There was another reason, however, which had nothing to do with Ashe. While
she had been tucking Aline into the automobile she met the eye of the driver of
that vehicle and had perceived a curious look in it--a look of amazement and
sheer terror. A moment, later, when Aline called the driver Freddie, she had
understood. No wonder the Honorable Freddie had looked as though he had seen a
ghost.
It would be a relief to the poor fellow when, as he undoubtedly would do in
the course of the drive, he inquired of Aline the name of her maid and was told
that it was Simpson. He would mutter something about "Reminds me of a girl
I used to know," and would brood on the remarkable way in which Nature
produces doubles. But he had a bad moment, and it was partly at the recollection
of his face that Joan smiled.
A third reason was because the sight of the Honorable Freddie had reminded
her that R. Jones had said he had written her poetry. That thought, too, had
contributed toward the smile which so dazzled Ashe.
Ashe, not being miraculously intuitive, accepted the easier explanation that
she smiled because she was glad to be in his company; and this thought, coming
on top of his mood of despair and general dissatisfaction with everything
mundane, acted on him like some powerful chemical.
In every man's life there is generally one moment to which in later years he
can look back and say: "In this moment I fell in love!" Such a moment
came to Ashe now.
Betwixt the stirrup and the ground, Mercy I asked; mercy I found.
So sings the poet and so it was with Ashe.
In the almost incredibly brief time it took the small but sturdy porter to
roll a milk can across the platform and hump it, with a clang, against other
milk cans similarly treated a moment before, Ashe fell in love.
The word is so loosely used, to cover a thousand varying shades of
emotion--from the volcanic passion of an Antony for a Cleopatra to the tepid
preference of a grocer's assistant for the Irish maid at the second house on
Main Street, as opposed to the Norwegian maid at the first house past the post
office--the mere statement that Ashe fell in love is not a sufficient
description of his feelings as he stood grasping Mr. Peters' steamer trunk.
Analysis is required.
From his fourteenth year onward Ashe had been in love many times. His
sensations in the case of Joan were neither the terrific upheaval that had
caused him, in his fifteenth year, to collect twenty-eight photographs of the
heroine of the road company of a musical comedy which had visited the Hayling
Opera House, nor the milder flame that had caused him, when at college, to give
up smoking for a week and try to read the complete works of Ella Wheeler
Wilcox.
His love was something that lay between these two poles.
He did not wish the station platform of Market Blandings to become suddenly
congested with red Indians so that he might save Joan's life; and he did not
wish to give up anything at all. But he was conscious--to the very depths of
his being--that a future in which Joan did not figure would be so insupportable
as not to bear considering; and in the immediate present he very strongly
favored the idea of clasping Joan in his arms and kissing her until further
notice.
Mingled with these feelings was an excited gratitude to her for coming to
him like this, with that electric smile on her face; a stunned realization that
she was a thousand times prettier than he had ever imagined; and a humility
that threatened to make him loose his clutch on the steamer trunk and roll
about at her feet, yapping like a dog.
Gratitude, so far as he could dissect his tangled emotion was the
predominating ingredient of his mood. Only once in his life had he felt so
passionately grateful to any human being. On that occasion, too, the object of
his gratitude had been feminine.
Years before, when a boy in his father's home in distant Hayling,
Massachusetts, those in authority had commanded that he--in his eleventh year
and as shy as one can be only at that interesting age--should rise in the
presence of a roomful of strangers, adult guests, and recite "The Wreck of
the Hesperus."
He had risen. He had blushed. He had stammered. He had contrived to whisper:
"It was the Schooner Hesperus." And then, in a corner of the room, a
little girl, for no properly explained reason, had burst out crying. She had
yelled, she had bellowed, and would not be comforted; and in the ensuing
confusion Ashe had escaped to the woodpile at the bottom of the garden, saved
by a miracle.
All his life he had remembered the gratitude he had felt for that little
timely girl, and never until now had he experienced any other similar spasm.
But as he looked at Joan he found himself renewing that emotion of fifteen
years ago.
She was about to speak. In a sort of trance he watched her lips part. He
waited almost reverently for the first words she should speak to him in her new
role of the only authentic goddess.
"Isn't it a shame?" she said. "I've just put a penny in the
chocolate slot machine--and it's empty! I've a good mind to write to the
company."
Ashe felt as though he were listening to the strains of some grand sweet
anthem.
