want them to be real sooner? Can't I persuade you to break
away now?"
She bowed her head, vanishing from him under her conniving hat-brim.
"Why should we dream away another year? Look at me, dear! Don't you
understand how I want you for my wife?"
For a moment she remained motionless; then she raised on him eyes of such
despairing dearness that he half-released her waist from his hold. But suddenly
her look changed and deepened inscrutably. "I'm not sure if I DO understand,"
she said. "Is it--is it because you're not certain of continuing to care
for me?"
Archer sprang up from his seat. "My God--perhaps--I don't know,"
he broke out angrily.
May Welland rose also; as they faced each other she seemed to grow in womanly
stature and dignity. Both were silent for a moment, as if dismayed by the
unforeseen trend of their words: then she said in a low voice: "If that is
it--is there some one else?"
"Some one else--between you and me?" He echoed her words slowly,
as though they were only halfintelligible and he wanted time to repeat the
question to himself. She seemed to catch the uncertainty of his voice, for she
went on in a deepening tone: "Let us talk frankly, Newland. Sometimes I've
felt a difference in you; especially since our engagement has been
announced."
"Dear--what madness!" he recovered himself to exclaim.
She met his protest with a faint smile. "If it is, it won't hurt us to
talk about it." She paused, and added, lifting her head with one of her
noble movements: "Or even if it's true: why shouldn't we speak of it? You
might so easily have made a mistake."
He lowered his head, staring at the black leaf-pattern on the sunny path at
their feet. "Mistakes are always easy to make; but if I had made one of the
kind you suggest, is it likely that I should be imploring you to hasten our
marriage?"
She looked downward too, disturbing the pattern with the point of her
sunshade while she struggled for expression. "Yes," she said at
length. "You might want-- once for all--to settle the question: it's one
way."
Her quiet lucidity startled him, but did not mislead him into thinking her
insensible. Under her hat-brim he saw the pallor of her profile, and a slight
tremor of the nostril above her resolutely steadied lips.
"Well--?" he questioned, sitting down on the bench, and looking up
at her with a frown that he tried to make playful.
She dropped back into her seat and went on: "You mustn't think that a
girl knows as little as her parents imagine. One hears and one notices--one has
one's feelings and ideas. And of course, long before you told me that you cared
for me, I'd known that there was some one else you were interested in; every
one was talking about it two years ago at Newport. And once I saw you sitting
together on the verandah at a dance-- and when she came back into the house her
face was sad, and I felt sorry for her; I remembered it afterward, when we were
engaged."
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