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`I drew a breath, set my teeth, gripped the starting lever with both hands,
and went off with a thud. The laboratory got hazy and went dark. Mrs. Watchett came in and walked, apparently without seeing me,
towards the garden door. I suppose it took her a minute or so to traverse the
place, but to me she seemed to shoot across the room like a rocket. I pressed
the lever over to its extreme position. The night came like the turning out of
a lamp, and in another moment came to-morrow. The laboratory grew faint and
hazy, then fainter and ever fainter. To-morrow night came black, then day
again, night again, day again, faster and faster still. An eddying murmur
filled my ears, and a strange, dumb confusedness descended on my mind.
`I am afraid I cannot convey the peculiar sensations of time travelling. They are excessively unpleasant. There is a
feeling exactly like that one has upon a switchback--of a helpless headlong
motion! I felt the same horrible anticipation, too, of an imminent smash. As I
put on pace, night followed day like the flapping of a black wing. The dim
suggestion of the laboratory seemed presently to fall away from me, and I saw
the sun hopping swiftly across the sky, leaping it every minute, and every
minute marking a day. I supposed the laboratory had been destroyed and I had
come into the open air. I had a dim impression of scaffolding, but I was
already going too fast to be conscious of any moving things. The slowest snail
that ever crawled dashed by too fast for me. The twinkling succession of
darkness and light was excessively painful to the eye. Then, in the
intermittent darknesses, I saw the moon spinning
swiftly through her quarters from new to full, and had a faint glimpse of the
circling stars. Presently, as I went on, still gaining velocity, the
palpitation of night and day merged into one continuous greyness;
the sky took on a wonderful deepness of blue, a splendid luminous color like
that of early twilight; the jerking sun became a streak of fire, a brilliant
arch, in space; the moon a fainter fluctuating band; and I could see nothing of
the stars, save now and then a brighter circle flickering in the blue.
`The landscape was misty and vague. I was still on the hill-side upon which
this house now stands, and the shoulder rose above me grey
and dim. I saw trees growing and changing like puffs of vapour,
now brown, now green; they grew, spread, shivered, and passed away. I saw huge
buildings rise up faint and fair, and pass like dreams. The whole surface of
the earth seemed changed--melting and flowing under my eyes. The little hands
upon the dials that registered my speed raced round faster and faster.
Presently I noted that the sun belt swayed up and
down, from solstice to solstice, in a minute or less, and that consequently my
pace was over a year a minute; and minute by minute the white snow flashed
across the world, and vanished, and was followed by the bright, brief green of
spring.
`The unpleasant sensations of the start were less poignant now. They merged
at last into a kind of hysterical exhilaration. I remarked indeed a clumsy
swaying of the machine, for which I was unable to account. But my mind was too
confused to attend to it, so with a kind of madness growing upon me, I flung
myself into futurity. At first I scarce thought of stopping, scarce thought of
anything but these new sensations. But presently a fresh series of impressions
grew up in my mind--a certain curiosity and therewith a certain dread--until at
last they took complete possession of me. What strange developments of
humanity, what wonderful advances upon our rudimentary civilization, I thought,
might not appear when I came to look nearly into the dim elusive world that
raced and fluctuated before my eyes! I saw great and splendid architecture
rising about me, more massive than any buildings of our own time, and yet, as
it seemed, built of glimmer and mist. I saw a richer green flow up the
hill-side, and remain there, without any wintry intermission. Even through the
veil of my confusion the earth seemed very fair. And so my mind came round to the
business of stopping,
`The peculiar risk lay in the possibility of my finding some substance in
the space which I, or the machine, occupied. So long as I travelled
at a high velocity through time, this scarcely mattered; I was, so to speak,
attenuated--was slipping like a vapour through the
interstices of intervening substances! But to come to a stop involved the
jamming of myself, molecule by molecule, into whatever lay in my way; meant
bringing my atoms into such intimate contact with those of the obstacle that a
profound chemical reaction--possibly a far-reaching explosion --would result,
and blow myself and my apparatus out of all possible dimensions--into the
Unknown. This possibility had occurred to me again and again while I was making
the machine; but then I had cheerfully accepted it as an unavoidable risk-- one
of the risks a man has got to take! Now the risk was inevitable, I no longer
saw it in the same cheerful light. The fact is that insensibly, the absolute
strangeness of everything, the sickly jarring and swaying of the machine, above
all, the feeling of prolonged falling, had absolutely upset my nerve. I told
myself that I could never stop, and with a gust of petulance I resolved to stop
forthwith. Like an impatient fool, I lugged over the lever, and incontinently
the thing went reeling over, and I was flung headlong through the air.
