"After
seven. I believe you've been asleep!" She laughed, and drawing out her hat
pins tossed her velvet hat on the sofa. She looked paler than usual, but
sparkling with an unwonted animation.
"I
went to see Granny, and just as I was going away Ellen came in from a walk; so
I stayed and had a long talk with her. It was ages since we'd had a real talk.
. . ." She had dropped into her usual armchair, facing his, and was
running her fingers through her rumpled hair. He fancied she expected him to
speak.
"A
really good talk," she went on, smiling with what seemed to Archer an
unnatural vividness. "She was so dear--just like the old Ellen. I'm afraid
I haven't been fair to her lately. I've sometimes thought--"
Archer
stood up and leaned against the mantelpiece, out of the radius of the lamp.
"Yes,
you've thought--?" he echoed as she paused.
"Well,
perhaps I haven't judged her fairly. She's so different--at least on the
surface. She takes up such odd people--she seems to like to make herself
conspicuous. I suppose it's the life she's led in that fast European society;
no doubt we seem dreadfully dull to her. But I don't want to judge her
unfairly."
She
paused again, a little breathless with the unwonted length of her speech, and
sat with her lips slightly parted and a deep blush on her cheeks.
Archer,
as he looked at her, was reminded of the glow which had suffused her face in
the Mission Garden at St. Augustine. He became aware of the same obscure effort
in her, the same reaching out toward something beyond the usual range of her
vision.
"She
hates Ellen," he thought, "and she's trying to overcome the feeling,
and to get me to help her to overcome it."
The
thought moved him, and for a moment he was on the point of breaking the silence
between them, and throwing himself on her mercy.
"You
understand, don't you," she went on, "why the family have sometimes
been annoyed? We all did what we could for her at first; but she never seemed
to understand. And now this idea of going to see Mrs. Beaufort, of going there
in Granny's carriage! I'm afraid she's quite alienated the van der Luydens . .
."
"Ah,"
said Archer with an impatient laugh. The open door had closed between them
again.
"It's
time to dress; we're dining out, aren't we?" he asked, moving from the
fire.
She
rose also, but lingered near the hearth. As he walked past her she moved
forward impulsively, as though to detain him: their eyes met, and he saw that
hers were of the same swimming blue as when he had left her to drive to Jersey
City.
She
flung her arms about his neck and pressed her cheek to his.
"You
haven't kissed me today," she said in a whisper; and he felt her tremble
in his arms.
XXXII.
At
the court of the Tuileries," said Mr. Sillerton Jackson with his
reminiscent smile, "such things were pretty openly tolerated."
The
scene was the van der Luydens' black walnut dining-room in Madison Avenue, and
the time the evening after Newland Archer's visit to the Museum of Art. Mr. and
Mrs. van der Luyden had come to town for a few days from Skuytercliff, whither
they had precipitately fled at the announcement of Beaufort's failure. It had
been represented to them that the disarray into which society had been thrown
by this deplorable affair made their presence in town more necessary than ever.
It was one of the occasions when, as Mrs. Archer put it, they "owed it to
society" to show themselves at the Opera, and even to open their own
doors.
"It
will never do, my dear Louisa, to let people like Mrs. Lemuel Struthers think
they can step into Regina's shoes. It is just at such times that new people
push in and get a footing. It was owing to the epidemic of chicken-pox in New
York the winter Mrs. Struthers first appeared that the married men slipped away
to her house while their wives were in the nursery. You and dear Henry, Louisa,
must stand in the breach as you always have."
Mr.
and Mrs. van der Luyden could not remain deaf to such a call, and reluctantly
but heroically they had come to town, unmuffled the house, and sent out
invitations for two dinners and an evening reception.
On
this particular evening they had invited Sillerton Jackson, Mrs. Archer and
Newland and his wife to go with them to the Opera, where Faust was being sung
for the first time that winter. Nothing was done without ceremony under the van
der Luyden roof, and though there were but four guests the repast had begun at
seven punctually, so that the proper sequence of courses might be served
without haste before the gentlemen settled down to their cigars.
Archer
had not seen his wife since the evening before. He had left early for the
office, where he had plunged into an accumulation of unimportant business. In
the afternoon one of the senior partners had made an unexpected call on his
time; and he had reached home so late that May had preceded him to the van der
Luydens', and sent back the carriage.
Now,
across the Skuytercliff carnations and the massive plate, she struck him as
pale and languid; but her eyes shone, and she talked with exaggerated
animation.
The
subject which had called forth Mr. Sillerton Jackson's favourite allusion had
been brought up (Archer fancied not without intention) by their hostess. The
Beaufort failure, or rather the Beaufort attitude since the failure, was still
a fruitful theme for the drawingroom moralist; and after it had been thoroughly
examined and condemned Mrs. van der Luyden had turned her scrupulous eyes on
May Archer.
