`Well, my Lady, I only hope and pray you may. It would be lovely for you:
and for everybody. My word, a child in Wragby, what a difference it would
make!'
`Wouldn't it!' said Connie.
And she chose three R. A. pictures of sixty years ago, to send to the
Duchess of Shortlands for that lady's next charitable bazaar. She was called
`the bazaar duchess', and she always asked all the county to send things for
her to sell. She would be delighted with three framed R. A.s. She might even
call, on the strength of them. How furious Clifford was when she called!
But oh my dear! Mrs Bolton was thinking to herself. Is it Oliver Mellors'
child you're preparing us for? Oh my dear, that would be a Tevershall
baby in the Wragby cradle, my word! Wouldn't shame it, neither!
Among other monstrosities in this lumber room was a largish blackjapanned
box, excellently and ingeniously made some sixty or seventy years ago, and
fitted with every imaginable object. On top was a concentrated toilet set:
brushes, bottles, mirrors, combs, boxes, even three beautiful little razors in
safety sheaths, shaving-bowl and all. Underneath came a sort of escritoire
outfit: blotters, pens, ink-bottles, paper, envelopes, memorandum books: and
then a perfect sewing-outfit, with three different sized scissors, thimbles,
needles, silks and cottons, darning egg, all of the very best quality and
perfectly finished. Then there was a little medicine store, with bottles
labelled Laudanum, Tincture of Myrrh, Ess. Cloves and so on: but empty.
Everything was perfectly new, and the whole thing, when shut up, was as big as
a small, but fat weekend bag. And inside, it fitted together like a puzzle. The
bottles could not possibly have spilled: there wasn't room.
The thing was wonderfully made and contrived, excellent craftsmanship of the
Victorian order. But somehow it was monstrous. Some Chatterley must even have
felt it, for the thing had never been used. It had a peculiar soullessness.
Yet Mrs Bolton was thrilled.
`Look what beautiful brushes, so expensive, even the shaving brushes, three
perfect ones! No! and those scissors! They're the best that money could buy.
Oh, I call it lovely!'
`Do you?' said Connie. `Then you have it.'
`Oh no, my Lady!'
`Of course! It will only lie here till Doomsday. If you won't have it, I'll
send it to the Duchess as well as the pictures, and she doesn't deserve so
much. Do have it!'
`Oh, your Ladyship! Why, I shall never be able to thank you.'
`You needn't try,' laughed Connie.
And Mrs Bolton sailed down with the huge and very black box in her arms,
flushing bright pink in her excitement.
Mr Betts drove her in the trap to her house in the village, with the box.
And she had to have a few friends in, to show it: the school-mistress,
the chemist's wife, Mrs Weedon the undercashier's wife. They thought it
marvellous. And then started the whisper of Lady Chatterley's child.
`Wonders'll never cease!' said Mrs Weedon.
But Mrs Bolton was convinced, if it did come, it would be Sir
Clifford's child. So there!
Not long after, the rector said gently to Clifford:
`And may we really hope for an heir to Wragby? Ah, that would be the hand of
God in mercy, indeed!'
`Well! We may hope,' said Clifford, with a faint irony, and at the
same time, a certain conviction. He had begun to believe it really possible it
might even be his child.
Then one afternoon came Leslie Winter, Squire Winter, as everybody called
him: lean, immaculate, and seventy: and every inch a gentleman, as Mrs Bolton
said to Mrs Betts. Every millimetre indeed! And with his old-fashioned, rather
haw-haw! manner of speaking, he seemed more out of date than bag wigs. Time, in
her flight, drops these fine old feathers.
They discussed the collieries. Clifford's idea was, that his coal, even the
poor sort, could be made into hard concentrated fuel that would burn at great
heat if fed with certain damp, acidulated air at a fairly strong pressure. It
had long been observed that in a particularly strong, wet wind the pit-bank
burned very vivid, gave off hardly any fumes, and left a fine powder of ash,
instead of the slow pink gravel.
`But where will you find the proper engines for burning your fuel?' asked
Winter.
`I'll make them myself. And I'll use my fuel myself. And I'll sell electric
power. I'm certain I could do it.'
`If you can do it, then splendid, splendid, my dear boy. Haw! Splendid! If I
can be of any help, I shall be delighted. I'm afraid I am a little out of date,
and my collieries are like me. But who knows, when I'm gone, there may be men
like you. Splendid! It will employ all the men again, and you won't have to sell
your coal, or fail to sell it. A splendid idea, and I hope it will be a
success. If I had sons of my own, no doubt they would have up-to-date ideas for
Shipley: no doubt! By the way, dear boy, is there any foundation to the rumour
that we may entertain hopes of an heir to Wragby?'
`Is there a rumour?' asked Clifford.
`Well, my dear boy, Marshall from Fillingwood asked me, that's all I can say
about a rumour. Of course I wouldn't repeat it for the world, if there were no
foundation.'
`Well, Sir,' said Clifford uneasily, but with strange bright eyes. `There is
a hope. There is a hope.'
Winter came across the room and wrung Clifford's hand.