`There was the sound of a clap of thunder in my ears. I may have been
stunned for a moment. A pitiless hail was hissing round me, and I was sitting
on soft turf in front of the overset machine. Everything still seemed grey, but presently I remarked that the confusion in my
ears was gone. I looked round me. I was on what seemed to be a little lawn in a
garden, surrounded by rhododendron bushes, and I noticed that their mauve and
purple blossoms were dropping in a shower under the beating of the hail-stones.
The rebounding, dancing hail hung in a cloud over the machine, and drove along
the ground like smoke. In a moment I was wet to the skin. "Fine hospitality,"
said I, "to a man who has travelled innumerable
years to see you."
`Presently I thought what a fool I was to get wet. I stood up and looked
round me. A colossal figure, carved apparently in some white stone, loomed
indistinctly beyond the rhododendrons through the hazy downpour. But all else
of the world was invisible.
`My sensations would be hard to describe. As the columns of hail grew
thinner, I saw the white figure more distinctly. It was very large, for a
silver birch-tree touched its shoulder. It was of white marble, in shape
something like a winged sphinx, but the wings, instead of being carried
vertically at the sides, were spread so that it seemed to hover. The pedestal,
it appeared to me, was of bronze, and was thick with verdigris. It chanced that
the face was towards me; the sightless eyes seemed to watch me; there was the
faint shadow of a smile on the lips. It was greatly weather-worn, and that
imparted an unpleasant suggestion of disease. I stood looking at it for a
little space--half a minute, perhaps, or half an hour. It seemed to advance and
to recede as the hail drove before it denser or thinner. At last I tore my eyes
from it for a moment and saw that the hail curtain had worn threadbare, and
that the sky was lightening with the promise of the Sun.
`I looked up again at the crouching white shape, and the full temerity of my
voyage came suddenly upon me. What might appear when that hazy curtain was
altogether withdrawn? What might not have happened to men? What if cruelty had
grown into a common passion? What if in this interval the race had lost its
manliness and had developed into something inhuman, unsympathetic, and
overwhelmingly powerful? I might seem some old-world savage animal, only the
more dreadful and disgusting for our common likeness--a foul creature to be
incontinently slain.
`Already I saw other vast shapes--huge buildings with intricate parapets and
tall columns, with a wooded hill-side dimly creeping in upon me through the
lessening storm. I was seized with a panic fear. I turned frantically to the
Time Machine, and strove hard to readjust it. As I did so the shafts of the sun
smote through the thunderstorm. The grey downpour was
swept aside and vanished like the trailing garments of a ghost. Above me, in
the intense blue of the summer sky, some faint brown shreds of cloud whirled
into nothingness. The great buildings about me stood out clear and distinct,
shining with the wet of the thunderstorm, and picked out in white by the unmelted hailstones piled along their courses. I felt naked
in a strange world. I felt as perhaps a bird may feel in the clear air, knowing
the hawk wings above and will swoop. My fear grew to frenzy. I took a breathing
space, set my teeth, and again grappled fiercely, wrist and knee, with the
machine. It gave under my desperate onset and turned over. It struck my chin
violently. One hand on the saddle, the other on the lever, I stood panting
heavily in attitude to mount again.
`But with this recovery of a prompt retreat my courage recovered. I looked
more curiously and less fearfully at this world of the remote future. In a
circular opening, high up in the wall of the nearer house, I saw a group of
figures clad in rich soft robes. They had seen me, and their faces were
directed towards me.
`Then I heard voices approaching me. Coming through the bushes by the White
Sphinx were the heads and shoulders of men running. One of these emerged in a
pathway leading straight to the little lawn upon which I stood with my machine.
He was a slight creature--perhaps four feet high--clad in a purple tunic,
girdled at the waist with a leather belt. Sandals or buskins--I could not
clearly distinguish which--were on his feet; his legs were bare to the knees,
and his head was bare. Noticing that, I noticed for the first time how warm the
air was.
`He struck me as being a very beautiful and graceful creature, but
indescribably frail. His flushed face reminded me of the more beautiful kind of
consumptive--that hectic beauty of which we used to hear so much. At the sight
of him I suddenly regained confidence. I took my hands from the machine.
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