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`Let's live for summat else. Let's not live ter make money, neither for us-selves
nor for anybody else. Now we're forced to. We're forced to make a bit for
us-selves, an' a fair lot for th' bosses. Let's stop it! Bit by bit, let's stop
it. We needn't rant an' rave. Bit by bit, let's drop the whole industrial life
an' go back. The least little bit o' money'll do. For everybody, me an' you,
bosses an' masters, even th' king. The least little bit o' money'll really do.
Just make up your mind to it, an' you've got out o' th' mess.' He paused, then
went on:
`An' I'd tell 'em: Look! Look at Joe! He moves lovely! Look how he moves,
alive and aware. He's beautiful! An' look at Jonah! He's clumsy, he's ugly,
because he's niver willin' to rouse himself I'd tell 'em: Look! look at
yourselves! one shoulder higher than t'other, legs twisted, feet all lumps!
What have yer done ter yerselves, wi' the blasted work? Spoilt yerselves. No
need to work that much. Take yer clothes off an' look at yourselves. Yer ought
ter be alive an' beautiful, an' yer ugly an' half dead. So I'd tell 'em. An'
I'd get my men to wear different clothes: appen close red trousers, bright red,
an' little short white jackets. Why, if men had red, fine legs, that alone
would change them in a month. They'd begin to be men again, to be men! An' the
women could dress as they liked. Because if once the men walked with legs close
bright scarlet, and buttocks nice and showing scarlet under a little white
jacket: then the women 'ud begin to be women. It's because th' men aren't
men, that th' women have to be.--An' in time pull down Tevershall and build a
few beautiful buildings, that would hold us all. An' clean the country up
again. An' not have many children, because the world is overcrowded.
`But I wouldn't preach to the men: only strip 'em an' say: Look at
yourselves! That's workin' for money!--Hark at yourselves! That's working for
money. You've been working for money! Look at Tevershall! It's horrible. That's
because it was built while you was working for money. Look at your girls! They
don't care about you, you don't care about them. It's because you've spent your
time working an' caring for money. You can't talk nor move nor live, you can't
properly be with a woman. You're not alive. Look at yourselves!'
There fell a complete silence. Connie was half listening, and threading in
the hair at the root of his belly a few forget-me-nots that she had gathered on
the way to the hut. Outside, the world had gone still, and a little icy.
`You've got four kinds of hair,' she said to him. `On your chest it's nearly
black, and your hair isn't dark on your head: but your moustache is hard and
dark red, and your hair here, your love-hair, is like a little brush of bright
red-gold mistletoe. It's the loveliest of all!'
He looked down and saw the milky bits of forget-me-nots in the hair on his
groin.
`Ay! That's where to put forget-me-nots, in the man-hair, or the
maiden-hair. But don't you care about the future?'
She looked up at him.
`Oh, I do, terribly!' she said.
`Because when I feel the human world is doomed, has doomed itself by its own
mingy beastliness, then I feel the Colonies aren't far enough. The moon
wouldn't be far enough, because even there you could look back and see the
earth, dirty, beastly, unsavoury among all the stars: made foul by men. Then I
feel I've swallowed gall, and it's eating my inside out, and nowhere's far
enough away to get away. But when I get a turn, I forget it all again. Though
it's a shame, what's been done to people these last hundred years: men turned
into nothing but labour-insects, and all their manhood taken away, and all
their real life. I'd wipe the machines off the face of the earth again, and end
the industrial epoch absolutely, like a black mistake. But since I can't, an'
nobody can, I'd better hold my peace, an' try an' live my own life: if I've got
one to live, which I rather doubt.'
The thunder had ceased outside, but the rain which had abated, suddenly came
striking down, with a last blench of lightning and mutter of departing storm.
Connie was uneasy. He had talked so long now, and he was really talking to
himself not to her. Despair seemed to come down on him completely, and she was
feeling happy, she hated despair. She knew her leaving him, which he had only
just realized inside himself had plunged him back into this mood. And she triumphed
a little.
She opened the door and looked at the straight heavy rain, like a steel
curtain, and had a sudden desire to rush out into it, to rush away. She got up,
and began swiftly pulling off her stockings, then her dress and underclothing,
and he held his breath. Her pointed keen animal breasts tipped and stirred as
she moved. She was ivory-coloured in the greenish light. She slipped on her
rubber shoes again and ran out with a wild little laugh, holding up her breasts
to the heavy rain and spreading her arms, and running blurred in the rain with
the eurhythmic dance movements she had learned so long ago in Dresden. It was a
strange pallid figure lifting and falling, bending so the rain beat and
glistened on the full haunches, swaying up again and coming belly-forward
through the rain, then stooping again so that only the full loins and buttocks
were offered in a kind of homage towards him, repeating a wild obeisance.
