CHAPTER XVII FAREWELL
When Marguerite reached her room, she found her maid terribly anxious about
her.
"Your ladyship will be so tired," said the poor woman, whose own
eyes were half closed with sleep. "It is past five o'clock."
"Ah, yes, Louise, I daresay I shall be tired presently," said
Marguerite, kindly; "but you are very tired now, so go to bed at once.
I'll get into bed alone."
"But, my lady. . ."
"Now, don't argue, Louise, but go to bed. Give me a wrap, and leave me
alone."
Louise was only too glad to obey. She took off her mistress's gorgeous
ball-dress, and wrapped her up in a soft billowy gown.
"Does your ladyship wish for anything else?" she asked, when that
was done.
"No, nothing more. Put out the lights as you go out."
"Yes, my lady. Good-night, my lady."
"Good-night, Louise."
When the maid was gone, Marguerite drew aside the curtains and threw open
the windows. The garden and the river beyond were flooded with rosy light. Far
away to the east, the rays of the rising sun had changed the rose into vivid
gold. The lawn was deserted now, and Marguerite looked down upon the terrace
where she had stood a few moments ago trying in vain to win back a man's love,
which once had been so wholly hers.
It was strange that through all her troubles, all her anxiety for Armand,
she was mostly conscious at the present moment of a keen and bitter heartache.
Her very limbs seemed to ache with longing for the love of a man who had
spurned her, who had resisted her tenderness, remained cold to her appeals, and
had not responded to the glow of passion, which had caused her to feel and hope
that those happy olden days in Paris were not all dead and forgotten.
How strange it all was! She loved him still. And now that she looked back
upon the last few months of misunderstandings and of loneliness, she realised
that she had never ceased to love him; that deep down in her heart she had
always vaguely felt that his foolish inanities, his empty laugh, his lazy nonchalance
were nothing but a mask; that the real man, strong, passionate, wilful, was
there still--the man she had loved, whose intensity had fascinated her, whose
personality attracted her, since she always felt that behind his apparently
slow wits there was a certain something, which he kept hidden from all the
world, and most especially from her.
A woman's heart is such a complex problem--the owner thereof is often most
incompetent to find the solution of this puzzle.
Did Marguerite Blakeney, "the cleverest woman in Europe," really
love a fool? Was it love that she had felt for him a year ago when she married
him? Was it love she felt for him now that she realised that he still loved
her, but that he would not become her slave, her passionate, ardent lover once
again? Nay! Marguerite herself could not have told that. Not at this moment at
any rate; perhaps her pride had sealed her mind against a better understanding
of her own heart. But this she did know--that she meant to capture that
obstinate heart back again. That she would conquer once more. . .and then, that
she would never lose him. . . . She would keep him, keep his love, deserve it,
and cherish it; for this much was certain, that there was no longer any
happiness possible for her without that one man's love.
Thus the most contradictory thoughts and emotions rushed madly through her
mind. Absorbed in them, she had allowed time to slip by; perhaps, tired out
with long excitement, she had actually closed her eyes and sunk into a troubled
sleep, wherein quickly fleeting dreams seemed but the continuation of her
anxious thoughts--when suddenly she was roused, from dream or meditation, by
the noise of footsteps outside her door.
Nervously she jumped up and listened; the house itself was as still as ever;
the footsteps had retreated. Through her wide-open window the brilliant rays of
the morning sun were flooding her room with light. She looked up at the clock;
it was half-past six--too early for any of the household to be already astir.
She certainly must have dropped asleep, quite unconsciously. The noise of
the footsteps, also of hushed subdued voices had awakened her--what could they
be?
Gently, on tip-toe, she crossed the room and opened the door to listen; not
a sound--that peculiar stillness of the early morning when sleep with all
mankind is at its heaviest. But the noise had made her nervous, and when,
suddenly, at her feet, on the very doorstep, she saw something white lying
there--a letter evidently--she hardly dared touch it. It seemed so ghostlike.
It certainly was not there when she came upstairs; had Louise dropped it? or
was some tantalising spook at play, showing her fairy letters where none
existed?
At last she stooped to pick it up, and, amazed, puzzled beyond measure, she
saw that the letter was addressed to herself in her husband's large,
businesslike-looking hand. What could he have to say to her, in the middle of
the night, which could not be put off until the morning?
