"Your right? What could you have done? Acknowledge him? And then?
Ha!" It was a queer, desperate note of laughter. "There was
Plougastel; there was my family. And there was you... you, yourself, who had
ceased to care, in whom the fear of discovery had stifled love. Why should I
have told you, then? Why? I should not have told you now had there been any
other way to... to save you both. Once before I suffered just such dreadful apprehensions
when you and he fought in the Bois. I was on my way to prevent it when you met
me. I would have divulged the truth, as a last resource, to avert that horror.
But mercifully God spared me the necessity then."
It had not occurred to any of them to doubt her statement, incredible though
it might seem. Had any done so her present words must have resolved all doubt,
explaining as they did much that to each of her listeners had been obscure
until this moment.
M. de La Tour d'Azyr, overcome; reeled away to a chair and sat down heavily.
Losing command of himself for a moment, he took his haggard face in his hands.
Through the windows open to the garden came from the distance the faint
throbbing of a drum to remind them of what was happening around them. But the
sound went unheeded. To each it must have seemed that here they were face to
face with a horror greater than any that might be tormenting Paris. At last
Andre-Louis began to speak, his voice level and unutterably cold.
"M. de La Tour d'Azyr," he said, "I trust that you'll agree
that this disclosure, which can hardly be more distasteful and horrible to you
than it is to me, alters nothing, - since it effaces nothing of all that lies
between us. Or, if it alters anything, it is merely to add something to that
score. And yet... Oh, but what can it avail to talk! Here, monsieur, take this
safe-conduct which is made out for Mme. de Plougastel's footman, and with it
make your escape as best you can. In return I will beg of you the favour never
to allow me to see you or hear of you again."
"Andre!" His mother swung upon him with that cry. And yet again
that question. "Have you no heart? What has he ever done to you that you
should nurse so bitter a hatred of him?"
"You shall hear, madame. Once, two years ago in this very room I told
you of a man who had brutally killed my dearest friend and debauched the girl I
was to have married. M. de La Tour d'Azyr is that man."
A moan was her only answer. She covered her face with her hands.
The Marquis rose slowly to his feet again. He came slowly forward, his
smouldering eyes scanning his son's face.
"You are hard," he said grimly. "But I recognize the
hardness. It derives from the blood you bear."
"Spare me that," said Andre-Louis.
The Marquis inclined his head. "I will not mention it again. But I
desire that you should at least understand me, and you too, Therese. You accuse
me, sir, of murdering your dearest friend. I will admit that the means employed
were perhaps unworthy. But what other means were at my command to meet an
urgency that every day since then proves to have existed? M. de Vilmorin was a
revolutionary, a man of new ideas that should overthrow society and rebuild it
more akin to the desires of such as himself. I belonged to the order that quite
as justifiably desired society to remain as it was. Not only was it better so
for me and mine, but I also contend, and you have yet to prove me wrong, that
it is better so for all the world; that, indeed, no other conceivable society
is possible. Every human society must of necessity be composed of several
strata. You may disturb it temporarily into an amorphous whole by a revolution
such as this; but only temporarily. Soon out of the chaos which is all that you
and your kind can ever produce, order must be restored or life will perish; and
with the restoration of order comes the restoration of the various strata
necessary to organized society. Those that were yesterday at the top may in the
new order of things find themselves dispossessed without any benefit to the
whole. That change I resisted. The spirit of it I fought with whatever weapons
were available, whenever and wherever I encountered it. M. de Vilmorin was an
incendiary of the worst type, a man of eloquence full of false ideals that
misled poor ignorant men into believing that the change proposed could make the
world a better place for them. You are an intelligent man, and I defy you to
answer me from your heart and conscience that such a thing was true or
possible. You know that it is untrue; you know that it is a pernicious
doctrine; and what made it worse on the lips of M. de Vilmorin was that he was
sincere and eloquent. His voice was a danger that must be removed - silenced.
So much was necessary in self-defence. In self-defence I did it. I had no
grudge against M. de Vilmorin. He was a man of my own class; a gentleman of
pleasant ways, amiable, estimable, and able.