"Is
it possible, dear, that what I hear is true? I was told your grandmother
Mingott's carriage was seen standing at Mrs. Beaufort's door." It was
noticeable that she no longer called the offending lady by her Christian name.
May's
colour rose, and Mrs. Archer put in hastily: "If it was, I'm convinced it
was there without Mrs. Mingott's knowledge."
"Ah,
you think--?" Mrs. van der Luyden paused, sighed, and glanced at her
husband.
"I'm
afraid," Mr. van der Luyden said, "that Madame Olenska's kind heart
may have led her into the imprudence of calling on Mrs. Beaufort."
"Or
her taste for peculiar people," put in Mrs. Archer in a dry tone, while
her eyes dwelt innocently on her son's.
"I'm
sorry to think it of Madame Olenska," said Mrs. van der Luyden; and Mrs.
Archer murmured: "Ah, my dear--and after you'd had her twice at
Skuytercliff!"
It
was at this point that Mr. Jackson seized the chance to place his favourite
allusion.
"At
the Tuileries," he repeated, seeing the eyes of the company expectantly
turned on him, "the standard was excessively lax in some respects; and if
you'd asked where Morny's money came from--! Or who paid the debts of some of
the Court beauties . . ."
"I
hope, dear Sillerton," said Mrs. Archer, "you are not suggesting that
we should adopt such standards?"
"I
never suggest," returned Mr. Jackson imperturbably. "But Madame
Olenska's foreign bringing-up may make her less particular--"
"Ah,"
the two elder ladies sighed.
"Still,
to have kept her grandmother's carriage at a defaulter's door!" Mr. van
der Luyden protested; and Archer guessed that he was remembering, and
resenting, the hampers of carnations he had sent to the little house in
Twenty-third Street.
"Of
course I've always said that she looks at things quite differently," Mrs.
Archer summed up.
A
flush rose to May's forehead. She looked across the table at her husband, and
said precipitately: "I'm sure Ellen meant it kindly."
"Imprudent
people are often kind," said Mrs. Archer, as if the fact were scarcely an
extenuation; and Mrs. van der Luyden murmured: "If only she had consulted
some one--"
"Ah,
that she never did!" Mrs. Archer rejoined.
At
this point Mr. van der Luyden glanced at his wife, who bent her head slightly
in the direction of Mrs. Archer; and the glimmering trains of the three ladies
swept out of the door while the gentlemen settled down to their cigars. Mr. van
der Luyden supplied short ones on Opera nights; but they were so good that they
made his guests deplore his inexorable punctuality.
Archer,
after the first act, had detached himself from the party and made his way to
the back of the club box. From there he watched, over various Chivers, Mingott
and Rushworth shoulders, the same scene that he had looked at, two years
previously, on the night of his first meeting with Ellen Olenska. He had
halfexpected her to appear again in old Mrs. Mingott's box, but it remained
empty; and he sat motionless, his eyes fastened on it, till suddenly Madame
Nilsson's pure soprano broke out into "M'ama, non m'ama . . . "
Archer
turned to the stage, where, in the familiar setting of giant roses and
pen-wiper pansies, the same large blonde victim was succumbing to the same
small brown seducer.
From
the stage his eyes wandered to the point of the horseshoe where May sat between
two older ladies, just as, on that former evening, she had sat between Mrs.
Lovell Mingott and her newly-arrived "foreign" cousin. As on that
evening, she was all in white; and Archer, who had not noticed what she wore,
recognised the blue-white satin and old lace of her wedding dress.
It
was the custom, in old New York, for brides to appear in this costly garment
during the first year or two of marriage: his mother, he knew, kept hers in
tissue paper in the hope that Janey might some day wear it, though poor Janey
was reaching the age when pearl grey poplin and no bridesmaids would be thought
more "appropriate."
It
struck Archer that May, since their return from Europe, had seldom worn her
bridal satin, and the surprise of seeing her in it made him compare her
appearance with that of the young girl he had watched with such blissful
anticipations two years earlier.
Though
May's outline was slightly heavier, as her goddesslike build had foretold, her
athletic erectness of carriage, and the girlish transparency of her expression,
remained unchanged: but for the slight languor that Archer had lately noticed
in her she would have been the exact image of the girl playing with the bouquet
of lilies-of-the-valley on her betrothal evening. The fact seemed an additional
appeal to his pity: such innocence was as moving as the trustful clasp of a
child. Then he remembered the passionate generosity latent under that incurious
calm. He recalled her glance of understanding when he had urged that their
engagement should be announced at the Beaufort ball; he heard the voice in
which she had said, in the Mission garden: "I couldn't have my happiness
made out of a wrong--a wrong to some one else;" and an uncontrollable
longing seized him to tell her the truth, to throw himself on her generosity,
and ask for the freedom he had once refused.
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