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`She was exactly like a child. She wanted to be with me always. She tried to
follow me everywhere, and on my next journey out and about it went to my heart
to tire her down, and leave her at last, exhausted and calling after me rather
plaintively. But the problems of the world had to be mastered. I had not, I
said to myself, come into the future to carry on a miniature flirtation. Yet
her distress when I left her was very great, her expostulations at the parting
were sometimes frantic, and I think, altogether, I had as much trouble as
comfort from her devotion. Nevertheless she was, somehow, a very great comfort.
I thought it was mere childish affection that made her cling to me. Until it
was too late, I did not clearly know what I had inflicted upon her when I left
her. Nor until it was too late did I clearly understand what she was to me.
For, by merely seeming fond of me, and showing in her weak, futile way that she
cared for me, the little doll of a creature presently gave my return to the neighbourhood of the White Sphinx almost the feeling of
coming home; and I would watch for her tiny figure of white and gold so soon as
I came over the hill.
`It was from her, too, that I learned that fear had not yet left the world.
She was fearless enough in the daylight, and she had the oddest confidence in
me; for once, in a foolish moment, I made threatening grimaces at her, and she
simply laughed at them. But she dreaded the dark, dreaded shadows, dreaded
black things. Darkness to her was the one thing dreadful. It was a singularly
passionate emotion, and it set me thinking and observing. I discovered then,
among other things, that these little people gathered into the great houses
after dark, and slept in droves. To enter upon them without a light was to put
them into a tumult of apprehension. I never found one out of doors, or one
sleeping alone within doors, after dark. Yet I was still such a blockhead that
I missed the lesson of that fear, and in spite of Weena's
distress I insisted upon sleeping away from these slumbering multitudes.
`It troubled her greatly, but in the end her odd affection for me triumphed,
and for five of the nights of our acquaintance, including the last night of
all, she slept with her head pillowed on my arm. But my story slips away from
me as I speak of her. It must have been the night before her rescue that I was
awakened about dawn. I had been restless, dreaming most disagreeably that I was
drowned, and that sea anemones were feeling over my face with their soft palps. I woke with a start, and with an odd fancy that some
greyish animal had just rushed out of the chamber. I
tried to get to sleep again, but I felt restless and uncomfortable. It was that
dim grey hour when things are just creeping out of
darkness, when everything is colourless and clear cut, and yet unreal. I got up, and went down into the great
hall, and so out upon the flagstones in front of the palace. I thought I would
make a virtue of necessity, and see the sunrise.
`The moon was setting, and the dying moonlight and the first pallor of dawn
were mingled in a ghastly half-light. The bushes were inky black, the ground a sombre grey, the sky colourless and cheerless. And up the hill I thought I could
see ghosts. There several times, as I scanned the slope, I saw white figures.
Twice I fancied I saw a solitary white, ape-like creature running rather
quickly up the hill, and once near the ruins I saw a leash of them carrying
some dark body. They moved hastily. I did not see what became of them. It
seemed that they vanished among the bushes. The dawn was still indistinct, you
must understand. I was feeling that chill, uncertain, early-morning feeling you
may have known. I doubted my eyes.
`As the eastern sky grew brighter, and the light of the day came on and its
vivid colouring returned upon the world once more, I
scanned the view keenly. But I saw no vestige of my white figures. They were
mere creatures of the half light. "They must have been ghosts," I
said; "I wonder whence they dated." For a queer notion of Grant
Allen's came into my head, and amused me. If each generation die and leave
ghosts, he argued, the world at last will get overcrowded with them. On that
theory they would have grown innumerable some Eight Hundred Thousand Years
hence, and it was no great wonder to see four at once. But the jest was
unsatisfying, and I was thinking of these figures all the morning, until Weena's rescue drove them out of my head. I associated them
in some indefinite way with the white animal I had startled in my first
passionate search for the Time Machine. But Weena was
a pleasant substitute. Yet all the same, they were soon destined to take far
deadlier possession of my mind.
`I think I have said how much hotter than our own was the weather of this
Golden Age. I cannot account for it. It may be that the sun was hotter, or the
earth nearer the sun. It is usual to assume that the sun will go on cooling
steadily in the future. But people, unfamiliar with such speculations as those
of the younger Darwin, forget that
the planets must ultimately fall back one by one into the parent body. As these
catastrophes occur, the sun will blaze with renewed energy; and it may be that
some inner planet had suffered this fate. Whatever the reason, the fact remains
that the sun was very much hotter than we know it.
