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Their host was a heavy, rather coarse Scotchman who had made a good fortune
in Italy before the war, and had been knighted for his ultrapatriotism during
the war. His wife was a thin, pale, sharp kind of person with no fortune of her
own, and the misfortune of having to regulate her husband's rather sordid
amorous exploits. He was terribly tiresome with the servants. But having had a
slight stroke during the winter, he was now more manageable.
The house was pretty full. Besides Sir Malcolm and his two daughters, there
were seven more people, a Scotch couple, again with two daughters; a young
Italian Contessa, a widow; a young Georgian prince, and a youngish English
clergyman who had had pneumonia and was being chaplain to Sir Alexander for his
health's sake. The prince was penniless, good-looking, would make an excellent
chauffeur, with the necessary impudence, and basta! The Contessa was a quiet
little puss with a game on somewhere. The clergyman was a raw simple fellow
from a Bucks vicarage: luckily he had left his wife and two children at home.
And the Guthries, the family of four, were good solid Edinburgh middle class,
enjoying everything in a solid fashion, and daring everything while risking
nothing.
Connie and Hilda ruled out the prince at once. The Guthries were more or
less their own sort, substantial, hut boring: and the girls wanted husbands.
The chaplain was not a had fellow, but too deferential. Sir Alexander, after
his slight stroke, had a terrible heaviness his joviality, but he was still
thrilled at the presence of so many handsome young women. Lady Cooper was a
quiet, catty person who had a thin time of it, poor thing, and who watched
every other woman with a cold watchfulness that had become her second nature,
and who said cold, nasty little things which showed what an utterly low opinion
she had of all human nature. She was also quite venomously overbearing with the
servants, Connie found: but in a quiet way. And she skilfully behaved so that
Sir Alexander should think that he was lord and monarch of the whole
caboosh, with his stout, would-be-genial paunch, and his utterly boring jokes,
his humourosity, as Hilda called it.
Sir Malcolm was painting. Yes, he still would do a Venetian lagoonscape, now
and then, in contrast to his Scottish landscapes. So in the morning he was
rowed off with a huge canvas, to his `site'. A little later, Lady Cooper would
he rowed off into the heart of the city, with sketching-block and colours. She
was an inveterate watercolour painter, and the house was full of rose-coloured
palaces, dark canals, swaying bridges, medieval facades, and so on. A little
later the Guthries, the prince, the countess, Sir Alexander, and sometimes Mr
Lind, the chaplain, would go off to the Lido, where they would bathe; coming
home to a late lunch at half past one.
The house-party, as a house-party, was distinctly boring. But this did not
trouble the sisters. They were out all the time. Their father took them to the
exhibition, miles and miles of weary paintings. He took them to all the cronies
of his in the Villa Lucchese, he sat with them on warm evenings in the piazza,
having got a table at Florian's: he took them to the theatre, to the Goldoni
plays. There were illuminated water-fêtes, there were dances. This was a
holiday-place of all holiday-places. The Lido, with its acres of sun-pinked or
pyjamaed bodies, was like a strand with an endless heap of seals come up for
mating. Too many people in the piazza, too many limbs and trunks of humanity on
the Lido, too many gondolas, too many motor-launches, too many steamers, too
many pigeons, too many ices, too many cocktails, too many menservants wanting
tips, too many languages rattling, too much, too much sun, too much smell of
Venice, too many cargoes of strawberries, too many silk shawls, too many huge,
raw-beef slices of watermelon on stalls: too much enjoyment, altogether far too
much enjoyment!
Connie and Hilda went around in their sunny frocks. There were dozens of
people they knew, dozens of people knew them. Michaelis turned up like a bad
penny. `Hullo! Where you staying? Come and have an ice-cream or something! Come
with me somewhere in my gondola.' Even Michaelis almost sun-burned: though
sun-cooked is more appropriate to the look of the mass of human flesh.
It was pleasant in a way. It was almost enjoyment. But anyhow, with
all the cocktails, all the lying in warmish water and sunbathing on hot sand in
hot sun, jazzing with your stomach up against some fellow in the warm nights,
cooling off with ices, it was a complete narcotic. And that was what they all
wanted, a drug: the slow water, a drug; the sun, a drug; jazz, a drug;
cigarettes, cocktails, ices, vermouth. To be drugged! Enjoyment! Enjoyment!
