After
he had leaned out into the darkness for a few minutes he heard her say:
"Newland! Do shut the window. You'll catch your death."
He
pulled the sash down and turned back. "Catch my death!" he echoed;
and he felt like adding: "But I've caught it already. I AM dead--I've been
dead for months and months."
And
suddenly the play of the word flashed up a wild suggestion. What if it were SHE
who was dead! If she were going to die--to die soon--and leave him free! The
sensation of standing there, in that warm familiar room, and looking at her,
and wishing her dead, was so strange, so fascinating and overmastering, that
its enormity did not immediately strike him. He simply felt that chance had
given him a new possibility to which his sick soul might cling. Yes, May might
die-- people did: young people, healthy people like herself: she might die, and
set him suddenly free.
She
glanced up, and he saw by her widening eyes that there must be something
strange in his own.
"Newland!
Are you ill?"
He
shook his head and turned toward his arm-chair. She bent over her work-frame,
and as he passed he laid his hand on her hair. "Poor May!" he said.
"Poor?
Why poor?" she echoed with a strained laugh.
"Because
I shall never be able to open a window without worrying you," he rejoined,
laughing also.
For
a moment she was silent; then she said very low, her head bowed over her work:
"I shall never worry if you're happy."
"Ah,
my dear; and I shall never be happy unless I can open the windows!"
"In
THIS weather?" she remonstrated; and with a sigh he buried his head in his
book.
Six
or seven days passed. Archer heard nothing from Madame Olenska, and became
aware that her name would not be mentioned in his presence by any member of the
family. He did not try to see her; to do so while she was at old Catherine's
guarded bedside would have been almost impossible. In the uncertainty of the
situation he let himself drift, conscious, somewhere below the surface of his
thoughts, of a resolve which had come to him when he had leaned out from his
library window into the icy night. The strength of that resolve made it easy to
wait and make no sign.
Then
one day May told him that Mrs. Manson Mingott had asked to see him. There was
nothing surprising in the request, for the old lady was steadily recovering,
and she had always openly declared that she preferred Archer to any of her
other grandsons-inlaw. May gave the message with evident pleasure: she was
proud of old Catherine's appreciation of her husband.
There
was a moment's pause, and then Archer felt it incumbent on him to say:
"All right. Shall we go together this afternoon?"
His
wife's face brightened, but she instantly answered: "Oh, you'd much better
go alone. It bores Granny to see the same people too often."
Archer's
heart was beating violently when he rang old Mrs. Mingott's bell. He had wanted
above all things to go alone, for he felt sure the visit would give him the
chance of saying a word in private to the Countess Olenska. He had determined
to wait till the chance presented itself naturally; and here it was, and here
he was on the doorstep. Behind the door, behind the curtains of the yellow
damask room next to the hall, she was surely awaiting him; in another moment he
should see her, and be able to speak to her before she led him to the
sick-room.
He
wanted only to put one question: after that his course would be clear. What he
wished to ask was simply the date of her return to Washington; and that
question she could hardly refuse to answer.
But
in the yellow sitting-room it was the mulatto maid who waited. Her white teeth
shining like a keyboard, she pushed back the sliding doors and ushered him into
old Catherine's presence.
The
old woman sat in a vast throne-like arm-chair near her bed. Beside her was a
mahogany stand bearing a cast bronze lamp with an engraved globe, over which a
green paper shade had been balanced. There was not a book or a newspaper in
reach, nor any evidence of feminine employment: conversation had always been
Mrs. Mingott's sole pursuit, and she would have scorned to feign an interest in
fancywork.
Archer
saw no trace of the slight distortion left by her stroke. She merely looked
paler, with darker shadows in the folds and recesses of her obesity; and, in
the fluted mob-cap tied by a starched bow between her first two chins, and the
muslin kerchief crossed over her billowing purple dressing-gown, she seemed
like some shrewd and kindly ancestress of her own who might have yielded too
freely to the pleasures of the table.
She
held out one of the little hands that nestled in a hollow of her huge lap like
pet animals, and called to the maid: "Don't let in any one else. If my
daughters call, say I'm asleep."
The
maid disappeared, and the old lady turned to her grandson.
"My
dear, am I perfectly hideous?" she asked gaily, launching out one hand in
search of the folds of muslin on her inaccessible bosom. "My daughters
tell me it doesn't matter at my age--as if hideousness didn't matter all the
more the harder it gets to conceal!"