The small but sturdy porter, weary of his work among the milk cans, or
perhaps--let us not do him an injustice even in thought--having finished it,
approached them.
"The cart from the castle's here."
In the gloom beyond him there gleamed a light which had not been there
before. The meditative snort of a horse supported his statement. He began to
deal as authoritatively with Mr. Peters' steamer trunk as he had dealt with the
milk cans.
"At last!" said Joan. "I hope it's a covered cart. I'm
frozen. Let's go and see."
Ashe followed her with the gait of an automaton.
* * *
Cold is the ogre that drives all beautiful things into hiding. Below the
surface of a frost-bound garden there lurk hidden bulbs, which are only biding
their time to burst forth in a riot of laughing color; but shivering Nature
dare not put forth her flowers until the ogre has gone. Not otherwise does cold
suppress love. A man in an open cart on an English Spring night may continue to
be in love; but love is not the emotion uppermost in his bosom. It shrinks
within him and waits for better times.
The cart was not a covered cart. It was open to the four winds of heaven, of
which the one at present active proceeded from the bleak east. To this fact may
he attributed Ashe's swift recovery from the exalted mood into which Joan's
smile had thrown him, his almost instant emergence from the trance. Deep down
in him he was aware that his attitude toward Joan had not changed, but his
conscious self was too fully occupied with the almost hopeless task of keeping
his blood circulating, to permit of thoughts of love. Before the cart had
traveled twenty yards he was a mere chunk of frozen misery.
After an eternity of winding roads, darkened cottages, and black fields and
hedges, the cart turned in at a massive iron gate, which stood open giving
entrance to a smooth gravel drive. Here the way ran for nearly a mile through
an open park of great trees and was then swallowed in the darkness of dense
shrubberies. Presently to the left appeared lights, at first in ones and twos,
shining out and vanishing again; then, as the shrubberies ended and the smooth
lawns and terraces began, blazing down on the travelers from a score of
windows, with the heartening effect of fires on a winter night.
Against the pale gray sky Blandings Castle stood out like a mountain. It was
a noble pile, of Early Tudor building. Its history is recorded in England's
history books and Viollet-le-Duc has written of its architecture. It dominated
the surrounding country.
The feature of it which impressed Ashe most at this moment, however, was the
fact that it looked warm; and for the first time since the drive began he found
himself in a mood that approximated cheerfulness. It was a little early to
begin feeling cheerful, he discovered, for the journey was by no means over.
Arrived within sight of the castle, the cart began a detour, which, ten minutes
later, brought it under an arch and over cobblestones to the rear of the
building, where it eventually pulled up in front of a great door.
Ashe descended painfully and beat his feet against the cobbles. He helped
Joan to climb down. Joan was apparently in a gentle glow. Women seem impervious
to cold.
The door opened. Warm, kitcheny scents came through it. Strong men hurried
out to take down the trunks, while fair women, in the shape of two nervous
scullery maids, approached Joan and Ashe, and bobbed curtsies. This under more
normal conditions would have been enough to unman Ashe; but in his frozen state
a mere curtsying scullery maid expended herself harmlessly on him. He even
acknowledged the greeting with a kindly nod.
The scullery maids, it seemed, were acting in much the same capacity as the
attaches of royalty. One was there to conduct Joan to the presence of Mrs.
Twemlow, the housekeeper; the other to lead Ashe to where Beach, the butler,
waited to do honor to the valet of the castle's most important guest.
After a short walk down a stone-flagged passage Joan and her escort turned
to the right. Ashe's objective appeared to be located to the left. He parted
from Joan with regret. Her moral support would have been welcome.
Presently his scullery maid stopped at a door and tapped thereon. A fruity
voice, like old tawny port made audible, said. "Come in!" Ashe's
guide opened the door.
"The gentleman, Mr. Beach," said she, and scuttled away to the
less rarefied atmosphere of the kitchen.
Ashe's first impression of Beach, the butler, was one of tension. Other
people, confronted for the first time with Beach, had felt the same. He had
that strained air of being on the very point of bursting that one sees in
bullfrogs and toy balloons. Nervous and imaginative men, meeting Beach, braced
themselves, involuntarily, stiffening their muscles for the explosion. Those
who had the pleasure of more intimate acquaintance with him soon passed this
stage, just as people whose homes are on the slopes of Mount Vesuvius become
immune to fear of eruptions.
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