`Well, one very hot morning--my fourth, I think--as I was seeking shelter
from the heat and glare in a colossal ruin near the great house where I slept
and fed, there happened this strange thing: Clambering among these heaps of
masonry, I found a narrow gallery, whose end and side windows were blocked by
fallen masses of stone. By contrast with the brilliancy outside, it seemed at
first impenetrably dark to me. I entered it groping, for the change from light
to blackness made spots of colour swim before me.
Suddenly I halted spellbound. A pair of eyes, luminous by reflection against
the daylight without, was watching me out of the darkness.
`The old instinctive dread of wild beasts came upon me. I clenched my hands
and steadfastly looked into the glaring eyeballs. I was afraid to turn. Then
the thought of the absolute security in which humanity appeared to be living
came to my mind. And then I remembered that strange terror of the dark.
Overcoming my fear to some extent, I advanced a step and spoke. I will admit
that my voice was harsh and ill-controlled. I put out my hand and touched
something soft. At once the eyes darted sideways, and something white ran past
me. I turned with my heart in my mouth, and saw a queer little ape-like figure,
its head held down in a peculiar manner, running across the sunlit space behind
me. It blundered against a block of granite, staggered aside, and in a moment
was hidden in a black shadow beneath another pile of ruined masonry.
`My impression of it is, of course, imperfect; but I know it was a dull
white, and had strange large greyish-red eyes; also
that there was flaxen hair on its head and down its back. But, as I say, it
went too fast for me to see distinctly. I cannot even say whether it ran on
all-fours, or only with its forearms held very low. After an instant's pause I
followed it into the second heap of ruins. I could not find it at first; but,
after a time in the profound obscurity, I came upon one of those round
well-like openings of which I have told you, half closed by a fallen pillar. A
sudden thought came to me. Could this Thing have vanished down the shaft? I lit
a match, and, looking down, I saw a small, white, moving creature, with large
bright eyes which regarded me steadfastly as it retreated. It made me shudder.
It was so like a human spider! It was clambering down the wall, and now I saw
for the first time a number of metal foot and hand rests forming a kind of
ladder down the shaft. Then the light burned my fingers and fell out of my
hand, going out as it dropped, and when I had lit another the little monster
had disappeared.
`I do not know how long I sat peering down that well. It was not for some
time that I could succeed in persuading myself that the thing I had seen was
human. But, gradually, the truth dawned on me: that Man had not remained one
species, but had differentiated into two distinct animals: that my graceful
children of the Upper-world were not the sole descendants of our generation,
but that this bleached, obscene, nocturnal Thing, which had flashed before me,
was also heir to all the ages.
`I thought of the flickering pillars and of my theory of an
underground ventilation. I began to suspect their true import. And what,
I wondered, was this Lemur doing in my scheme of a perfectly balanced
organization? How was it related to the indolent serenity of the beautiful
Upper-worlders? And what was hidden down there, at
the foot of that shaft? I sat upon the edge of the well telling myself that, at
any rate, there was nothing to fear, and that there I must descend for the
solution of my difficulties. And withal I was absolutely afraid to go! As I
hesitated, two of the beautiful Upper-world people came running in their
amorous sport across the daylight in the shadow. The male pursued the female,
flinging flowers at her as he ran.
`They seemed distressed to find me, my arm against the overturned pillar,
peering down the well. Apparently it was considered bad form to remark these
apertures; for when I pointed to this one, and tried to frame a question about
it in their tongue, they were still more visibly distressed and turned away.
But they were interested by my matches, and I struck some to amuse them. I
tried them again about the well, and again I failed. So presently I left them,
meaning to go back to Weena, and see what I could get
from her. But my mind was already in revolution; my guesses and impressions
were slipping and sliding to a new adjustment. I had now a clue to the import
of these wells, to the ventilating towers, to the mystery of the ghosts; to say
nothing of a hint at the meaning of the bronze gates and the fate of the Time
Machine! And very vaguely there came a suggestion towards the solution of the
economic problem that had puzzled me.
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