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The Psychologist was the only person besides the Doctor and myself who had attended the previous dinner. The other men
were Blank, the Editor aforementioned, a certain journalist, and another--a
quiet, shy man with a beard--whom I didn't know, and who, as far as my
observation went, never opened his mouth all the evening. There was some
speculation at the dinner-table about the Time Traveller's
absence, and I suggested time travelling, in a
half-jocular spirit. The Editor wanted that explained to him, and the
Psychologist volunteered a wooden account of the `ingenious paradox and trick'
we had witnessed that day week. He was in the midst of his exposition when the
door from the corridor opened slowly and without noise. I was facing the door,
and saw it first. `Hallo!' I said. `At last!' And the
door opened wider, and the Time Traveller stood
before us. I gave a cry of surprise. `Good heavens! man,
what's the matter?' cried the Medical Man, who saw him next. And the whole tableful turned towards the door.
He was in an amazing plight. His coat was dusty and dirty, and smeared with
green down the sleeves; his hair disordered, and as it seemed to me greyer--either with dust and dirt or because its colour had actually faded. His face was ghastly pale; his
chin had a brown cut on it--a cut half healed; his expression was haggard and
drawn, as by intense suffering. For a moment he hesitated in the doorway, as if
he had been dazzled by the light. Then he came into the room. He walked with
just such a limp as I have seen in footsore tramps. We stared at him in
silence, expecting him to speak.
He said not a word, but came painfully to the table, and made a motion
towards the wine. The Editor filled a glass of champagne, and pushed it towards
him. He drained it, and it seemed to do him good: for he looked round the
table, and the ghost of his old smile flickered across his face. `What on earth
have you been up to, man?' said the Doctor. The Time Traveller
did not seem to hear. `Don't let me disturb you,' he said, with a certain
faltering articulation. `I'm all right.' He stopped, held out his glass for
more, and took it off at a draught. `That's good,' he said. His eyes grew
brighter, and a faint colour came into his cheeks.
His glance flickered over our faces with a certain dull approval, and then went
round the warm and comfortable room. Then he spoke again, still as it were
feeling his way among his words. `I'm going to wash and dress, and then I'll
come down and explain things. . . Save me some of that mutton. I'm starving for
a bit of meat.'
He looked across at the Editor, who was a rare visitor, and hoped he was all
right. The Editor began a question. `Tell you presently,' said the Time Traveller. `I'm--funny! Be all right in a minute.'
He put down his glass, and walked towards the staircase door. Again I
remarked his lameness and the soft padding sound of his footfall, and standing
up in my place, I saw his feet as he went out. He had nothing on them but a
pair of tattered blood-stained socks. Then the door closed upon him. I had half
a mind to follow, till I remembered how he detested any fuss about himself. For
a minute, perhaps, my mind was wool-gathering. Then, 'Remarkable Behaviour of an Eminent Scientist,' I heard the Editor say, thinking (after his wont) in headlines. And this
brought my attention back to the bright dinner-table.
`What's the game?' said the Journalist. `Has he been doing the Amateur
Cadger? I don't follow.' I met the eye of the Psychologist, and read my own
interpretation in his face. I thought of the Time Traveller
limping painfully upstairs. I don't think any one else had noticed his
lameness.
The first to recover completely from this surprise was the Medical Man, who
rang the bell--the Time Traveller hated to have
servants waiting at dinner--for a hot plate. At that the Editor turned to his
knife and fork with a grunt, and the Silent Man followed suit. The dinner was
resumed. Conversation was exclamatory for a little while, with gaps of
wonderment; and then the Editor got fervent in his curiosity. `Does our friend
eke out his modest income with a crossing? or has he
his Nebuchadnezzar phases?' he inquired. `I feel
assured it's this business of the Time Machine,' I said, and took up the
Psychologist's account of our previous meeting. The new guests were frankly
incredulous. The Editor raised objections. `What WAS this time travelling? A man couldn't cover himself with dust by
rolling in a paradox, could he?' And then, as the idea came home to him, he
resorted to caricature. Hadn't they any clothes-brushes in the Future? The
Journalist too, would not believe at any price, and joined the Editor in the
easy work of heaping ridicule on the whole thing. They were both the new kind
of journalist--very joyous, irreverent young men. `Our Special Correspondent in
the Day after To-morrow reports,' the Journalist was saying--or rather
shouting--when the Time Traveller came back. He was
dressed in ordinary evening clothes, and nothing save his haggard look remained
of the change that had startled me.