"My
dear, you're handsomer than ever!" Archer rejoined in the same tone; and
she threw back her head and laughed.
"Ah,
but not as handsome as Ellen!" she jerked out, twinkling at him
maliciously; and before he could answer she added: "Was she so awfully
handsome the day you drove her up from the ferry?"
He
laughed, and she continued: "Was it because you told her so that she had
to put you out on the way? In my youth young men didn't desert pretty women
unless they were made to!" She gave another chuckle, and interrupted it to
say almost querulously: "It's a pity she didn't marry you; I always told
her so. It would have spared me all this worry. But who ever thought of sparing
their grandmother worry?"
Archer
wondered if her illness had blurred her faculties; but suddenly she broke out:
"Well, it's settled, anyhow: she's going to stay with me, whatever the
rest of the family say! She hadn't been here five minutes before I'd have gone
down on my knees to keep her--if only, for the last twenty years, I'd been able
to see where the floor was!"
Archer
listened in silence, and she went on: "They'd talked me over, as no doubt
you know: persuaded me, Lovell, and Letterblair, and Augusta Welland, and all
the rest of them, that I must hold out and cut off her allowance, till she was
made to see that it was her duty to go back to Olenski. They thought they'd convinced
me when the secretary, or whatever he was, came out with the last proposals:
handsome proposals I confess they were. After all, marriage is marriage, and
money's money--both useful things in their way . . . and I didn't know what to
answer--" She broke off and drew a long breath, as if speaking had become
an effort. "But the minute I laid eyes on her, I said: `You sweet bird,
you! Shut you up in that cage again? Never!' And now it's settled that she's to
stay here and nurse her Granny as long as there's a Granny to nurse. It's not a
gay prospect, but she doesn't mind; and of course I've told Letterblair that
she's to be given her proper allowance."
The
young man heard her with veins aglow; but in his confusion of mind he hardly
knew whether her news brought joy or pain. He had so definitely decided on the
course he meant to pursue that for the moment he could not readjust his
thoughts. But gradually there stole over him the delicious sense of
difficulties deferred and opportunities miraculously provided. If Ellen had
consented to come and live with her grandmother it must surely be because she
had recognised the impossibility of giving him up. This was her answer to his
final appeal of the other day: if she would not take the extreme step he had urged,
she had at last yielded to half-measures. He sank back into the thought with
the involuntary relief of a man who has been ready to risk everything, and
suddenly tastes the dangerous sweetness of security.
"She
couldn't have gone back--it was impossible!" he exclaimed.
"Ah,
my dear, I always knew you were on her side; and that's why I sent for you
today, and why I said to your pretty wife, when she proposed to come with you:
`No, my dear, I'm pining to see Newland, and I don't want anybody to share our
transports.' For you see, my dear--" she drew her head back as far as its
tethering chins permitted, and looked him full in the eyes--"you see, we
shall have a fight yet. The family don't want her here, and they'll say it's
because I've been ill, because I'm a weak old woman, that she's persuaded me.
I'm not well enough yet to fight them one by one, and you've got to do it for
me."
"I?"
he stammered.
"You.
Why not?" she jerked back at him, her round eyes suddenly as sharp as
pen-knives. Her hand fluttered from its chair-arm and lit on his with a clutch
of little pale nails like bird-claws. "Why not?" she searchingly
repeated.
Archer,
under the exposure of her gaze, had recovered his self-possession.
"Oh,
I don't count--I'm too insignificant."
"Well,
you're Letterblair's partner, ain't you? You've got to get at them through
Letterblair. Unless you've got a reason," she insisted.
"Oh,
my dear, I back you to hold your own against them all without my help; but you
shall have it if you need it," he reassured her.
"Then
we're safe!" she sighed; and smiling on him with all her ancient cunning
she added, as she settled her head among the cushions: "I always knew
you'd back us up, because they never quote you when they talk about its being
her duty to go home."
He
winced a little at her terrifying perspicacity, and longed to ask: "And
May--do they quote her?" But he judged it safer to turn the question.
"And
Madame Olenska? When am I to see her?" he said.
The
old lady chuckled, crumpled her lids, and went through the pantomime of
archness. "Not today. One at a time, please. Madame Olenska's gone
out."
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