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"Listen to the tale, Sir Percy," she said, and her voice was low,
sweet, infinitely tender. "Armand was all in all to me! We had no parents,
and brought one another up. He was my little father, and I, his tiny mother; we
loved one another so. Then one day--do you mind me, Sir Percy? the Marquis de
St. Cyr had my brother Armand thrashed--thrashed by his lacqueys--that brother
whom I loved better than all the world! And his offence? That he, a plebeian,
had dared to love the daughter of the aristocrat; for that he was waylaid and
thrashed. . .thrashed like a dog within an inch of his life! Oh, how I
suffered! his humiliation had eaten into my very soul! When the opportunity
occurred, and I was able to take my revenge, I took it. But I only thought to
bring that proud marquis to trouble and humiliation. He plotted with Austria
against his own country. Chance gave me knowledge of this; I spoke of it, but I
did not know--how could I guess?--they trapped and duped me. When I realised
what I had done, it was too late."
"It is perhaps a little difficult, Madame," said Sir Percy, after
a moment of silence between them, "to go back over the past. I have
confessed to you that my memory is short, but the thought certainly lingered in
my mind that, at the time of the Marquis' death, I entreated you for an
explanation of those same noisome popular rumours. If that same memory does
not, even now, play me a trick, I fancy that you refused me ALL explanation
then, and demanded of my love a humiliating allegiance it was not prepared to
give."
"I wished to test your love for me, and it did not bear the test. You
used to tell me that you drew the very breath of life but for me, and for love
of me."
"And to probe that love, you demanded that I should forfeit mine
honour," he said, whilst gradually his impassiveness seemed to leave him,
his rigidity to relax; "that I should accept without murmur or question,
as a dumb and submissive slave, every action of my mistress. My heart
overflowing with love and passion, I ASKED for no explanation--I WAITED for
one, not doubting--only hoping. Had you spoken but one word, from you I would
have accepted any explanation and believed it. But you left me without a word,
beyond a bald confession of the actual horrible facts; proudly you returned to your
brother's house, and left me alone. . .for weeks. . .not knowing, now, in whom
to believe, since the shrine, which contained my one illusion, lay shattered to
earth at my feet."
She need not complain now that he was cold and impassive; his very voice shook
with an intensity of passion, which he was making superhuman efforts to keep in
check.
"Aye! the madness of my pride!" she said sadly. "Hardly had I
gone, already I had repented. But when I returned, I found you, oh, so altered!
wearing already that mask of somnolent indifference which you have never laid
aside until. . .until now."
She was so close to him that her soft, loose hair was wafted against his
cheek; her eyes, glowing with tears, maddened him, the music in her voice sent
fire through his veins. But he would not yield to the magic charm of this woman
whom he had so deeply loved, and at whose hands his pride had suffered so
bitterly. He closed his eyes to shut out the dainty vision of that sweet face,
of that snow-white neck and graceful figure, round which the faint rosy light
of dawn was just beginning to hover playfully.
"Nay, Madame, it is no mask," he said icily; "I swore to you.
. .once, that my life was yours. For months now it has been your plaything. .
.it has served its purpose."
But now she knew that the very coldness was a mask. The trouble, the sorrow
she had gone through last night, suddenly came back into her mind, but no
longer with bitterness, rather with a feeling that this man who loved her,
would help her bear the burden.
"Sir Percy," she said impulsively, "Heaven knows you have
been at pains to make the task, which I had set to myself, difficult to
accomplish. You spoke of my mood just now; well! we will call it that, if you
will. I wished to speak to you. . .because. . .because I was in trouble. . .and
had need. . .of your sympathy."
"It is yours to command, Madame."
"How cold you are!" she sighed. "Faith! I can scarce believe
that but a few months ago one tear in my eye had set you well-nigh crazy. Now I
come to you. . .with a half-broken heart. . .and. . . and. . ."
"I pray you, Madame," he said, whilst his voice shook almost as
much as hers, "in what way can I serve you?"
"Percy!--Armand is in deadly danger. A letter of his. . . rash,
impetuous, as were all his actions, and written to Sir Andrew Ffoulkes, has
fallen into the hands of a fanatic. Armand is hopelessly compromised. .
.to-morrow, perhaps he will be arrested. . . after that the guillotine. .
.unless. . .oh! it is horrible!". . . she said, with a sudden wail of
anguish, as all the events of the past night came rushing back to her mind,
"horrible!. . .and you do not understand. . .you cannot. . .and I have no
one to whom I can turn. . .for help. . .or even for sympathy. . ."
Tears now refused to be held back. All her trouble, her struggles, the awful
uncertainty of Armand's fate overwhelmed her. She tottered, ready to fall, and
leaning against the tone balustrade, she buried her face in her hands and
sobbed bitterly.
At first mention of Armand St. Just's name and of the peril in which he
stood, Sir Percy's face had become a shade more pale; and the look of
determination and obstinacy appeared more marked than ever between his eyes.