`My dear boy, my dear lad, can you believe what it means to me, to hear
that! And to hear you are working in the hopes of a son: and that you may again
employ every man at Tevershall. Ah, my boy! to keep up the level of the race,
and to have work waiting for any man who cares to work!--'
The old man was really moved.
Next day Connie was arranging tall yellow tulips in a glass vase.
`Connie,' said Clifford, `did you know there was a rumour that you are going
to supply Wragby with a son and heir?'
Connie felt dim with terror, yet she stood quite still, touching the
flowers.
`No!' she said. `Is it a joke? Or malice?'
He paused before he answered:
`Neither, I hope. I hope it may be a prophecy.'
Connie went on with her flowers.
`I had a letter from Father this morning,' She said. `He wants to know if I
am aware he has accepted Sir Alexander Cooper's Invitation for me for July and
August, to the Villa Esmeralda in Venice.'
`July and August?' said Clifford.
`Oh, I wouldn't stay all that time. Are you sure you wouldn't come?'
`I won't travel abroad,' said Clifford promptly. She took her flowers to the
window.
`Do you mind if I go?' she said. You know it was promised, for this summer.
`For how long would you go?'
`Perhaps three weeks.'
There was silence for a time.
`Well,' said Clifford slowly, and a little gloomily. `I suppose I could
stand it for three weeks: if I were absolutely sure you'd want to come back.'
`I should want to come back,' she said, with a quiet simplicity, heavy with
conviction. She was thinking of the other man.
Clifford felt her conviction, and somehow he believed her, he believed it
was for him. He felt immensely relieved, joyful at once.
`In that case,' he said,
`I think it would be all right, don't you?'
`I think so,' she said.
`You'd enjoy the change?' She looked up at him with strange blue eyes.
`I should like to see Venice again,' she said, `and to bathe from one of the
shingle islands across the lagoon. But you know I loathe the Lido! And I don't
fancy I shall like Sir Alexander Cooper and Lady Cooper. But if Hilda is there,
and we have a gondola of our own: yes, it will be rather lovely. I do
wish you'd come.'
She said it sincerely. She would so love to make him happy, in these ways.
`Ah, but think of me, though, at the Gare du Nord: at Calais quay!'
`But why not? I see other men carried in litter-chairs, who have been
wounded in the war. Besides, we'd motor all the way.'
`We should need to take two men.'
`Oh no! We'd manage with Field. There would always be another man there.'
But Clifford shook his head.
`Not this year, dear! Not this year! Next year probably I'll try.'
She went away gloomily. Next year! What would next year bring? She herself
did not really want to go to Venice: not now, now there was the other man. But
she was going as a sort of discipline: and also because, if she had a child,
Clifford could think she had a lover in Venice.
It was already May, and in June they were supposed to start. Always these
arrangements! Always one's life arranged for one! Wheels that worked one and
drove one, and over which one had no real control!
It was May, but cold and wet again. A cold wet May, good for corn and hay!
Much the corn and hay matter nowadays! Connie had to go into Uthwaite, which
was their little town, where the Chatterleys were still theChatterleys.
She went alone, Field driving her.
In spite of May and a new greenness, the country was dismal. It was rather
chilly, and there was smoke on the rain, and a certain sense of exhaust vapour
in the air. One just had to live from one's resistance. No wonder these people
were ugly and tough.
The car ploughed uphill through the long squalid straggle of Tevershall, the
blackened brick dwellings, the black slate roofs glistening their sharp edges,
the mud black with coal-dust, the pavements wet and black. It was as if
dismalness had soaked through and through everything. The utter negation of
natural beauty, the utter negation of the gladness of life, the utter absence
of the instinct for shapely beauty which every bird and beast has, the utter death
of the human intuitive faculty was appalling. The stacks of soap in the
grocers' shops, the rhubarb and lemons in the greengrocers! the awful hats in
the milliners! all went by ugly, ugly, ugly, followed by the plaster-and-gilt
horror of the cinema with its wet picture announcements, `A Woman's Love!', and
the new big Primitive chapel, primitive enough in its stark brick and big panes
of greenish and raspberry glass in the windows. The Wesleyan chapel, higher up,
was of blackened brick and stood behind iron railings and blackened shrubs. The
Congregational chapel, which thought itself superior, was built of rusticated
sandstone and had a steeple, but not a very high one. Just beyond were the new
school buildings, expensivink brick, and gravelled playground inside iron
railings, all very imposing, and fixing the suggestion of a chapel and a
prison. Standard Five girls were having a singing lesson, just finishing the
la-me-doh-la exercises and beginning a `sweet children's song'. Anything more
unlike song, spontaneous song, would be impossible to imagine: a strange
bawling yell that followed the outlines of a tune. It was not like savages:
savages have subtle rhythms. It was not like animals: animals mean
something when they yell. It was like nothing on earth, and it was called
singing. Connie sat and listened with her heart in her boots, as Field was
filling petrol. What could possibly become of such a people, a people in whom
the living intuitive faculty was dead as nails, and only queer mechanical yells
and uncanny will-power remained?
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