"He confesses nothing of the kind. He comes here to argue with me about
these infernal Rights of Man. He proclaims himself unrepentant. He announces
himself with pride to have been, as all Brittany says, the scoundrel who hid
himself under the sobriquet of Omnes Omnibus. Is that to be condoned?"
She turned to look at Andre across the wide space that now separated them.
"But is this really so? Don't you repent, Andre - now that you see all
the harm that has come?"
It was a clear invitation to him, a pleading to him to say that he repented,
to make his peace with his godfather. For a moment it almost moved him. Then,
considering the subterfuge unworthy, he answered truthfully, though the pain he
was suffering rang in his voice.
"To confess repentance," he said slowly, "would be to confess
to a monstrous crime. Don't you see that? Oh, monsieur, have patience with me;
let me explain myself a little. You say that I am in part responsible for
something of all this that has happened. My exhortations of the people at
Rennes and twice afterwards at Nantes are said to have had their share in what
followed there. It may be so. It would be beyond my power positively to deny
it. Revolution followed and bloodshed. More may yet come. To repent implies a
recognition that I have done wrong. How shall I say that I have done wrong, and
thus take a share of the responsibility for all that blood upon my soul? I will
be quite frank with you to show you how far, indeed, I am from repentance. What
I did, I actually did against all my convictions at the time. Because there was
no justice in France to move against the murderer of Philippe de Vilmorin, I
moved in the only way that I imagined could make the evil done recoil upon the
hand that did it, and those other hands that had the power but not the spirit
to punish. Since then I have come to see that I was wrong, and that Philippe de
Vilmorin and those who thought with him were in the right.
"You must realize, monsieur, that it is with sincerest thankfulness
that I find I have done nothing calling for repentance; that, on the contrary,
when France is given the inestimable boon of a constitution, as will shortly
happen, I may take pride in having played my part in bringing about the
conditions that have made this possible."
There was a pause. M. de Kercadiou's face turned from pink to purple.
"You have quite finished?" he said harshly.
"If you have understood me, monsieur."
"Oh, I have understood you, and... and I beg that you will go."
Andre-Louis shrugged his shoulders and hung his head. He had come there so
joyously, in such yearning, merely to receive a final dismissal. He looked at
Aline. Her face was pale and troubled; but her wit failed to show her how she
could come to his assistance. His excessive honesty had burnt all his boats.
"Very well, monsieur. Yet this I would ask you to remember after I am
gone. I have not come to you as one seeking assistance, as one driven to you by
need. I am no returning prodigal, as I have said. I am one who, needing
nothing, asking nothing, master of his own destinies, has come to you driven by
affection only, urged by the love and gratitude he bears you and will continue
to bear you."
"Ah, yes!" cried Aline, turning now to her uncle. Here at least
was an argument in Andre's favour, thought she. "That is true. Surely
that..."
Inarticulately he hissed her into silence, exasperated.
"Hereafter perhaps that will help you to think of me more kindly,
monsieur.
"I see no occasion, sir, to think of you at all. Again, I beg that you
will go."
Andre-Louis looked at Aline an instant, as if still hesitating.
She answered him by a glance at her furious uncle, a faint shrug, and a lift
of the eyebrows, dejection the while in her countenance.
It was as if she said: "You see his mood. There is nothing to be
done."
He bowed with that singular grace the fencing-room had given him and went
out by the door.
"Oh, it is cruel!" cried Aline, in a stifled voice, her hands
clenched, and she sprang to the window.
"Aline!" her uncle's voice arrested her. "Where are you
going?"
"But we do not know where he is to be found."
"Who wants to find the scoundrel?"
"We may never see him again."
"That is most fervently to be desired."
Aline said "Ouf!" and went out by the window.
He called after her, imperiously commanding her return. But Aline dutiful
child - closed her ears lest she must disobey him, and sped light-footed across
the lawn to the avenue there to intercept the departing Andre-Louis.
As he came forth wrapped in gloom, she stepped from the bordering trees into
his path.
"Aline!" he cried, joyously almost.
"I did not want you to go like this. I couldn't let you, she explained
herself. "I know him better than you do, and I know that his great soft
heart will presently melt. He will be filled with regret. He will want to send
for you, and he will not know where to send."