Hilda half liked being drugged. She liked looking at all the women,
speculating about them. The women were absorbingly interested in the women. How
does she look! what man has she captured? what fun is she getting out of
it?--The men were like great dogs in white flannel trousers, waiting to be
patted, waiting to wallow, waiting to plaster some woman's stomach against
their own, in jazz.
Hilda liked jazz, because she could plaster her stomach against the stomach
of some so-called man, and let him control her movement from the visceral
centre, here and there across the floor, and then she could break loose and
ignore `the creature'. He had been merely made use of. Poor Connie was rather
unhappy. She wouldn't jazz, because she simply couldn't plaster her stomach
against some `creature's' stomach. She hated the conglomerate mass of nearly
nude flesh on the Lido: there was hardly enough water to wet them all. She
disliked Sir Alexander and Lady Cooper. She did not want Michaelis or anybody
else trailing her.
The happiest times were when she got Hilda to go with her away across the
lagoon, far across to some lonely shingle-bank, where they could bathe quite
alone, the gondola remaining on the inner side of the reef.
Then Giovanni got another gondolier to help him, because it was a long way
and he sweated terrifically in the sun. Giovanni was very nice: affectionate,
as the Italians are, and quite passionless. The Italians are not passionate:
passion has deep reserves. They are easily moved, and often affectionate, but
they rarely have any abiding passion of any sort.
So Giovanni was already devoted to his ladies, as he had been devoted to
cargoes of ladies in the past. He was perfectly ready to prostitute himself to
them, if they wanted hint: he secretly hoped they would want him. They would
give him a handsome present, and it would come in very handy, as he was just
going to be married. He told them about his marriage, and they were suitably
interested.
He thought this trip to some lonely bank across the lagoon probably meant
business: business being l'amore, love. So he got a mate to help him,
for it was a long way; and after all, they were two ladies. Two ladies, two
mackerels! Good arithmetic! Beautiful ladies, too! He was justly proud of them.
And though it was the Signora who paid him and gave him orders, he rather hoped
it would be the young milady who would select hint for l'amore. She
would give more money too.
The mate he brought was called Daniele. He was not a regular gondolier, so
he had none of the cadger and prostitute about him. He was a sandola man, a
sandola being a big boat that brings in fruit and produce from the islands.
Daniele was beautiful, tall and well-shapen, with a light round head of
little, close, pale-blond curls, and a good-looking man's face, a little like a
lion, and long-distance blue eyes. He was not effusive, loquacious, and
bibulous like Giovanni. He was silent and he rowed with a strength and ease as
if he were alone on the water. The ladies were ladies, remote from him. He did
not even look at them. He looked ahead.
He was a real man, a little angry when Giovanni drank too much wine and
rowed awkwardly, with effusive shoves of the great oar. He was a man as Mellors
was a man, unprostituted. Connie pitied the wife of the easily-overflowing
Giovanni. But Daniele's wife would be one of those sweet Venetian women of the
people whom one still sees, modest and flower-like in the back of that
labyrinth of a town.
Ah, how sad that man first prostitutes woman, then woman prostitutes man.
Giovanni was pining to prostitute himself, dribbling like a dog, wanting to
give himself to a woman. And for money!
Connie looked at Venice far off, low and rose-coloured upon the water. Built
of money, blossomed of money, and dead with money. The money-deadness! Money,
money, money, prostitution and deadness.
Yet Daniele was still a man capable of a man's free allegiance. He did not
wear the gondolier's blouse: only the knitted blue jersey. He was a little
wild, uncouth and proud. So he was hireling to the rather doggy Giovanni who
was hireling again to two women. So it is! When Jesus refused the devil's
money, he left the devil like a Jewish banker, master of the whole situation.
Connie would come home from the blazing light of the lagoon in a kind of
stupor, to lind letters from home. Clifford wrote regularly. He wrote very good
letters: they might all have been printed in a book. And for this reason Connie
found them not very interesting.
She lived in the stupor of the light of the lagoon, the lapping saltiness of
the water, the space, the emptiness, the nothingness: but health, health,
complete stupor of health. It was gratifying, and she was lulled away in it,
not caring for anything. Besides, she was pregnant. She knew now. So the stupor
of sunlight and lagoon salt and sea-bathing and lying on shingle and finding
shells and drifting away, away in a gondola, was completed by the pregnancy
inside her, another fullness of health, satisfying and stupefying.
She had been at Venice a fortnight, and she was to stay another ten days or
a fortnight. The sunshine blazed over any count of time, and the fullness of
physical health made forgetfulness complete. She was in a sort of stupor of
well-being.
From which a letter of Clifford roused her.
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