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She was suffering from unconquerable heartache. Deeply and achingly she was
sorry for herself. Never had she felt so pitiably lonely, so bitterly in want
of comfort and of sympathy. With another sigh she turned away from the river
towards the house, vaguely wondering if, after such a night, she could ever
find rest and sleep.
Suddenly, before she reached the terrace, she heard a firm step upon the
crisp gravel, and the next moment her husband's figure emerged out of the
shadow. He too, had skirted the house, and was wandering along the lawn,
towards the river. He still wore his heavy driving coat with the numerous
lapels and collars he himself had set in fashion, but he had thrown it well
back, burying his hands as was his wont, in the deep pockets of his satin
breeches: the gorgeous white costume he had worn at Lord Grenville's ball, with
its jabot of priceless lace, looked strangely ghostly against the dark
background of the house.
He apparently did not notice her, for, after a few moments pause, he
presently turned back towards the house, and walked straight up to the terrace.
"Sir Percy!"
He already had one foot on the lowest of the terrace steps, but at her voice
he started, and paused, then looked searchingly into the shadows whence she had
called to him.
She came forward quickly into the moonlight, and, as soon as he saw her, he
said, with that air of consummate gallantry he always wore when speaking to
her,--
"At your service, Madame!"
But his foot was still on the step, and in his whole attitude there was a
remote suggestion, distinctly visible to her, that he wished to go, and had no
desire for a midnight interview.
"The air is deliciously cool," she said, "the moonlight
peaceful and poetic, and the garden inviting. Will you not stay in it awhile;
the hour is not yet late, or is my company so distasteful to you, that you are
in a hurry to rid yourself of it?"
"Nay, Madame," he rejoined placidly, "but `tis on the other
foot the shoe happens to be, and I'll warrant you'll find the midnight air more
poetic without my company: no doubt the sooner I remove the obstruction the
better your ladyship will like it."
He turned once more to go.
"I protest you mistake me, Sir Percy," she said hurriedly, and
drawing a little closer to him; "the estrangement, which alas! has arisen
between us, was none of my making, remember."
"Begad! you must pardon me there, Madame!" he protested coldly,
"my memory was always of the shortest."
He looked her straight in the eyes, with that lazy non-chalance which had
become second nature to him. She returned his gaze for a moment, then her eyes
softened, as she came up quite close to him, to the foot of the terrace steps.
"Of the shortest, Sir Percy! Faith! how it must have altered! Was it
three years ago or four that you saw me for one hour in Paris, on your way to
the East? When you came back two years later you had not forgotten me."
She looked divinely pretty as she stood there in the moonlight, with the
fur-cloak sliding off her beautiful shoulders, the gold embroidery on her dress
shimmering around her, her childlike blue eyes turned up fully at him.
He stood for a moment, rigid and still, but for the clenching of his hand
against the stone balustrade of the terrace.
"You desired my presence, Madame," he said frigidly. "I take
it that it was not with the view to indulging in tender reminiscences."
His voice certainly was cold and uncompromising: his attitude before her,
stiff and unbending. Womanly decorum would have suggested Marguerite should
return coldness for coldness, and should sweep past him without another word,
only with a curt nod of her head: but womanly instinct suggested that she
should remain--that keen instinct, which makes a beautiful woman conscious of
her powers long to bring to her knees the one man who pays her no homage. She
stretched out her hand to him.
"Nay, Sir Percy, why not? the present is not so glorious but that I
should not wish to dwell a little in the past."
He bent his tall figure, and taking hold of the extreme tip of the fingers
which she still held out to him, he kissed them ceremoniously.
"I' faith, Madame," he said, "then you will pardon me, if my
dull wits cannot accompany you there."
Once again he attempted to go, once more her voice, sweet, childlike, almost
tender, called him back.
"Sir Percy."
"Your servant, Madame."
"Is it possible that love can die?" she said with sudden,
unreasoning vehemence. "Methought that the passion which you once felt for
me would outlast the span of human life. Is there nothing left of that love,
Percy. . .which might help you. . .to bridge over that sad estrangement?"