"You think that?"
"Oh, I know it! You arrive in a bad moment. He is peevish and
cross-grained, poor man, since he came here. These soft surroundings are all so
strange to him. He wearies himself away from his beloved Gavrillac, his hunting
and tillage, and the truth is that in his mind he very largely blames you for
what has happened for the necessity, or at least, the wisdom, of this change.
Brittany, you must know, was becoming too unsafe. The chateau of La Tour
d'Azyr, amongst others, was burnt to the ground some months ago. At any moment,
given a fresh excitement, it may be the turn of Gavrillac. And for this and his
present discomfort he blames you and your friends. But he will come round
presently. He will be sorry that he sent you away like this - for I know that
he loves you, Andre, in spite of all. I shall reason with him when the time
comes. And then we shall want to know where to find you."
"At number 13, Rue du Hasard. The number is unlucky, the name of the
street appropriate. Therefore both are easy to remember."
She nodded. "I will walk with you to the gates." And side by side
now they proceeded at a leisurely pace down the long avenue in the June
sunshine dappled by the shadows of the bordering trees. "You are looking
well, Andre; and do you know that you have changed a deal? I am glad that you
have prospered." And then, abruptly changing the subject before he had
time to answer her, she came to the matter uppermost in her mind.
"I have so wanted to see you in all these months, Andre. You were the
only one who could help me; the only one who could tell me the truth, and I was
angry with you for never having written to say where you were to be
found."
"Of course you encouraged me to do so when last we met in Nantes."
"What? Still resentful?"
"I am never resentful. You should know that." He expressed one of
his vanities. He loved to think himself a Stoic. "But I still bear the
scar of a wound that would be the better for the balm of your retraction."
"Why, then, I retract, Andre. And now tell me."
"Yes, a self-seeking retraction," said he. "You give me
something that you may obtain something." He laughed quite pleasantly.
"Well, well; command me."
"Tell me, Andre." She paused, as if in some difficulty, and then
went on, her eyes upon the ground: "Tell me - the truth of that event at
the Feydau."
The request fetched a frown to his brow. He suspected at once the thought
that prompted it. Quite simply and briefly he gave her his version of the
affair.
She listened very attentively. When he had done she sighed; her face was
very thoughtful.
"That is much what I was told," she said. "But it was added
that M. de La Tour d'Azyr had gone to the theatre expressly for the purpose of
breaking finally with La Binet. Do you know if that was so?"
"I don't; nor of any reason why it should be so. La Binet provided him
the sort of amusement that he and his kind are forever craving... "
"Oh, there was a reason," she interrupted him. "I was the
reason. I spoke to Mme. de Sautron. I told her that I would not continue to
receive one who came to me contaminated in that fashion." She spoke of it
with obvious difficulty, her colour rising as he watched her half-averted face.
"Had you listened to me... " he was beginning, when again she
interrupted him.
"M. de Sautron conveyed my decision to him, and afterwards represented
him to me as a man in despair, repentant, ready to give proofs - any proofs -
of his sincerity and devotion to me. He told me that M. de La Tour d'Azyr had
sworn to him that he would cut short that affair, that he would see La Binet no
more. And then, on the very next day I heard of his having all but lost his
life in that riot at the theatre. He had gone straight from that interview with
M. de Sautron, straight from those protestations of future wisdom, to La Binet.
I was indignant. I pronounced myself finally. I stated definitely that I would
not in any circumstances receive M. de La Tour d'Azyr again! And then they
pressed this explanation upon me. For a long time I would not believe it."
"So that you believe it now," said Andre quickly. "Why?"
"I have not said that I believe it now. But... but... neither can I
disbelieve. Since we came to Meudon M. de La Tour d'Azyr has been here, and
himself he has sworn to me that it was so."
"Oh, if M. de La Tour d'Azyr has sworn... " Andre-Louis was
laughing on a bitter note of sarcasm.
"Have you ever known him lie?" she cut in sharply. That checked
him. "M. de La Tour d'Azyr is, after all, a man of honour, and men of
honour never deal in falsehood. Have you ever known him do so, that you should
sneer as you have done?"
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