"You conceive me slaying him for the very lust of slaying, like some
beast of the jungle flinging itself upon its natural prey. That has been your
error from the first. I did what I did with the very heaviest heart - oh, spare
me your sneer! - I do not lie, I have never lied. And I swear to you here and
now, by my every hope of Heaven, that what I say is true. I loathed the thing I
did. Yet for my own sake and the sake of my order I must do it. Ask yourself
whether M. de Vilmorin would have hesitated for a moment if by procuring my
death he could have brought the Utopia of his dreams a moment nearer
realization.
"After that. You determined that the sweetest vengeance would be to
frustrate my ends by reviving in yourself the voice that I had silenced, by
yourself carrying forward the fantastic apostleship of equality that was M. de
Vilmorin's. You lacked the vision that would have shown you that God did not
create men equals. Well, you are in case to-night to judge which of us was
right, which rong. You see what is happening here in Paris. You see the foul
spectre of Anarchy stalking through a land fallen into confusion. Probably you have
enough imagination to conceive something of what must follow. And do you
deceive yourself that out of this filth and ruin there will rise up an ideal
form of society? Don't you understand that society must re-order itself
presently out of all this?
"But why say more? I must have said enough to make you understand the
only thing that really matters - that I killed M. de Vilmorin as a matter of
duty to my order. And the truth - which though it may offend you should also
convince you - is that to-night I can ook back on the deed with equanimity,
without a single regret, apart from what lies between you and me.
"When, kneeling beside the body of your friend that day at Gavrillac,
you insulted and provoked me, had I been the tiger you conceived me I must have
killed you too. I am, as you may know, a man of quick passions. Yet I curbed
the natural anger you aroused in me, because I could forgive an affront to
myself where I could not overlook a calculated attack upon my order."
He paused a moment. Andre-Louis stood rigid listening and wondering. So,
too, the others. Then M. le Marquis resumed, on a note of less assurance.
"In the matter of Mlle. Binet I was unfortunate. I wronged you through
inadvertence. I had no knowledge of the relations between you."
Andre-Louis interrupted him 'sharply at last with a question: "Would it
have made a difference if you had?"
"No," he was answered frankly. "I have the faults of my kind.
I cannot pretend that any such scruple as you suggest would have weighed with
me. But can you - if you are capable of any detached judgment - blame me very
much for that?"
"All things considered, monsieur, I am rapidly being forced to the
conclusion that it is impossible to blame any man for anything in this world;
that we are all of us the sport of destiny. Consider, monsieur, this gathering
- this family gathering - here to-night, whilst out there... 0 my God, let us
make an end! Let us go our ways and write 'finis' to this horrible chapter of
our lives."
M. le La Tour considered him gravely, sadly, in silence for a moment.
"Perhaps it is best," he said, at length, in a small voice. He
turned to Mme. de Plougastel. "If a wrong I have to admit in my life, a
wrong that I must bitterly regret, it is the wrong that I have done to you, my
dear... "
"Not now, Gervais! Not now!" she faltered, interrupting him.
"Now - for the first and the last time. I am going. It is not likely
that we shall ever meet again - that I shall ever see any of you again - you
who should have been the nearest and dearest to me. We are all, he says, the
sport of destiny. Ah, but not quite. Destiny is an intelligent force, moving
with purpose. In life we pay for the evil that in life we do. That is the
lesson that I have learnt to-night. By an act of betrayal I begot unknown to me
a son who, whilst as ignorant as myself of our relationship, has come to be the
evil genius of my life, to cross and thwart me, and finally to help to pull me
down in ruin. It is just - poetically just. My full and resigned acceptance of
that fact is the only atonement I can offer you."
He stooped and took one of madame's hands that lay limply in her lap.
"Good-bye, Therese!" His voice broke. He had reached the end of
his iron self-control.
She rose and clung to him a moment, unashamed before them. The ashes of that
dead romance had been deeply stirred this night, and deep down some lingering
embers had been found that glowed brightly now before their final extinction.
Yet she made no attempt to detain him. She understood that their son had pointed
out the only wise, the only possible course, and was thankful that M. de La
Tour d'Azyr accepted it.
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