`I say,' said the Editor hilariously, `these chaps here say you have been travelling into the middle of next week! Tell us all about
little Rosebery, will you? What will you take for the
lot?'
The Time Traveller came to the place reserved for
him without a word. He smiled quietly, in his old way. `Where's my mutton?' he
said. `What a treat it is to stick a fork into meat again!'
`Story!' cried the Editor.
`Story be damned!' said the Time Traveller. `I want something to eat. I won't say a word
until I get some peptone into my arteries. Thanks. And the
salt.'
`One word,' said I. `Have you been time travelling?'
`Yes,' said the Time Traveller, with his mouth
full, nodding his head.
`I'd give a shilling a line for a verbatim note,' said the Editor. The Time Traveller pushed his glass towards the Silent Man and rang
it with his fingernail; at which the Silent Man, who had been staring at his
face, started convulsively, and poured him wine. The rest of the dinner was
uncomfortable. For my own part, sudden questions kept on rising to my lips, and
I dare say it was the same with the others. The Journalist tried to relieve the
tension by telling anecdotes of Hettie Potter. The Time
Traveller devoted his attention to his dinner, and
displayed the appetite of a tramp. The Medical Man smoked a cigarette, and
watched the Time Traveller through his eyelashes. The
Silent Man seemed even more clumsy than usual, and drank champagne with regularity
and determination out of sheer nervousness. At last the Time Traveller pushed his plate away, and looked round us. `I
suppose I must apologize,' he said. `I was simply starving. I've had a most
amazing time.' He reached out his hand for a cigar, and cut the end. `But come
into the smoking-room. It's too long a story to tell over greasy plates.' And
ringing the bell in passing, he led the way into the adjoining room.
`You have told Blank, and Dash, and Chose about the machine?' he said to me,
leaning back in his easy-chair and naming the three new guests.
`But the thing's a mere paradox,' said the Editor.
`I can't argue to-night. I don't mind telling you the story, but I can't
argue. I will,' he went on, `tell you the story of what has happened to me, if
you like, but you must refrain from interruptions. I want to tell it. Badly. Most of it will sound like lying. So be it! It's
true--every word of it, all the same. I was in my laboratory at four o'clock, and since then . . . I've lived
eight days . . . such days as no human being ever lived before! I'm nearly worn
out, but I shan't sleep till I've told this thing over to you. Then I shall go
to bed. But no interruptions! Is it agreed?'
`Agreed,' said the Editor, and the rest of us echoed `Agreed.' And with that
the Time Traveller began his story as I have set it
forth. He sat back in his chair at first, and spoke like a weary man.
Afterwards he got more animated. In writing it down I feel with only too much
keenness the inadequacy of pen and ink --and, above all, my own inadequacy--to
express its quality. You read, I will suppose, attentively enough; but you
cannot see the speaker's white, sincere face in the bright circle of the little
lamp, nor hear the intonation of his voice. You cannot know how his expression
followed the turns of his story! Most of us hearers were in shadow, for the
candles in the smoking-room had not been lighted, and only the face of the
Journalist and the legs of the Silent Man from the knees downward were
illuminated. At first we glanced now and again at each other. After a time we ceased to do that, and looked only at the Time Traveller's face.
III
`I told some of you last Thursday of the principles of the Time Machine, and
showed you the actual thing itself, incomplete in the workshop. There it is
now, a little travel-worn, truly; and one of the ivory bars is cracked, and a
brass rail bent; but the rest of it's sound enough. I
expected to finish it on Friday, but on Friday, when the putting together was
nearly done, I found that one of the nickel bars was exactly one inch too
short, and this I had to get remade; so that the thing was not complete until
this morning. It was at ten o'clock
to-day that the first of all Time Machines began its career. I gave it a last
tap, tried all the screws again, put one more drop of oil on the quartz rod,
and sat myself in the saddle. I suppose a suicide who holds a pistol to his
skull feels much the same wonder at what will come next as I felt then. I took
the starting lever in one hand and the stopping one in the other, pressed the
first, and almost immediately the second. I seemed to reel; I felt a nightmare
sensation of falling; and, looking round, I saw the laboratory exactly as
before. Had anything happened? For a moment I suspected that my intellect had
tricked me. Then I noted the clock. A moment before, as it seemed, it had stood
at a minute or so past ten; now it was nearly half-past three!
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