However, he said nothing for the moment, but watched her, as her delicate frame
was shaken with sobs, watched her until unconsciously his face softened, and
what looked almost like tears seemed to glisten in his eyes.
"And so," he said with bitter sarcasm, "the murderous dog of
the revolution is turning upon the very hands that fed it?. . .Begad,
Madame," he added very gently, as Marguerite continued to sob
hysterically, "will you dry your tears?. . .I never could bear to see a
pretty woman cry, and I. . ."
Instinctively, with sudden overmastering passion at the sight of her
helplessness and of her grief, he stretched out his arms, and the next, would
have seized her and held her to him, protected from every evil with his very
life, his very heart's blood. . . . But pride had the better of it in this
struggle once again; he restrained himself with a tremendous effort of will,
and said coldly, though still very gently,--
"Will you not turn to me, Madame, and tell me in what way I may have
the honour to serve you?"
She made a violent effort to control herself, and turning her tear-stained
face to him, she once more held out her hand, which he kissed with the same
punctilious gallantry; but Marguerite's fingers, this time, lingered in his
hand for a second or two longer than was absolutely necessary, and this was
because she had felt that his hand trembled perceptibly and was burning hot,
whilst his lips felt as cold as marble.
"Can you do aught for Armand?" she said sweetly and simply.
"You have so much influence at court. . .so many friends. . ."
"Nay, Madame, should you not seek the influence of your French friend,
M. Chauvelin? His extends, if I mistake not, even as far as the Republican
Government of France."
"I cannot ask him, Percy. . . . Oh! I wish I dared to tell you. . .but.
. .but. . .he has put a price on my brother's head, which. . ."
She would have given worlds if she had felt the courage then to tell him
everything. . .all she had done that night--how she had suffered and how her
hand had been forced. But she dared not give way to that impulse. . .not now,
when she was just beginning to feel that he still loved her, when she hoped
that she could win him back. She dared not make another confession to him.
After all, he might not understand; he might not sympathise with her struggles and
temptation. His love still dormant might sleep the sleep of death.
Perhaps he divined what was passing in her mind. His whole attitude was one
of intense longing--a veritable prayer for that confidence, which her foolish
pride withheld from him. When she remained silent he sighed, and said with
marked coldness--
"Faith, Madame, since it distresses you, we will not speak of it. . . .
As for Armand, I pray you have no fear. I pledge you my word that he shall be
safe. Now, have I your permission to go? The hour is getting late, and. .
."
"You will at least accept my gratitude?" she said, as she drew
quite close to him, and speaking with real tenderness.
With a quick, almost involuntary effort he would have taken her then in his
arms, for her eyes were swimming in tears, which he longed to kiss away; but
she had lured him once, just like this, then cast him aside like an ill-fitting
glove. He thought this was but a mood, a caprice, and he was too proud to lend
himself to it once again.
"It is too soon, Madame!" he said quietly; "I have done
nothing as yet. The hour is late, and you must be fatigued. Your women will be
waiting for you upstairs."
He stood aside to allow her to pass. She sighed, a quick sigh of
disappointment. His pride and her beauty had been in direct conflict, and his
pride had remained the conqueror. Perhaps, after all, she had been deceived
just now; what she took to be the light of love in his eyes might only have
been the passion of pride or, who knows, of hatred instead of love. She stood
looking at him for a moment or two longer. He was again as rigid, as impassive,
as before. Pride had conquered, and he cared naught for her. The grey light of
dawn was gradually yielding to the rosy light of the rising sun. Birds began to
twitter; Nature awakened, smiling in happy response to the warmth of this
glorious October morning. Only between these two hearts there lay a strong,
impassable barrier, built up of pride on both sides, which neither of them
cared to be the first to demolish.
He had bent his tall figure in a low ceremonious bow, as she finally, with
another bitter little sigh, began to mount the terrace steps.
The long train of her gold-embroidered gown swept the dead leaves off the
steps, making a faint harmonious sh--sh--sh as she glided up, with one hand
resting on the balustrade, the rosy light of dawn making an aureole of gold
round her hair, and causing the rubies on her head and arms to sparkle. She
reached the tall glass doors which led into the house. Before entering, she paused
once again to look at him, hoping against hope to see his arms stretched out to
her, and to hear his voice calling her back. But he had not moved; his massive
figure looked the very personification of unbending pride, of fierce obstinacy.
Hot tears again surged to her eyes, as she would not let him see them, she
turned quickly within, and ran as fast as she could up to her own rooms.
Had she but turned back then, and looked out once more on to the rose-lit
garden, she would have seen that which would have made her own sufferings seem
but light and easy to bear--a strong man, overwhelmed with his own passion and
his own despair. Pride had given way at last, obstinacy was gone: the will was
powerless. He was but a man madly, blindly, passionately in love, and as soon
as her light footsteps had died away within the house, he knelt down upon the
terrace steps, and in the very madness of his love he kissed one by one the
places where her small foot had trodden, and the stone balustrade there, where
her tiny hand had rested last.
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