His massive figure seemed, while she spoke thus to him, to stiffen still
more, the strong mouth hardened, a look of relentless obstinacy crept into the
habitually lazy blue eyes.
"With what object, I pray you, Madame?" he asked coldly.
"I do not understand you."
"Yet `tis simple enough," he said with sudden bitterness, which
seemed literally to surge through his words, though he was making visible
efforts to suppress it, "I humbly put the question to you, for my slow
wits are unable to grasp the cause of this, your ladyship's sudden new mood. Is
it that you have the taste to renew the devilish sport which you played so
successfully last year? Do you wish to see me once more a love-sick suppliant
at your feet, so that you might again have the pleasure of kicking me aside,
like a troublesome lap-dog?"
She had succeeded in rousing him for the moment: and again she looked
straight at him, for it was thus she remembered him a year ago.
"Percy! I entreat you!" she whispered, "can we not bury the
past?"
"Pardon me, Madame, but I understood you to say that your desire was to
dwell in it."
"Nay! I spoke not of THAT past, Percy!" she said, while a tone of
tenderness crept into her voice. "Rather did I speak of a time when you
loved me still! and I. . .oh! I was vain and frivolous; your wealth and
position allured me: I married you, hoping in my heart that your great love for
me would beget in me a love for you. . .but, alas!. . ."
The moon had sunk low down behind a bank of clouds. In the east a soft grey
light was beginning to chase away the heavy mantle of the night. He could only
see her graceful outline now, the small queenly head, with its wealth of
reddish golden curls, and the glittering gems forming the small, star-shaped,
red flower which she wore as a diadem in her hair.
"Twenty-four hours after our marriage, Madame, the Marquis de St. Cyr
and all his family perished on the guillotine, and the popular rumour reached
me that it was the wife of Sir Percy Blakeney who helped to send them
there."
"Nay! I myself told you the truth of that odious tale."
"Not till after it had been recounted to me by strangers, with all its
horrible details."
"And you believed them then and there," she said with great
vehemence, "without a proof or question--you believed that I, whom you
vowed you loved more than life, whom you professed you worshipped, that _I_
could do a thing so base as these STRANGERS chose to recount. You thought I
meant to deceive you about it all--that I ought to have spoken before I married
you: yet, had you listened, I would have told you that up to the very morning
on which St. Cyr went to the guillotine, I was straining every nerve, using
every influence I possessed, to save him and his family. But my pride sealed my
lips, when your love seemed to perish, as if under the knife of that same
guillotine. Yet I would have told you how I was duped! Aye! I, whom that same
popular rumour had endowed with the sharpest wits in France! I was tricked into
doing this thing, by men who knew how to play upon my love for an only brother,
and my desire for revenge. Was it unnatural?"
Her voice became choked with tears. She paused for a moment or two, trying
to regain some sort of composure. She looked appealingly at him, almost as if
he were her judge. He had allowed her to speak on in her own vehement,
impassioned way, offering no comment, no word of sympathy: and now, while she
paused, trying to swallow down the hot tears that gushed to her eyes, he
waited, impassive and still. The dim, grey light of early dawn seemed to make
his tall form look taller and more rigid. The lazy, good-natured face looked
strangely altered. Marguerite, excited, as she was, could see that the eyes
were no longer languid, the mouth no longer good-humoured and inane. A curious
look of intense passion seemed to glow from beneath his drooping lids, the
mouth was tightly closed, the lips compressed, as if the will alone held that
surging passion in check.
Marguerite Blakeney was, above all, a woman, with all a woman's fascinating
foibles, all a woman's most lovable sins. She knew in a moment that for the
past few months she had been mistaken: that this man who stood here before her,
cold as a statue, when her musical voice struck upon his ear, loved her, as he
had loved her a year ago: that his passion might have been dormant, but that it
was there, as strong, as intense, as overwhelming, as when first her lips met
his in one long, maddening kiss.
Pride had kept him from her, and, woman-like, she meant to win back that
conquest which had been hers before. Suddenly it seemed to her that the only
happiness life could every hold for her again would be in feeling that man's
kiss once more upon her lips.
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