He laughed wryly, and threw off his clothes. It was too much. He jumped out,
naked and white, with a little shiver, into the hard slanting rain. Flossie
sprang before him with a frantic little bark. Connie, her hair all wet and
sticking to her head, turned her hot face and saw him. Her blue eyes blazed
with excitement as she turned and ran fast, with a strange charging movement,
out of the clearing and down the path, the wet boughs whipping her. She ran,
and he saw nothing but the round wet head, the wet back leaning forward in
flight, the rounded buttocks twinkling: a wonderful cowering female nakedness
in flight.
She was nearly at the wide riding when he came up and flung his naked arm
round her soft, naked-wet middle. She gave a shriek and straightened herself
and the heap of her soft, chill flesh came up against his body. He pressed it all
up against him, madly, the heap of soft, chilled female flesh that became
quickly warm as flame, in contact. The rain streamed on them till they smoked.
He gathered her lovely, heavy posteriors one in each hand and pressed them in
towards him in a frenzy, quivering motionless in the rain. Then suddenly he
tipped her up and fell with her on the path, in the roaring silence of the
rain, and short and sharp, he took her, short and sharp and finished, like an
animal.
He got up in an instant, wiping the rain from his eyes.
`Come in,' he said, and they started running back to the hut. He ran
straight and swift: he didn't like the rain. But she came slower, gathering
forget-me-nots and campion and bluebells, running a few steps and watching him
fleeing away from her.
When she came with her flowers, panting to the hut, he had already started a
fire, and the twigs were crackling. Her sharp breasts rose and fell, her hair
was plastered down with rain, her face was flushed ruddy and her body glistened
and trickled. Wide-eyed and breathless, with a small wet head and full,
trickling, naïve haunches, she looked another creature.
He took the old sheet and rubbed her down, she standing like a child. Then
he rubbed himself having shut the door of the hut. The fire was blazing up. She
ducked her head in the other end of the sheet, and rubbed her wet hair.
`We're drying ourselves together on the same towel, we shall quarrel!' he
said.
She looked up for a moment, her hair all odds and ends.
`No!' she said, her eyes wide. `It's not a towel, it's a sheet.' And she
went on busily rubbing her head, while he busily rubbed his.
Still panting with their exertions, each wrapped in an army blanket, but the
front of the body open to the fire, they sat on a log side by side before the
blaze, to get quiet. Connie hated the feel of the blanket against her skin. But
now the sheet was all wet.
She dropped her blanket and kneeled on the clay hearth, holding her head to
the fire, and shaking her hair to dry it. He watched the beautiful curving drop
of her haunches. That fascinated him today. How it sloped with a rich
down-slope to the heavy roundness of her buttocks! And in between, folded in
the secret warmth, the secret entrances!
He stroked her tail with his hand, long and subtly taking in the curves and
the globe-fullness.
`Tha's got such a nice tail on thee,' he said, in the throaty caressive
dialect. `Tha's got the nicest arse of anybody. It's the nicest, nicest woman's
arse as is! An' ivery bit of it is woman, woman sure as nuts. Tha'rt not one o'
them button-arsed lasses as should be lads, are ter! Tha's got a real soft
sloping bottom on thee, as a man loves in 'is guts. It's a bottom as could hold
the world up, it is!'
All the while he spoke he exquisitely stroked the rounded tail, till it
seemed as if a slippery sort of fire came from it into his hands. And his
finger-tips touched the two secret openings to her body, time after time, with
a soft little brush of fire.
`An' if tha shits an' if tha pisses, I'm glad. I don't want a woman as
couldna shit nor piss.'
Connie could not help a sudden snort of astonished laughter, but he went on
unmoved.
`Tha'rt real, tha art! Tha'art real, even a bit of a bitch. Here tha shits
an' here tha pisses: an' I lay my hand on 'em both an' like thee for it. I like
thee for it. Tha's got a proper, woman's arse, proud of itself. It's none
ashamed of itself this isna.'
He laid his hand close and firm over her secret places, in a kind of close
greeting.
`I like it,' he said. `I like it! An' if I only lived ten minutes, an'
stroked thy arse an' got to know it, I should reckon I'd lived onelife,
see ter! Industrial system or not! Here's one o' my lifetimes.'
She turned round and climbed into his lap, clinging to him. `Kiss me!' she
whispered.
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