She tore open the envelope and read:--
"A most unforeseen circumstance forces me to leave for the North
immediately, so I beg your ladyship's pardon if I do not avail myself of the
honour of bidding you good-bye. My business may keep me employed for about a
week, so I shall not have the privilege of being present at your ladyship's
water-party on Wednesday. I remain your ladyship's most humble and most
obedient servant,
PERCY BLAKENEY."
Marguerite must suddenly have been imbued with her husband's slowness of
intellect, for she had perforce to read the few simple lines over and over
again, before she could fully grasp their meaning.
She stood on the landing, turning over and over in her hand this curt and
mysterious epistle, her mind a blank, her nerves strained with agitation and a
presentiment she could not very well have explained.
Sir Percy owned considerable property in the North, certainly, and he had
often before gone there alone and stayed away a week at a time; but it seemed
so very strange that circumstances should have arisen between five and six
o'clock in the morning that compelled him to start in this extreme hurry.
Vainly she tried to shake off an unaccustomed feeling of nervousness: she
was trembling from head to foot. A wild, unconquerable desire seized her to see
her husband again, at once, if only he had not already started.
Forgetting the fact that she was only very lightly clad in a morning wrap,
and that her hair lay loosely about her shoulders, she flew down the stairs,
right through the hall towards the front door.
It was as usual barred and bolted, for the indoor servants were not yet up;
but her keen ears had detected the sound of voices and the pawing of a horse's
hoof against the flag-stones.
With nervous, trembling fingers Marguerite undid the bolts one by one,
bruising her hands, hurting her nails, for the locks were heavy and stiff. But
she did not care; her whole frame shook with anxiety at the very thought that
she might be too late; that he might have gone without her seeing him and
bidding him "God-speed!"
At last, she had turned the key and thrown open the door. Her ears had not
deceived her. A groom was standing close by holding a couple of horses; one of
these was Sultan, Sir Percy's favourite and swiftest horse, saddled ready for a
journey.
The next moment Sir Percy himself appeared round the further corner of the
house and came quickly towards the horses. He had changed his gorgeous ball
costume, but was as usual irreproachably and richly apparelled in a suit of
fine cloth, with lace jabot and ruffles, high top-boots, and riding breeches.
Marguerite went forward a few steps. He looked up and saw her. A slight
frown appeared between his eyes.
"You are going?" she said quickly and feverishly.
"Whither?"
"As I have had the honour of informing your ladyship, urgent, most
unexpected business calls me to the North this morning," he said, in his
usual cold, drawly manner.
"But. . .your guests to-morrow. . ."
"I have prayed your ladyship to offer my humble excuses to His Royal
Highness. You are such a perfect hostess, I do not think I shall be
missed."
"But surely you might have waited for your journey. . .until after our
water-party. . ." she said, still speaking quickly and nervously.
"Surely this business is not so urgent. . .and you said nothing about
it--just now."
"My business, as I had the honour to tell you, Madame, is as unexpected
as it is urgent. . . . May I therefore crave your permission to go. . . . Can I
do aught for you in town?. . .on my way back?"
"No. . .no. . .thanks. . .nothing. . .But you will be back soon?"
"Very soon."
"Before the end of the week?"
"I cannot say."
He was evidently trying to get away, whilst she was straining every nerve to
keep him back for a moment or two.
"Percy," she said, "will you not tell me why you go to-day?
Surely I, as your wife, have the right to know. You have NOT been called away
to the North. I know it. There were no letters, no couriers from there before
we left for the opera last night, and nothing was waiting for you when we returned
from the ball. . . . You are NOT going to the North, I feel convinced. . . .
There is some mystery. . .and. . ."
"Nay, there is no mystery, Madame," he replied, with a slight tone
of impatience. "My business has to do with Armand. . .there! Now, have I
your leave to depart?"
"With Armand?. . .But you will run no danger?"
"Danger? I?. . .Nay, Madame, your solicitude does me honour. As you
say, I have some influence; my intention is to exert it before it be too
late."
"Will you allow me to thank you at least?"
"Nay, Madame," he said coldly, "there is no need for that. My
life is at your service, and I am already more than repaid."
"And mine will be at yours, Sir Percy, if you will but accept it, in
exchange for what you do for Armand," she said, as, impulsively, she
stretched out both her hands to him. "There! I will not detain you. . .my
thoughts go with you. . .Farewell!. . ."
How lovely she looked in this morning sunlight, with her ardent hair
streaming around her shoulders. He bowed very low and kissed her hand; she felt
the burning kiss and her heart thrilled with joy and hope.
"You will come back?" she said tenderly.
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